Haha, gosh I jusss love beg word processing...it seems I always have so much extra time to do nothing but...mess around. sigh, i am sick. it's devastitating, i know...my neck hurts, my back hurts, the light hurts my eyes, the sound gives me headaches, i'm cold, then i'm hot, then i'm cold...being sick sure does suck.
hahah awwies, Ryan looks so adorable today, idk why but he does. he's so sexy, yeeea we all have pry heard it a billion times. wellll, here's my thingers

1. Have you ever kissed anyone? Oooh yes.

2. How many people have you kissed? Haha, umms, idk.

3. Name the people you have kissed: haha I don’t remember…umms, the only ppl I remember are Chris, Erick, Shawn, Tony, Ryan, n Matt…sigh

4. Who is the best kisser? Ryan of course…

5. Who is the worst kisser? Haha Shawn…god he was jus so gross.

6. Do you prefer to peck or tongue? Haha, idk…I like a lil of both, jus depends.

7. Have you ever kissed someone with bad breath? Shawn Wagner…yuckies.

8. Who do you *want* to kiss? Ryan obviously.

9. Are you a passionate kisser? Idk, haha

10. How old were you when you had your first french kiss? Hah, I’m not positive but I think it was with Chris in kindergarten…

11. What is the best 'movie' kiss? Lol wtf is a movie kiss?

12. Describe the perfect kiss the best way you can: the perfect kiss is any kiss with Ryan…

13. What is the worst thing a person can do while kissing you? Puke, burp, fart, or have bad breath.

14. Do you prefer your eyes open or closed? Depends.

15. Do you prefer their eyes open or closed? Haha it all jus depends damn it.

16. Do you like to kiss a lot? Haha yea, I suppose I do.

17. Do you prefer kisses or hugs? Too hard to decide between…I guess it depends on who you’re kissing/hugging.

18. Do you like your ears and neck to be kissed? yeeeeea

19. Have you kissed someone with braces before? Noope.

20. Who is the last person you kissed? Ryan!

21. Who was your first kiss and how old were you? I was in kindergarten…and I went to Chris’s after school one day and after we ate lunch, he chased me downstairs and I ran behind a chair and then he kissed me…haha, so I was about 5ish.

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::BASICS::
Name: Amanda
Nicknames: Manda, Mandy Lou, Mandie~Boo, Mandz, Teddy, Babedoll, Bunni and other ones that I jus don t remember
AIM SCREENNAME: ManDzeE LoU 222
Sex: Girl
Birthday: February 24, 1989
Height: 5 3 about
Hair color: brown
Is your hair long or short: not long, but not real short either
Eye Color: brown.
City born in: Towanda
Location now: Gillett
Siblings: Ashley, Allie, James, Phil n Sammy
Parents married/divorced: married i suppose
Who makes you laugh the most?: Jen or Ryan
Who knows the most about you?: Tough between Ryan n Jen
Boy/girlfriend status: I got the sexiest boyfriend around.
OTHER STUFF ABOUT YOU: I m grouchy.
Do you have a job: hah, I wish.
What are you scared of: loosing Ryan, rejection, never seeing Allie again the dark, annnnd :-[ Ash coming back n killing me. :[
Who's your role model: heh, Ryan s mommy pry, gossh I adore her.
Most interesting thing you did last summer: hehe, I didn t do anything interesting except hang out with Ryan.
What store do you shop at the most: ummies, idk
Have you ever done any drugs: nah not really nope
Are you a ditz: no I don t believe I am.

::FAVORITES::
Favorite Night of the Week: Friday cuz I usually spend it with Ryan.
Things in your room: Computer, Waterbed, Vanity, lotsa stuffed animals, two dressers, another desk in my closet clothes, cd player my fishies lotsa fun n boring things.
Song(s): Back at one-Brian McKnight, A reason to love me-joey sculthorpe
Animal: ummers, idk I really like cats but, i like dogs too well, I like Ryan s sisters doggie. {aww, it s too die for}
Ice Cream: Vanilla weee or mint.
Drink: Water or cappuccino.
Thing to do: sleep, eat, hang out with Ryan those kinda fun things.
Movies of the moment: American History X and ummies, The Good Girl.
Hangout: wee idk, lol pry Ryan s being that s the only place I go.
Favorite pizza topping: cheese lots and lotsa cheese.
Where do you see yourself in 10 years: ::sigh:: Hopefully with the sexiest man alive Ryan living happy, being happy, yah know.
If you could live anywhere: With Ryan.
Dream house: idk
When do you want to get married: when the right guy asks.
How many kids do you want: 0 but maybe I ll change my mind.
Girl's names: whoo knows, maybe Allie cuz I love her.
Boy's names: Riley wee

::HAVE YOU EVER::
Lied?: yes
Cheated on a test?: sadly enough, yes.
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: kinda but it won t happen again.
Tied your shoes together?: ummies, nooo.
Eaten something with a lot of fat?: heh, yes.
Had sex?: umm, yea

FEELINGS INSIDE::
Worst Feeling in the world: loosing your sister ahh pain
Best feeling in the world: jus being with Ryan n not arguing.
Do you get along with your parents?: naah, not really.
Are you ticklish?: hah, sometimes.

