I'm listening to a mix of my fish tank and the pouring rain and it really makes me feel more at peace. I know I havent updated in awhile but I've been really sick this past week. I've been having these horrible pains in my back, chest and stomach area and it's caused me to lose my appetite, to have NO energy and to just generally ruin the pretty awesome feeling of life to me. I'm not one to feel sorry for myself so the only people I mentioned it to were my fiance' and my boss bc they are around me so much they noticed something was wrong. Saturday I got really really intoxcated while we had a bunch of friends over so i woldnt be all pity party and what not so no one would notice and it worked for that night. Unfortunatly the pain was back sunday and back with a vengenace. I was laying around the house most of the day bawling bc the pain was so bad. I finally agreed to go to the dr. Well I went and let me tell you it sucked! I had to have like 5 x-rays, had to have a bunch of blood taken and had to pee in a cup and then walk it in front of everyone back to the nurse that needed it :(. As of right now he thinks it one of three things. 1. My Bowels aren't moving 2. Something with my gall bladder 3. Ulcer or severe acid reflux. Those are in the order of what he thinks most likely also. Im on treatment for number one bc he said in my x-rays I had no digestive gases so we needed to get my bowels moving before they become obstucted bc if that happens I would have to have emergency surgery or I would die..Lets hope that doesnt happen bc I dont want to have surgery or die. I also had some white cells in my urine so I could have some type of infection. I won't know until my blood tests come back which should be today. Lets hope it has nothing to do with my gallbladder and maybe it will be something that I can just take some anti-biotics for. I don't really think its an ulcer and I dont think he does either but I have had a history with acid reflux problems but we both think thats just a side problem and not what my main problem is. I'm hoping its nothing and that the frickin 4 different meds he put me on will fix me right up. Anyhow I know this isnt an interesting writing blog or anything but hey thatys my life. Im about as interesting as my bowels I suppose lol.

Oh Yeah and if anyone wants to see my place of living here it is: My Place.

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I'm back at work now. I had a super fun weekend but it was kind of tiring. I had SOOOOO much fun at beechbend (the amusement/water park) but I did get on one ride that made me cry. Im such a pansy lol. I liked that it was smaller though because it had alot more rides that I would ride plus i got to pet alot of animals bc their petting zoo was pretty big. Sunday at the zoo was even better! I saw manatees! They are so flippin' cute!! I also got to see a gorrilla go crazy at another gorilla and there was a baby rhino..TOOO CUTE! I love the zoo. I could go a billion times lol. We also went and had the dogs portraits made on monday!! If you'd like to see them they are HERE. Tuesday we tried to pick up around the house and did some shopping (I got three new "hippie" skirts yay!!!) and kinda relaxed so some of the exhaustion would wear off before we both had to return to work today. Whoot. So that was my vacation. Nothing extravagent though I did have alot of fun and I got some sun so thats all that really matters.

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listening to: Jammin - Bob Marley
mood: Agitated but Happy
Well I was supposed to be leaving for MS (mississippi) tonight to see my family & friends but my mom decided to wait until the last minute to tell me I can't bring my dogs. She knowos damn well that it would be nearly impossible to find some one else to care for them for 4 days on such short notice. I guess she just didn't want me to come. Apparently she assumed that the only person I was coming to MS to see was her and it wasn't a good weekend for her. Not only did I want to see my friends but more importnantly I wanted to see my grandparents. They're in their 80's and I try to see them every possible chance I get. But leave it to my mom to be accidentally selfish. Anyhow, Now that that's off my chest on to the better things.

I had already taken off 2 days of work to go down there because my fiance' had a 4 day weekend so we figured we would make our own summer vacation and it would be great. Here's our agenda:
Saturday: We are going to beech bend which is an amusement park/water park and it has mini golf and a petting zoo! Whoo Hoo!
Sunday: The cincinnati zoo has a special going on for half price admission and parking and we've been wanting to go for awhile so we're going up there sunday.
Monday: We're going hiking and swimming in a river in the mountains and maybe also a lake.
Tuesday: We're going to a new aquatic center in the neighboring town that has HUGE water slides and is really cheap. Whoot!
And that is my summer vacation...I would rather be going to see my friends and family but my mom screwed me on that one. I think Im not going to talk to her for a week or so. Not blatantly and mean, I'm just not going to answer or return her calls for awhile. She has myspace she can see that Im fine on there. I just dont feel like talking to her right now.

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Of his harry potter quizzes :)




Loyal. Dependable. True. Just.
What an honor to be sorted into Hufflepuff! The house based on values and virtues over simply deeds. Not that the Hufflepuffs don't do anything worthwhile, it's just that here importance is based more on how you are, not what you do. Hufflepuff is all about acceptance. Since when is that a bad thing?

In Hufflepuff, there is a fallacy that the members are simply average, not good enough to get into the other houses. This is most definately not so. Just because Hufflepuff doesn't discriminate against people for not being good enough (or brave, smart, and ambitious enough), does not mean that the entire house is full of wimps, as people seem to think. While, yes. hard-workers are most likely to enter Hufflepuff, this does not mean there aren't other qualities. The fact that Helga Hufflepuff will take "all the rest" can and is seen as a bad thing, by some.

A Hufflepuff is loyal to their friends, trustworthy and patient, and often hard-working. One need not to fit all the criteria of a house to belong it it, nor not have any of the other House's values.

Last, I hope I need not remind you of Cedric Diggory, the one champion chosen for Hogwarts, over all the cunning Slytherins, brave Gryffindors, and clever Ravenclaws. You'd do good not to doubt Hufflepuff.

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mood: content
I feel like my nutang is being negleted. I've just been busy desperatly clinging to the last bit of summer before its gets all lame and cold and Im inside alot lol. I went to lake herrington in a paddle boat and we had a blast. It kinda sucked bc i happened to come into a not so awesome part of the month before we left so I was scared to swim. But I swam anyways because it was hot as hell plus I was doing alot of the paddling bc I wanted the excercise. Next weekend Im going to MS to visit friends and fam for the weekend and chill at the lake alot. It ought to be pretty entertaining. I hope it isnt miserabley hot though (yeah right). Anyhow just thought I'd let everybody know I'm still alive just busy and not wanting to let summer get away.

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So a friend recently introduced me to convinceme.net It's a really cool debate site and most nutangers love a good debate so I figured I'd share my new found love with you guys.

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