a father's advice.......given but not understood until now. once loved by that father, thinking that he forgot his son, until one day, that sun woke-up and realized that was not true. love is not in when or if they call, but that you know they love you.

for so long i have been at odds with my father, and i still am. i haven't talked to him, since..... well, i can't even remember. i call but dont get a return call. perhaps i should write? why? whats the use? i tried, he forsoke me. ::shakes head:: now my sister tells all of nutang that she has no one to talk to and yet, she has not called me?

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i know i haven't really been calling anyone... but for once i feel that i dont need to anymore. if i want to talk i call, if they call i feel like talking i talk. sometimes, a person just needs to vent. others times, you saying you need to vent but all you really want is to hear that familar voice, telling you its gonna be ok, other times you just call and dont know what to say. so you say you need to vent. lol. funny ain't it?

the chick at the comminsary was flirting with me, last night. i can tell, for once, that she just wasn't simplely being polite but actually 'smiling' at me. i like that feeling it brung. i'm gonna ask her on a date pretty soon, i asked the other chick and wasn't shot down completely, just got a rain check for this coming up weekend. neway. check out alienware's new comp, area-51 alx and the auroua alx, two extemely powerful systems, i'm thinking about getting the area-51, since i've never used a bit system before.......neway until the light hits the horizon.

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well, it would seem that she is interested in me. i asked to her out this weekend but she's going to san antonio and i was like alright how about next weekend and she was like alright but i really dont date, you know? and i responded without missing a beat, we can go as friends you know? yea, i'm back in the game, feeling good. got me a place to drink and chill here on base and life is good so very good. hmmmm, twy called me i wonder what she wants, lets see. i'll call her in a bit to find out. ummm..... nothin much else going on right now, just feeling good, had a couple of drinks with the guys and now i'm just coasting getting ready to go back to my room and just chill, read my book for abit, shower then crash right into the dreamworld. all you cats and kittens out there have a damn good evening cuz this is me signing off and saying good night.

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this entry is for you twy,
i went to our on-base eatery and theres this black chick working and she's pretty cute. so i make my interest pretty obivious, watching as she walked back in forth in front of where i'm sitting. so i adventually ask her whats her name, and she tells me (Roni) and then i nod as to end the convo and she stops looks at me and asks me what my name is and i reply. she then says it was nice meeting you. and then i got to meet the bar tender, pretty white cute, she was also pretty cool, i liked her taste in music... but the important thing was that i spoke to both chicks on my own accord, so GO ME! and it also seems that the blogging world of my friends is slowing dying but i will keep posting for those at home who read about little slice of life. well until later.... oh yea, btw, i'm going back to the eatery tonight to ask her for her number and maybe i just night ask her on a date. ... the world may never know.....

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