I just thought about something. I'am pissed off! I cant stand it when I come down the hallway and see this guy like flirt so friggin openly with Maria. It just err..pisses me off and makes me rather un-happy and makes me dislike the person more. The guy knows I hate it and he doesnt even care about it. He probaly does it all purposely. One day...I will let him know how I feel and not very well like it either. -cut_x

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Well today is going good for the most part; and everything seems to be pretty rad. I got a letter from Maria yesterday. It really makes my heart sing. Heres some excerpts from the letter. "My Whole life I have wanted to find my true love & now that I have found him _> I won't be with him. For fear that it is not right. Sorry; No Sorry! I can't say it enough It's dirving me crazy because I see how much you care for me. Your name is everywhere...on the radio, TV, a guy that came to my house, online, the newspaper,in books->I cant do anything without thinking about you & I know they are all sings but I try and Ignore them. Be patient and wait on me if you love me. I may not ever want to be with anyone else." Well; I will wait until the oceans tides can't hit the shores no more. I've attempted to talk to other girls and well; failed everytime. I love her; and yes; without question I will wait for her. -Cut_x

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Today ha been quite good I may add. Yesterday I got two comps from a teacher. There two old compaqs; but hey its something. They both have network card and everything; so it is pretty rad. Well.. I'am in my comp class and someone is being quite dumb and stupid for the most part. Well...I'am out... -Cut_x

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Its boring; nothing too much to do. I hope things liven up a little; I have to go to homeroom next period; but I'am going to Mrs. Adair's room to have an FCA meeting. -Cut_x

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mood: ...Sad listening to: Underoath
Today sucks; Its cold and I feel alone. I hate this time of the year; summer please press back this hateful winds. Eh...Maybe I'am dwelling on things; maybe I'am not moving on and that I'am just a mere man that is hopeless for the moment. Am I? Have I lost sight of everything around me as I kindly want nothing more but to find my true love? Or have I found and certain cirumstance keeping me from her? I hope that I can hold her once more and never let go. Eh I'am a sap. Maybe I'am weak and have no spine and kindly need the touch of a woman. I just dont want to be alone...I hate thate feeling... I aslo hate the feeling of knowing someone hates me for no apparent reason. Its life I suppose and I shall move on some how; hopefully my dreams are in grasp. -Cut_x

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mood: Sad
listening to: Nothing
watching: HiBot.com

Well...today has been started out as one of the most tryingaas of later aswell as one that is quite saddening. School is good; I've passed all of my classes my last semester of school. The bad think about today is that I found out my friend Mitchell shot himself. They said he just pulled out a pistol; put one bullet in; spun the barrel and pulled the trigger. I havent seen him in many years; and I'am kindly glad I havent; because I dont think I could be dealing with it as good as I'am now.
Well its third period; and the day seems kind of long...anywy... I'am out.

-Cut_x

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