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| *~gEeEeEeErRrRrRRrRrRRrrRRrRRrr~* Thursday. 9.23.04 9:25 pm watching: o.O. do I have to answer?
listening to: one of the music channels on tv
mood: H**ny
yes.....im you guessed it...i aint gonna say it....I got coffee~drools~and I got chocolate~droolz more~what is a poor girl to do?~shrugz~hehe I think it's going to be a late night tonight. Its so aggravating having Josherz around and not being able to do anything because of children running around. i think tomorrow we might just escape to his dweeling....privacy...its a must have!....what did I do today?hmm I slept in really latse cause I stayed up tell sometime this mornign although I dont member much of anything and then I woke up cuz josherz called and said he was coming over.Then we chilled for a bit and then he ttok a nap and I cleaned cleaned and cleaned some more!and I cooked dinner for everyone and did laundry and stuff. I needed to it was getting behind a lil. i hate being behind.so yeah dont have much to yack about...but im guessing no one really carez anyways....**lata Comment! (0) | Recommend! ~*wipe away my tearz*~ Wednesday. 9.22.04 11:47 pm watching: the screen yet again
listening to: the tv
mood: kinda icky
yes....I finally let go and cried today. not one of those wailing emotional outburts cries either.I was just sitting there with josherz and I had told him what had been said and he had told me not to worry about it that we knew what we felt and thats all that mattered. but, I let thingz get to me and I sat on the edge of the bed while he held me and silently cried. He wouldn't have known if it wasn't for the tear that slipped down my warm cheek and onto his arm. Then he kept asking what was worng...and Im the type of person that closes up and doesn't talk about thingz. Im just not very open. Or I feel like no one will understand me. But finally I started trying to explain thingz to him and we talked about it all and he got me to smile and I feel better about thingz now. I just wish that everyone could see and understand and not be so damn pessimistic about my relationship with Josherz. My entire life everyone always told me that when I met the ONE I would know it. There would be no second guessing it.I never had that happen until I met Josherz. I just am so happy with him and I feel complete when im aroundhim and all fuzzy when I think about him and he gives me butterflies and I could go on and on. I just know that what Im feeling is something real and something Im not going to let go of. Im afraid if I do I'll never find it again and I don't want that to happen. You know I have 2 journals, well actaually 3. The 1st one I have I dont usually write in its on livejournal and its very censored. Then the second one I have is on xanga and I have been writing in it but I still dont talk about somethingz on there. But when I started this journal I decided not to let anyone I know, know about this that way i could just vent. I also get other peoples points of view. I dont know, all I know is that being uncensored helps and letting it all stay in doesnt. So,hope yall are venting some way or another....it helps....**lata  Comment! (1) | Recommend! ~blah~ Tuesday. 9.21.04 9:25 pm watching: the screen
listening to: the sounds from outside
mood: depressed
 feelin kinda crummy tonight. I did get my OWN computer up and running again. Im happy about that because now I can do all of my journals and such whenever I want to. I did get to see josherz today. He is coming over so mcuh because he'll be gone like all next week in missouri~poutz~but Ill get to see him tomorrow and hopefully everyday until he leaves sunday. Im kind of hurt right now because no one trustz me to trust my instincts. Everytime I turn around I have someone else telling me to take it slow with josherz. Or that it's not love I feel but infatuation. Maybe to them it may seem like it because we've only been together a couple of weeks, but I DO believe in such a thing as love at first sight....and it happened to me! I never thought it would and it did. But I was so disbelieving until saturday.Im not going into details, but now I KNOW. But now there are people making me try to question what I feel and know and thats not fair. they let everyone else do what they want, but when it comes to me they use them as an example and tell me not to do it. Or think I'll do the same fuckin thing....gerrrness.Thanx H.W. for the huggies....I have a feeling im gonna need more before tonight is over. Im am so completely sad right now. i havent been this sad in a long time....Comment! (1) | Recommend! hugz Monday. 9.20.04 8:55 am Awenessss who gave me the hugzzzzzz????I need to know, cause now I feel specialness heh. Im so tired right now. I got up to go to work this morning at 6am(not a morning person)and It's not until next monday~blah~so yeah now I couldn't go back to sleep if I wanted to gerrrrr!!!!.....btw hatchet u can totally post that. I don't really like that poem it doesn't flow like I usually do, but you can't help what comes out. Herm...anyways my eyes hurt....~smilez~Josherz is coming over again todayz. Im happy bout that. Im in a cuddly huggy mood today heh.So guess what!!?!?!?!?HUGZ FOR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!~runs around and huglezz everyone and cuddlez~hehe**lata Comment! (1) | Recommend! heh Saturday. 9.18.04 4:16 pm me calm?wth lol
 You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what you do best. You collected thoughts and always positive attitude make you very bright and logical. When theres a problem, you know how to approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on you on their problems, and your shoulder for their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and hardly scream, which makes you good with kids. You seem to be in tune with the world and if anything goes wrong, you always bounce back. What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla Comment! (0) | Recommend! life.... Saturday. 9.18.04 8:36 am Wow....i can't believe Im up right now. It's not even 9am!~blah~My eyes hurt...is that normal? lol. Gerr Im so wierd but you know ya love it!=P....I think I may write a lil poem on here.After I read someone entry I have gotten inspired i think...hehe.im just gonna random right now....
I could feel myself drowning
completely under for u
I could see you ignoring
and still, there was nothing i could do
I couldn't feel the heart you ripped out
I saw it being squeezed in ur hand
I could see the hatred in ur eyez
thats when I knew it was all just a scam
I could hear ur twisted lies
and yet there was only silence now
I could see ur fake ass smile
and I could feel it rise up in my throat
I could hear myself screaming
I felt so damn relieved
I could feel the relieving
and knew soon ud be leaving
like the bitch u r
you lied to me and made me want to die
well the jokes on u
cuz im still around
everyone will know just what u did
and just how twisted and sick ur mind is
i hate u now
u brouhgt it upon urself
dont blame me
thats how u knew it would be
I could feel myself drowning
then I saw the surface.
....yeah umm ok...I dont know about that. Lol I guess it's a mixture of things. Wow I really went all over the place with that one!lmao.So anyways hope yall enjoy**lata
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