man! i am so bored and i never get to do anything! i really life! all i ask for is a simple b/f and all i hear is no! man you are ugly! i hate that. i am not that ugly! maybe just alittle, but not totally! i hate guys like that! they only care about is what is on the outside. when really it is that inside that should count! well any way! i went swimming yesturday and the day before! i am really badly sunburned on my face. it is all red like a strawberry! i had lots of fun on tuesday but then yesturday katie was with her b/f and she wouldn't swim w/ me! that made me kinda angry cause i mean she would have w/o her b/f there! well if i asked her she would say no just to try to prove me wrong and well there! ion ya face! j/k! i really do hate life thou! i wish that i could just take a time out of life and just sit there and think about why lots of pplz hate me and why some pplz love me and/or maybe they just like me like me! i don't know all i want is just a chance to sit there and actually be able to think w/o everyone yelling at me all the time! and even for stuf that i didn't do! now that makes me even more mad! i just want to go and get out of this stupid life! well not like die or anything but you get what i am saying! (i hope). i would really love to sit here and type my hands to death but i can't! bye! ttyl! heather

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ugh!!! i am really mad rihgt now! my dad has this new 30 minutes thing and its like well ok and i get allot of things done! NOT! well g2g! ttyl! heather

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well hey there pplz! i am a loser and well ya! that was just um.....kinda random! i just wanted to let y'all know that i changed my e-mail address! and well here it is now : [email protected] yup there it was and here it i again : [email protected] and ya i am really bored and most pplz say that i am just a loser that dosn't have a .ife and well unfortunantly i agree! i am a loser w/o a life. i just wanted to let yalls know!!!!!and well g2g! ttyl! heather

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Hi pplz! i am really tired but i coulndn't fall back to sleep. i loved camp! NOT! ok here lets be honest. it was humid,dirty,i felt misplaced very badly,and well that isn't all but well i will tell you more later. i broke down 2 times and that really felt good to just sit there and cry and just say that i just want to o home. i just really felt really left out. katie and monica and april had all these friends i and here i was just fallowing them around hoping to make a new friend.well as you can tell i didn't well knida and that was only one! courtney house. she is really nice and i hope that we don't lose contact. well enought anout my sad days at camp. i got a card from my brother saying thankyou for that bible and comming to his graduation. he told me that he loved seeing me and that i was getting almost as tall as he was.that made me cry because i really missed him for almost 2 years or maybe even more and then boom i get to see himm and he is nice mature and has oten 2 scholerships. i was really happy to see him though and to get that card i just felt like he really did care and he knew that i was alive. well there ya go an open and very personal entry but hey thats ok. heather

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i just got back from chrch camp!!!! and well i will ya all abou it later! i g2g heather

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I am so excited!!!! tomorrow is camp and i can harldy wait!!!! and i just want to get out of this house! i am so bored! but i am still really excited!!! and well that was a little bit wierd! ya just a little bit! omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg ogm omg!!!! and well ya i think that io need to take a chill pill here because i am typing at like 80 wpm!!! wel um ya i can hardly wait!!!! well got to go ! ttyl! heather!

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