MUFFY LIVES Tuesday. 7.27.10 8:19 pm WELL HELLOOOO THERE. I feel like I need to get re-acquainted with the island all over again...my bad. A lot has happened since nationals...therefore, I think it's time to bring out the good 'ol list of Muffy's Musings:
Ok that definitely wasn't supposed to take so long. Blah. So...in order to alleviate your poor, tired eyes, I shall post this video! It's our double dutch pairs freestyle from grand nationals! Enjoy folks...Muffy over and out. Comment! (3) | Recommend! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Do not try to bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, try to realize the truth. There is no spoon. Then you will see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself. MUFFY RETURNS WITH GLORY Thursday. 7.1.10 12:49 am NUTANG. I DID IT. WE DID IT, MY TEAM DID IT. AFTER ALL OF THE BICKERING, FRUSTRATION, TIME, ENERGY, AND SHIT WE HAVE GONE THROUGH TO MAKE THIS ROUTINE WORK, OUR DOUBLE DUTCH PAIRS ROUTINE FINALLY CAME TOGETHER IN THAT SINGLE MOMENT ON THE STAGE. I still can't really believe that it actually happened.... ... we actually won the grand national trophy. When they called our names we all kinda threw ourselves together in this ridiculous hug, and I started crying. I really couldn't stop it...I mean I pride myself on having emotional control, but this was such a freaking ridiculous moment that I couldn't help it. Just... wow. We tried so hard, and it actually happened. In a nutshell, Nationals 2010 was one of the most emotionally charged experiences of my life. People were anxious, frustrated, excited, nervous, happy, and everything inbetween. It just seemed like everyone cared again, and in a weird, emo sort of way, it was nice to do more than fight my feelings...I got to actually FEEL them. I finally got 186 in 30-second speed! That was my goal...that's like 6 jumps per second. I'm happy :) ALSO, I finally got the hugs I wanted :) ... lots and lots of them. I miss it all, a lot. Comment! (9) | Recommend! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Do not try to bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, try to realize the truth. There is no spoon. Then you will see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself. Muffy goes to Nationals Tuesday. 6.22.10 10:20 pm NEXT 7 DAYS: NATIONALS! Excited. Nervous. Optimistic. I shall post a real entry and do real comments when I return! See everybody on da flipp siiiidddeee Muffy over and out Comment! (4) | Recommend! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Do not try to bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, try to realize the truth. There is no spoon. Then you will see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself. Monday. 6.21.10 1:23 am I'll always remember how you'd say "Hi Briiiiaan" everytime I walked through the door, how you let me eat ALL of your food, and how you always made me laugh with your really awful jokes. But most of all, I'll remember what you taught me. Rest in peace, Michael. Comment! (2) | Recommend! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Do not try to bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, try to realize the truth. There is no spoon. Then you will see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself. Wednesday. 6.16.10 1:42 pm This will be a very disjointed entry, because my brain is all over the place. First of all, people who post whiny status updates on Facebook can shut the fuck up, a.k.a. welcome to my blocked feed list. Stop fishing for sympathy. Second of all, grades went very well. I got a 94% and a 90% in CSE 142 an CSE 373, respectively (CSE = computer science and engineering). Happy about that. Third of all, life has gained somewhat of a new perspective for me lately. I've decided that I don't need a reason to tell people that I care anymore. I don't care if I seem overly sentimental, I don't care if it's weird, and I don't care if I get shot down. You can't be afraid of stupid crap like that, because the people you're thinking about are worth so much more than social rules and playing it cool. Finally. I feel like a big mess right now. Just a lot of different feelings, about life and certain people in it. I've lost solid ground again...although, given what I've seen this past couple of days, I have no room to be complaining. Comment! (8) | Recommend! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Do not try to bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, try to realize the truth. There is no spoon. Then you will see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself. Post. Later. Sleep. Now. Tuesday. 6.15.10 4:17 am Post. Later. Sleep. Now Comment! (1) | Recommend! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Do not try to bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, try to realize the truth. There is no spoon. Then you will see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself. MUFFY FINISHES THE ACADEMIC YEAR Thursday. 6.10.10 2:14 am Comment! (7) | Recommend! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Do not try to bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, try to realize the truth. There is no spoon. Then you will see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself. Muffy muses Friday. 6.4.10 3:36 am Welllll then. I'm feeling pretty relaxed about life at the moment. I guess I was expecting more of an abrupt change, even hoping for one, but...maybe I just don't quite know how to feel yet. Time will tell. Gotta keep having that conversation. I just got done being really frustrated / disappointed in myself over a computer science assignment. The solution: good food, good music, and good friends. And telling myself that I'm not as stupid as I feel, I just didn't try hard enough...but that's less inspirational so we can leave that part out. Ya know, now that I think about it, today was actually a really good day. Lots of food and friends...I can't even complain about all the work. Muffy's musings:
Muffy over and out P.S. MUSE IS SO SICK. Why did I not discover this before? The 3 Exogenesis Symphony pieces are increeeedddibbleee....I usually only like certain singles, but their stuff is just GOOD. Comment! (19) | Recommend! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Do not try to bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, try to realize the truth. There is no spoon. Then you will see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself. |