what will u do if a guy likes a gal who has boyfriend??

though the guy did not admit, but actions speak louder than words...

the gal felt different aura from the guy and dragging me along whenever they're together...

i don't feel good... they have their own chatting wavelength... it seem improper for mua to bust in their conversation sometimes...

i don't feel comfortable as i'm like an invisible person around them... i am jealous that i don't get that attention... i am envy of the gal who is attractive... i feel so stupid and yet how should i act??

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this morning, i had my first taste in ice skating...

felt lil strange at first... i rollerblade before... but this is bit diff.. my feet sore after skating around the rink twice.. but i think i'll be having fun~~ :)

imagine myself as a figure skater... *swisshh* *applause*

oh.... how nice would that be...

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it's my birthday~~~~ :)

but it was celebrated one day before THE day... friends booked a table in Applebee's... received the birthday treatment from the workers there... had an unique cake... butterfly shaped~~ ;) had good food.. but can't really enjoy coz had to rush back to uni... but it was overall great... love the company~~~

presents~~ i got one care bear pencil holder, one panties with halloween theme, a wristlet, a box of truffles, 2 books, 2 balloons, one birthday deco in mua room with spongebob theme, and drinks... :P it was a great day...

talked to my mom and sis before heading out... missed home terribly out of a sudden.. cried on the phone.. made my mom cried.. called a good friend... talked for a while... did nonsense n talked nonsense on the way back.... and now.. sitting here... thanking my friends... my family...

and i stink like mad now~~ ARGH~~

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laughed till my waist hurts and my throat ache~~

talking bout tattoos.... which somehow lead into nonsense.... then gossip bout who's with who now... till we finally calmed down... and felt tired after all the laughing...

gosh... it's been some time since i laughed this hard~~~ it felt good... :)

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i dreamt about him last nite... we were kinda dating each other...and funny stuff happened... i don't recall any of it now.. but damn... he's cute~~ though many friends of mine disagree.... i can't wait to watch "the lake house".... heard he was super duper romantic in that movie... aaawwwww... how i wish i can meet him~~~ or someone like him... *sigh*....

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id: "i wanna talk longer with them!"

ego: "have you forgotten about your test tomorrow and the outline that is due tomorrow?"

id:" but it's still early! can't i just linger around a bit more? plus i won't do any of the above!"

ego:" you are an adult now. think of your priorities. do you want to fail your test? so what if you linger around more? you'll hate yourself for lingering."

id:" but....."

ego:"remember what we promised to work together? a more integrated person. right?"

id:" yes yes... i remember... ok, move the feet... let's go...."

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