I am so...unhappy, right now.

Because I can't do anything right anymore. I can't make anyone happy anymore. Especially not myself. I can't write anymore. I can't concentrate anymore. I can't work anymore. I can't talk to anyone anymore. I can't have someone to fall back on anymore. Apparently I screwed up too much, and too much was finally enough.

When you're in a bad mood because someone is mad at you, and then they say a chance of forgiveness is unavailable, of course you're going to feel worse.

It doesn't phase them. And if it does, then they're wrong for purposely trying to treat you like shit.

You know what. Screw my happiness. As long as I'm able to keep everyone else happy, who cares?

I actually like to see other people happy. Whether anyone wants to believe me or not. And I actually feel bad when someone has told me I've done something wrong, whether they're right or not.

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I lost. Indeed.




I lost.

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No trust.

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I figured anyway.

At least it's not as bad as a break-up.

HAHAHA.

Ugh, school is soooooooooooooooooooo over-whelming right now D:
Actually, everything is.

Eeep D:

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EEEEEEE! :-D

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I missed the 11:11 strike by 5 minutes.
And I had a wish, too.

:(

-is sad-

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