Im in school right now, i know, i know, it sucks. Julie and I came down to the lib instead of sitting through study hall. Not too much goign on today, have to go to the doctor after school. Got picked on for being short, stupid Josh. Just got done typing my book report so now that is finally done. Amy was here today so Maggie and i werent alone in music app. still had it in mrs. rogers room though. Tomorrow we dont so we have to walk up again. You guys want to know who is really hot? Bam Margera and Ville Valo. Everyone should look them up and see for themselves how hot they are. I have like a photo album of them saved on my school account. I'll put a pic of Ville on here, im ont sure if it will work though since im at school, i guess if it doesnt i'll add on when i get home. i hope that works. I want to go to the vending machine and get combos. oh well its like 2:30 so i guess that i will go. ...i checked and it worked GOD HE IS HOTTTT

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mood: Decent Huh, nothing really happened today. The Study Hall teacher Mrs. Lowe (Loe-We, i cant spell) had somethign up her butt today. She yelled at me for nothing and she yelled at Bill and Andy like 50 times. Who cares if we talk, its not like we have anything to do we have it last period and we JUST get out of directed Study so... And its not like we signed up for it. Im SO glad this is Mrs. Olver's last year. She is so mean, we can only have one hall pass per week, we HAVE to have something to do for the whoel period, we cant talk, we cant sleep, i cant even look at Bill and laugh without getting yelled at. Anywho, yeah. Amy and Diane werent here today, and we had Music App in Mrs. Rogers room. Maggie twisted her ankle, so she was probably really glad we didnt have to walk up to the Commons Building. Erika got Since You've Been Gone stuck in my head. Stacy forgot her hair dye in her locker, so i hope that her and marcy got to get into the school and get it since she was supposed to get it done tonight. I think it will look good because it is only blonde but its a lighter one then she has now. I need to let my hair get long again then dye it red again. I liked it long and red. But that means that i have to let my layers grow out and it looks like crap when they get too long so i guess that i have to look like crap for a while. Oh well, whatever. Didnt get to learn tabs today. I have to learn sometime but im not sure whats going on so i guess it will just happen whenever. I could call Levon and have him teach me, im not 100 percent if he would though. Im watching Comedy Central, Juwanna Mann is on, that movie is so funny. i have a feeling that i had homework that i forgot about but i cant remember. God my memory sucks. Im gonna start adding my mood to every entry. Most days it will probably say angry or tired. Im so glad that Brian hasnt called today. im still pretty scared of him. Martin was back in school today, he makes me laugh too. That bruise from falling off my bus is still on my arm. its still sore too. People kinda bothered me today, no one in perticular just people. On the bus this one girl kept stareing at Cheryl and I. ANd there are two faggots on my bus that i CANNOT STAND and they both think that they have to talk to me. I told them to go kill themselves, i probably shouldnt tell people that but...oh well. Well im gonna go nothing else to write about...

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OMG, i am so scared of Brian now. He was talking about us getting married. We are not even going out, im not even interested in him! It was scarry, we were on the phone and he just started talking about the "plans" he made for us. WTF i have no idea what is going on but it is WAY WAY wrong! We were talking about him eating meatloaf and then he was like well does that mean when we're married you wont make me meatloaf? and he was telling me about wanting to go to Vegas and get married by Elvis. Im afraid to answer the fricken phone now. And i was saying about still having to figure out about Monday and Skyler teaching me tabs for my guitar and he was like why do you cheat on me, i dont cheat on you. omg it is so scarry, i dont even know what to do about it. i stopped talking to him before because he asked me out all the time and i got into a fight with him about it but this is so beyond that. i am so glad he doesnt live close anymore, because at least i know that he cant just show up now. What guy in his right mind makes plans to marry a girl that he isnt even with, much less one thats turned him down like 30 times. I mean he made that plans, he was talking about it. god this is SOOOOO wrong.

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God i did absolutley nothing today, i didnt even get out of my pj's. Well i actually made these muffin things, they are really good, who would have guessed that i could bake/cook! Caught up on some sleep though, thats good i really needed to get some. I makes me sad that J moved, i need to get his new number now, i need to get Destiny's too now that i think of it. Blah, people are stuk in my mind, well actually one one person. Just keep kinda thinking back, god i had fun with him. Too bad i cant get enough guts to call him, thats weird for me, never had that problem with calling a guy before. probably just because i know him so damn well i know what he would say and i dont even want to go there again...anywho that will be a private entry later. Listening to Lamb of God, anrgy music calms me down, my mom thinks that im fucking defective cuz of that. But whatever if im all pissed or whatnot put on some angry music and rock out. On the 15th it will be 7 months since i quit smoking, it seems liek its been SOO much longer. I just want to get my 250 bucks buy some Newports and smoke the whole pack. I probably shouldnt start up again but its such a habit. I was in the car the other day and i started to get into my purse to get one, havent done that in awhile. Im so used to just lighting one up even after almost 7 months. I ran out of coke (soda people) today, makes me sad, no caffine. I was just thinking (amazing right??) about Kurt Cobain and i was wondering what he would be like if he was still alive...he'd probably be so burnt out. He was so sad, there's a book that is just his journals and i read it and god he hated being famous. Anywho...i have to go and check my email and everything. Look Skyler, its you!!

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god. Today was fun. People make me laugh, i love days like today except for the classes interupting everything ;). Im glad that today is friday though, that means i can sleep til 1 tomorrow. Damn skippy. BLAH, i dont know what to write about. We were so late to music app. again today. It will be a flippin miracle if we ever make it on time. Oh well as long as we can get away with it its all good. Um, i dont know. Eww this one kid at my lunch table freaks me out. I dont remember what his name is but Skyler said that he would take me home monday and teach me tabs (cuz im a fucking retard!) and i asked him if he was serious and the kid was like "I'd take you home"..eww, i guess you kinda had to hear the way he said it,it bothers me when guys are gay like that. And he comments on my boobs all the time too...guys in Troy need to grow up. Anywho, Melinda promised to be in school today but SURPRISE she wasnt. She needs to come to school its more fun when i get to hear her pick on people. Martin called me, i feel bad for him trapped in his house sick. At least he gets to come back to school on Monday. Well im out for now...

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