OPPOSITE SEX::
1st thing you notice about the opposite sex: body
Perfect "dream" date: it doesn’t really matter to me I just wanna be with Ryan.
Who of the opposite sex do you talk to the most?: Pry Ryan or maybe, jus maaaybe Cameron idk, I talk to a lot of guys but none that match up to my Ryan.
What do you look for in the opposite sex: funny, yet knows how to be serious nice body yummies, can take a joke, someone whose not abusive and really cares about me

::NIGHTY NITE::
What do you wear to bed: hah, usually jus a tee shirt litereally, jus a tee shirt.
What's your bed time: haha, whenever I feel like it.
Do you wish on stars: no, that s stupid n pathetic gawwwd, instead of wishing, why don t you go n try and accomplish yer wishes?
Is there a TV in your room: noopers, not a tv person really.
What's the last thing you do before you fall asleep: say goodnite to my daddy. :-[
How many schools have you been to: well, one school district.
Are you passive or aggressive: aggressive
Vanilla or chocolate: ahh vanilla all the way baby
Would you rather be hot or cold: hot
What is your curfew: lol idk

::FRIENDS::
Person you can trust the most: Ryan pry
What is the best quality of a friend: jus being able to laugh n talk about everything n being comfortable around each other.
What friend do you have the most fun with: Jen pry.

::RANDOM::
If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: haha, being soo aurgh all the time
Have you ever tried to kill yourself: umm, I guess not
Do you know anyone who SERIOUSLY wanted to kill themselves?: not really, everyone jus says they re going too so everyone will be all like, aww and give e attention aurgh
Who do you really hate?: Michelle Blackwell n Kim Bastion
Do you like jewelry?: depends on what it is.
Do you wear a watch?: I used to till it broke.
Do you believe in God?: I suppose although, sometimes I wonder.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: naaah, how can you love someone you don t know?
What are your favorite tv show(s)?: Seventh Heaven, Hang Time, n WAAAH! Dawson’ Creek.
What color tooth brush do you use?: its one of them pink electric ones wee
Is the glass half empty or half full: half empty,
Most dangerous thing you've ever done: lol, had unprotected sex I suppose...

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Somehow, I can't bring myself to ever be mad at that kid anymore. He makes me laugh like no one else can and I love just being with him for hours and jus talking. I couldn't ask for anyone better, he's all I've ever wanted outta life and so much more...I really hope thing's work for us...cuz he's my someone special...and I'm really going to try...for him, for us...and for me. I love you sweetie!

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Yah know, after a certain amount of time of being with the same person, you begin to take advantage of them being around all the time, and then...and only then, do you realize how much you love them and that they may not always be around and that's when you grab onto them and never wanna let go...but, that's a bad thing to do and I wouldn't suggest doing that with anyone you really love cuz you could loose them and that...that's a scary thing...

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This is one of those thing's I found and was bored and filled it out.
Do you love him: Yes
Could you see yourself with him for a really long time: yes.
How long have you been in your current relationship: Over a year, on and off...
One thing that's special or different about your relationship: Ryan's been there for me through everything and not once let me down, he's something special.
First kiss: Ryan n I walked downtown and hung out there and then were supposed to go to the dance but instead Jen, Chelle, Jamie, Ryan Muary, Ryan, and I skipped it and went up to the pavillion and then Ryan n I went in the woods and that was where our first kiss occured...he's a great kisser. ;)
When did you know you loved him: the day after Ash died, I went to school and Ryan came up to me and hugged me and asked me if I was ok...I knew I'd love him forever.
How did his parents feel about you when they first met you: I believe they hated me and wanted nothing more then for Ryan to dump me.
Do they still feel this way: I don't believe so, I get along with 'em alot better now...I think
Thing you must regret about your relationship: Being scared to commit and in turn, not being a very good girl friend to Ryan.
Do you trust him: Yes, with my life and more...
How long was it before he told you he loved you: Atleast a month...maybe two.
How long was it before you told him you loved him: about the same time
Has your relationship been hard: Yes, very...
Does he apologize when he hurts you or says something that he knows he shouldn't: Yes, ususally unless he's not aware that he's hurting me.
Has he seen you cry: Yes
Was it for reasons other then something he did: Yes...many many times.
Did you ever cry because of something between you two: sadly enough, yes.
Did he always hug you and comfort you: Almost everytime, yes...
Do you find him attractive: Yes, very much so...probably the sexiest guy I've ever met...::Sigh:: He has sucha great body. I love it.
Does he have a good personality: yes he does, he's funny and easy going but knows when to be seirous...
Fianlly, if he asked you to run away and marry him right now, would you: oooh yes. :)

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