"Only those people who are capable of being alone are capable of love, of sharing, of going into the deepest core into the other person -- without possessing the other, without becoming dependent on the other, without creating "the other," reducing the other into a thing, and without becoming addicted with the other. They allow the other absolute freedom, because they know if the other leaves, they will be as happy as they are now. Their happiness cannot be taken by the other, because it is not given by the other." - OSHO

"Judgment is ugly -- it hurts people. On the one hand you go on hurting them, wounding them, and on the other hand you want their love, their respect.It is impossible. Love them, respect them, and perhaps your love and respect may help them to change many of their weaknesses, many of their failures -- because love will give them new energy, a new meaning, a new strength." _ OSHO

"The heart is always right -- if there is a question of choosing between the mind and the heart -- because mind is a creation of the society. It has been educated. You have been given it by the society, not by existence. The heart is unpolluted." -OSHO

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Every once in a while I dream of a wolf. He is my companion in some dreams. He is a timberwolf larger than normal wolves. Last night in a dream we went for a walk through the snow on a mountain.

Anyway My favorite dream is this...

I was walking through a forest and thinking to myself where is my wolf?
I knew and felt that he was around but I could not see him..
As I am walking I am looking for him too, I looked to the right and saw a deer..
I continued walking through the path in the woods..
Then all of a sudden I just stopped because I had this feeling..
The wolf , My wolf jumped out of me..
He came out as spirit form and then solidified once he was out..
So I was pleased there he was..
he turned to look at me and turned back around..
I knew he wanted me to follow..
So as he is taking off a White Artic wolf appeared to his right..
I thought the white wolf was a female ..
She turned and looked at me...I felt we were one..she and I the same being.
Then she ran past my wolf onto the path and changed to spirit form and disappeared..
My wolf companion made a left and my sister was there..
He stopped in front of her very quickly as if to say hello ...
She smiled at him and said hello..
He left her and continued on..
I am going down the first path to make a left where the wolf went....
Just as I get to the spot and I am turning , I hear a growling..
It shocked me I turned around and out of the woods came a grizzly bear..
I screamed and ran faster to the wolf who was in the center of the new path..
I stood in front of him..
He materialized into spirit(like mist ,wind) form again..
I stood watching him..
then he changed form into different animals..
first a : Horse > Tiger > Bear > Wolf>Rabbit
The rabbit form he took was larger life because I think the wolf was big..
Then my mother appeared and she "take care of the rabbit" ..
Made a big deal out of the rabbit..
lastly he changed back into his solid wolf form..
My wolf and I said our goodbyes for the night
... then I woke up

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Synopsis:Balance, wisdom and a need for rational, logical solutions.
General Description
The card justice contains a number of interrelated topics. It stands for clear, objective knowledge, for conscious and decisively reached judgment, for incorruptibility, balance, and fairness. It shows that we will get what we deserve. On the everyday level it says that we experience our surroundings as our echo and will be confronted with the results of our actions, be they good or bad. If we behave in an upstanding and fair manner, our actions will be recognized and properly rewarded, but when we try to gain advantages by questionable means, we will fail. This card expresses a high degree of personal responsibility. It shows that nothing is given to us, but also that nothing is kept from us, so that we alone carry the responsibility for everything that we receive and experience.



Synopsis:Wisdom, secrets to be revealed, and the development of intuition.
General Description
The High Priestess represents our subconscious powers, our finest senses, our intuitive perception, and an often inexplicable but deeply rooted certainty. She is the key to the mysterious truth that escapes the rationally thinking mind. She knows that the truth that we are capable of telling can never be the eternal truth. Seen from her favorable side, she is the expression of patience, understanding, goodness, and the willingness to forgive. As helper, healer, or prophetess, she uses the power of the subconscious for the good of others.

