*sighs* Here's a conversation I had with a friend of mines. Although the things that he was saying didn't make sense at first, but it was heart warming after I understood. We've known each other for about four to five years now. Through all these years, although we didn't talk that much, he was there when I needed a person to talk to. Here are a couple of images of him.



minty:
minty: muahz
minty: missed you!!
joshy: missed you too
minty: r u sure?
minty: you're always too busy
joshy: yea........your my homie
joshy: work
joshy: priorities
joshy: you know how that goes
minty: yep
minty: you like my whole yoplait yogurt spokesmodel picture?
minty: LOL
joshy: hahahahahahaha............
minty: i was royalty last night
joshy: your like my teo legs......without you ill never walk again
minty: VIP, celebrity treatment at club benjamins
minty: your teo legs?
joshy: im reading it now on your page
minty: that's that?
minty: lol
joshy: two legs
minty: o0o0
minty: lol
minty: awww
minty: really?
joshy: without.....im half complete....
joshy: im life is worhtless without you
minty: you're making me feel all special now... (teary eyed)
minty:
joshy: your my moon
joshy: my stars
minty: gosh...
joshy: my life
minty: what's making you say all this?
joshy: you are my happiness
minty: stop it! sheesh, you're making me have butterflies all over inside
joshy: you are the light to embrace
joshy: you are my light to embrace
minty: although it's probably just words
minty: that don't truely mean all that it should
joshy: without you im nothing
minty: but it's making me feel weird
minty:
joshy: sun(josh) + moon (cindy) + (together) cindy and josh = 345
joshy: stars
joshy: together= (stars
joshy: i am the sun
joshy: you are the moon
joshy: and our togehterness means the stars
joshy: togetherness
minty: where's all this coming from?
minty: just some words you thought up or what?
joshy: no
joshy: you are my everything
joshy: ive felt for you ever since ive seen you
minty: what makes you say all that now?
joshy: you are my eye candy
joshy: didnt think you cared
joshy: so i left it like it was
joshy: i knew you moved now already
minty:
joshy: so what was there left to say......all i couldve had from you wa friendship so i left it like that
minty: you're making me sad sweetums
minty: gosh..
joshy: dont be sad
minty: i'm speechless
joshy: thats how life is
joshy: i know
joshy: keep smiling and i hope for the best for you in whatever you are doing
minty: i'll be back over there, hopefully soon... and for sure we'll hang out!
minty: let's see how our mutual friendship goes and where life leads ud
minty: us*
joshy: hope you make the best of your life and i hope you find someone tha will make you happy cause you deserve someone that will love you for who you are
joshy: we talked about it before already cindy....you havent been back since
joshy: i just hope your happy cindy
joshy: may the light shine upon you
minty:
minty: don't worry sweetums
minty: destiny will bring us together if we belong

I was speechless after his whole confession of his feelings for me. All this time I thought we just had a mutual friendship. Now that I know how he feels, I don't know how to respond to his feelings. HELP....

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OMG!!!! I went out to a club called Benjamin's last night, I OWNED!!! I came in a limo, walked in the club having ALL the securities and bouncers body gaurding me through the entrance with a 21+ risk band. I had free drinks all night but then I don't drink. The owner asked if I wanted to be a stripper there and the manager, the owner's daughter, asked if I wanted to work there as a waitress. I turned them down. I had it like royalty last night!! WHOO HOO!!
I also received 2 dozens of roses!! THEY WERE SO PURDIIIIFULLL!! Here are the pictures of them.



SEE!! They're BEAUTIFUL!!! I got home at about 5 in the morning or maybe later. I had an annoying half of the night because of my sister. URGH!! She's so0o0o0 inconsiderate. I just had to avoid her most of the time. Besides all the shit she gave me, EVERYTHING was ALL GOOD!! Well, here's a picture of me after "my night" of clubbing, royalty treatment, and the arrogance of my sister.

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It takes a lot of time to make a rose that BIG from restroom tissue. Yes, I did type restroom tissue, because that's what it's made of. Also, a pair of high-top, no brand name, shoes. I know, talented. THANKS!

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I got bored. So I decided to take a few quizzes here and there. These are the results.


Which type of beauty are you?



VAMPIRE~ you are dark and mysterious. Many people
think you are evil, but all you want is for
someone to understand you.


Which Magical Being are You?


Protector


The ULTIMATE personality test


A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.


What kind of girl are you?


Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)


mood: Fatigued

song for mood: Heart - "Alone"

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What a night, what a night!!! I just got kick the f*ck out of my house because of my, oh so perfect, sister. My mom kicked me out becuase my sister was bitching about the phone. She got me kicked out over a f*cking phone call, PATHETIC!!! She don't even live there!!!! She's visiting from Hawaii and thinks she owns the damn place. She is selfish, inconsiderate, irresponsible, pathetic, ignorant, and did I mention that she was stupid?

Here I am, at my bf's house, thinking of where the f*ck to go. I can't stay at my bf's because his mom won't allow it. I can stay, just not long-term. *sighs* WHAT THE F*CK TO DO!?!?!??!?



mood: infuriated

song for mood: Linkin Park - "Faint"

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Goodness, finally got this thing SORT OF figured out. I'm doing alright, right? BLAH whatevers...

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