i fucking hate him.
yes. i fucking hate him.

relationships are suppose to be sweet.
loving. happy.

but mine. is not.
fucking hate my relationship.

thanks to you..
i am pounding my chest.

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This is the 3rd time that I found out things again on my own.
Had I not find out, he's gonna hide this incident for as long as he lives.
Or rather I live.

Why is it that certain humans are so scary?
How can they ever be kind and loving in front of you
in fact, they are hiding some truth behind you?

He lied. He cheated. Yet he showed me attitude.
Why? Can anyone tell me why?
Everytime when the trust was building up,
he has a way of shattering it.

How many times can he hurt me over and over again?
How many times do I have to cry over him?
How many times does he want to lose me than he will start to cherish me for real?

In my life, I devote to love.
It can be so sinfully sweet, yet it can also be so undesirably fatal.

Someone. mend my broken heart.

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tuesday is coming.
Lord give me strength to pull thru.

I pray us to work things out.

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ever since i started working,
i've been so lazy to blog..
not to say even upload any nice photos.. haha
pure laziness!

it feels great to slack at home
after a long day of slog at work!

been pretty occupied at work..
there's just so much things to be done..
yet everyday my work load never seem to cease..

that's because everday
i've to amend changes.. changes and more changes!!

one word. stress.
i guess by now.. most of you know something happened to my dad
just few days ago.. and it really made me feel the heartache..
if i were to lose someone i love one day...

i love my parents. honestly.
i do. they are my support at home.
thou at times they are fierce. demanding. and stubborn.
but they do love me. that i know.
but because the environment is changing..
even the person himself is changing..
just without him knowing..
i know i am bad at tolerating and controlling my temper.
i will try to change.

Thank God for taking care of of dad.
and pulled thru that morning.
it was a morning I would never ever forget.
The day I thought I would lose you.
Thank God for being there for us.
The whole family stood together by your side.
We prayed for your speedy recovery.

Dad's discharged. Scans are fine.. No signs of anything.
Should be a blessing.. ;>
and mega thanks for those who had been caring for me..
Peishan will get the tough going!
haha~ *what an old gag*

finally... tml I'm meeting the girls!
quality time please!
erm.. hello...
NIGHT SAFARI.. haha!
what an outing.. haha!
Amy's suggestion.. haha! *dots*
okay.. so everyone's looking forward!!
YEA!!!

There's so much for me to blog about..
like to show you all my office new photos..
the yummilicious dinner my uncle treated me..
tons tons tons more!!
oh ya! my sdyney photos!
haha now.. that's "HISTORY"..

got to head for bed..
have to work tml morning...

"good night world..."
*quoted from PS.. haha..

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hi guys.. i haven been blogging for quite some time..
its well.. due to extreme laziness.. haha!
my life is so upside down now..
imagine i am still AWAKE NOW...

general updates..
I GOT A JOB!!!
it's at AMOY STREET...
and I am so thrilled!!
wonder how is life working there like..
*ponders . . .*

mistakes i made in the past..
i hope this new chance given to me..
i will make good use of it..
God be kind on me..
Thank you..

on top of that.. I met PS earlier!!
so glad to see her smiling again...
plus see her struggle so hard..
just to copy notes for her open book test..
hahaha! talking about test.. think my last one
was at PJ .. the last semester papers.. haha!
totally screwed up..!
that's how I ended up in NAFA thou..
and than that explains where I am now.. haha!

OOO! I had a share in copying her notes too!
CHAPTER 9 .. some MARKETING thingy..
cannot rem a single piece that I blindly copied..
Good luck to my dearests having their last spur at their papers!!
*gambate neh*

Pacific coffee was awesome!
great coffee!! love it!!
PS: PS says she'll meet me for lunch everyday near my office!
How sweet!!!!
and she says she's gonna plan our meeting ups.. hahahha
GIRLS!!! ITS A MIRACLE!!!
Puisin.. say also must do it okay...
waiting for you to arrange this few times round..

Oh ya~ please make our K session come true
before u fly over to USA ok? *hugs*

Just came back from watch the semifinals.. Chelsea vs Liverpool.
Sadly my Liverpool did not perform well...
rem how I used to say Onn Mun looks like Owen from Liverpool?
LOL.LOL. what a memory. hahaha..
Chelsea won in the extra 30mins.. 3-2
Argh.. did not really enjoy the match thou...
my gastric was in the midst of acting up..

*yawns*.. its 6am++ already..
guess I should turn in now..its raining outside..
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

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