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Your Most Personal Traits -- The Day-Sign of Your Birth
Serpent:
You are the kind of person who is always noticed, yet others rarely understand you. Few ever get to know you really well. You are hard to pin down -- you either project an aura of mystery, or you are just simply charismatic in some way and manage to attract a number of followers. You are often found prancing around one stage or another -- or attracting attention by lurking in the shadows. Leadership comes naturally to you, in part due to your ability to "psych-out" others.

Your emotional power is remarkable. Others do not want to be in your way when you are angry or upset. You are very affected by your feelings and are occasionally overcome by them -- in a sense, you "wrestle with the serpent." One of the effects of this character trait is in the periodic upheavals in relationships and family matters that you tend to experience. When your powerful emotional energies are harnessed, you can be very constructive and creative, working hard and rapidly to realize your visions.

It is possible that you have a noticeable sex-appeal, .. The key factor here has to do with personal centering. When your life is in balance, your deep reservoir of primal emotional energies are enticing to others -- who then respond to you sexually. Actually, you are a natural performer with a sense of the dramatic. You also have a tendency to keep the act going well after the curtain has come down.

You are probably regarded by others as being of high intelligence and very well-informed. You tend to be interested in subjects that involve strategy and transformation, like psychology. You may have some experience with therapy, or are something of a therapist yourself. It is because you are so deeply in touch with the process of change and transformation, .. you try to learn as much about it as you are able. Over the years, this learning becomes wisdom.

Your Deeper Self -- The 13-Day Week of Your Birth
This is the third day of the 13-day period begininning with 1-House. Beneath your surface personality you are a person who needs very secure foundations. These may be intellectual, as in science or religion, or they may be material, as in possession of valuables. Whether or not you seek mental or economic security, you are a person with standards to meet and uphold. You are also a serious and very emotional person who enjoys the night and spending time in seclusion. You are also capable of extreme intellectual feats.

THIS IS AMAZINGLY ACCURATE.

the link if anyone is interested I posted in the comment section.

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Yeap another dream. The second time I had this dream.

I dreamt I was in a controlled environment. People's minds were being manipulated unknown to them. I knew there was an "outside" of the reality. Everything seemed normal to everyone else but I sensed something was wrong.

They (myself, included) were being brainwashed somehow. Or the truth was being kept from us. I was trying to figure out their method. So we go on doing normal everyday things. While I was in a restaurant it hit me 'the food' a chemical was put in the food to control us.

So I looked around and I saw a glassy like opening , I walked towards it and went through it. It was like I entered another dimension within our world. I literally was on the outside looking in. I saw my Sister Kyrie and my father eating in the restaurant. They looked different though.

In fact everyone was different. I did not see aliens or other beings like that. But my sister did not look like the sister and father I know they were physically different. I thought that was the real them.

So I managed to escape and I was banging on the glassy opening to alert the people. Nobody could hear me. Some of the people outside found me. They were coming towards me. So I started to run and run and run through the hallways full of hundreds and hundreds of doors... I would go through a door to enter into another hallway of doors...

That is the last I remember

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So I was watching Clone Wars the other day on cartoon network. t must have stuck in my head. Why do I say that you ask?

I'll tell you... the mind is an amazing thing. The things it can visualize!

I dreamt I was on the Deathstar!! The Deathstar!! I saw Darth Vader!! Darth Vader!!! It was all so real and awesome!!

I was like oooh he is scary and powerful. So I am peeking over the corner of a corridor looking at Darth. Yeah, I call him Darth now. ;-) ( I can call him that now :-P). Anyway so there I am thinking I want to talk to him. What do I say to Darth Vader? He was waiting for an elevator. I am thinking what if he kills me. The elevator arrived. Now is my only chance. So I quickly jump out from the corner and what did I say?.......................................................Luke I am your father! LOL I knew it was a dumb thing to say. Those were the first words that come out of my mouth. He turned in my direction and he said something before he went into the elevator. I cannot for the life of me remember what he said to me.
Maybe he said that Star Wars was a long time ago and he is tired of hearing those lines over and over again.

Well I enjoyed the dream anyway.

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