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just 6 weeks to go and i can stay i am half way through college. I can't wait till July when i get my own place, it is going to be so awesome.
This weekend was pretty sweet i must say. It was easter and i took alex to church with me, he is the 1st person i have ever taking to church, i am really glad he went.
My mommy gave us gifts and alex got a huge framed poster which i really like and i got season 2 of Grey's hehe.
Over the weekend alex and i baked cookies and cooked dinner for each other. it was nice hehe. Tacos x333333333333333333
i have a feeling this week is just going to fly right on by i work a lot and i have a lot of projects and papers due... i think that's good though it will make things go by fast. i am ready for summer, for rita's and camping and roller blading and taking pictures and tanning and concerts, oh yeah and $$$$$$$$$ i love working at ritas and actually making a decent pay check.
i think this summer will be kinda sweet, i dunno what i am going to do back at home, i really dont talk to a lot of ppl in gb, and a lot a ppl there never really want to do stuff. maybe ill try to make new friends lol, and i always have casey and colleen.
summer please come quickly.

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omg what week.
Last week my computer crashed, my mom spent 1600 on this lap top and the guy at the store told me my hard drive was like the worst one on the market! i didnt loose anything because i was able to put all my photo's and doc on my flash drive but it was just annoying and i cried. all in all, with the geek coming to my room, buying a new hard drive and having a geek put it in my comp....i spent 300 bucks. that's like....6 pay checks which is like 12 weeks worth of work because my job blows.
then i dropped my phone so the antena thing broke up i fixed that with a little clear nailpolish to make it stick together...
i have to take my car into the shop this weekend for a tune up...i am freaking out about what they are going to tell me is wrong with it.
i have a huge exam tomorrow i will be studying for the next 12 hrs for it....omg i am on edge like wow.

bright side of me week?????
Alex is getting his meds so he won't be sick anymore.
Alex is coming down for the weekend
We are going to GB because my mom has easter gifts for us.
I got an A- on my women's studies mid-term
I got a 100% on my production mid-term
Ryan is taking my duty shift for tonight so i can study
Alex is always amazing to me and makes me feel better about my crappy days.

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What a huge waste of time. I got up early this morning because I had to go to the apartment’s leasing office, to show them my social security card. We applied and we are on the list, so any 3 bedrooms that become available starting in…I think July will be ours. But we needed to pass a credit check…I have no credit. But because Colleen has a credit card and Casey has student loans in her name, they both did. But because I don’t have any they needed to see my social sec card. They said I could just fax it so I did, then they said they needed to physically see it. SO today I got up early got there was in the office less then 5 mins and I left. They really just needed to see the damn thing.
I was going to be so pissed if I couldn’t get a parking spot when I got back to school. 10am is a bad time to look for parking. BUT someone had just left and I actually got a spot closer then I had last night. SO I guess it wasn’t too bad.
I have a lot of mid-terms coming up ew. And projects I need to start on. I have a midterm that is going to be just 100’s of vocabulary terms, I have 2 essays to write for a take on one that are due on wed. And then I have 2 midterms on Monday. Plus a sound project I have no ideas for and a journal for PR I should start.
Wow…I didn’t realize all that was happening in the next few weeks. I really only have about 8 weeks left. Then I can say I am half way through college, they say the first two years are the worst.
I think I am letting go of my minor…I don’t think it’s really for me. I don’t really know what is anymore…I might take a few more classes to see if I get more interested. I just have all these dumb credits to get even when I am done with my major and my gen eds.

On a different note spring break was amazing:
Trip to NYC with my friends, saw Ground Zero, Central Park, the MOMA, Serendipity, the zoo, navigated the Subway, walked through Chinatown, saw Statue of Liberty, and had lots of fun.
It was awesome to just hang out with my two friends away from school and stuff like that for a few days.
I learned that Jersey Sucks and they all are poopy drivers!

The rest of spring break was pretty tame, but I loved it because I needed a relaxing week, school has just burned me out this semester.
Alex stayed at my house for about 5 days haha my mom was surprised when I walked in the door and he wasn’t with me Sunday afternoon. We slept in everyday; I loved waking up next to him, or waking up to him cuddling closer to me. We watched cartoons and movies. And hung out with friends, and I learned that I am not a rum and coke girl, or maybe 2 large glasses in a short amount of time isn’t a good idea when I was using diet (apparently you become inebriated faster with diet). Whatever the reason, I really don’t recommend it, Krystle and I were gone, and josh and alex were stuck with taking care of us.
Alex and I took a walk at the Airplane park in the rain haha, and we had a picnic at another park on the perfect spring day.
Overall it was a pretty amazing break.
I’m a little sad to be back at school haha.

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Hello world,
I would have to say, spring is an amazing time of year. I don’t know why, but I always fall in love with nature around the time of year. The first really nice sunny breezy days of the year are by far the best.
I believe that winter was a pretty blurry time, I was “dark and twisty” Christine and now I am “bright and shiny” Christine. *smile*.
I am just happy and content with where I have ended up. I feel like I have come out of my shell and found that I have amazing friends, in some surprising places.
No I am not perfect, but I realized I don’t need to be. Who will care in 15 years if I got a B or and A in this or that class? I know I certainly won’t. I have figured out my graduate school thing. I am going to enter the PR world and see if I like it. And if I do I will find a company who will pay for my schooling. And if I don’t like it? I will just need to explore some options. I would LOVE to be a travel guide writer, be able to travel the world and critic what is fun to do and then write and possibly take photos that just sounds like an awesome life.
I have also realized I don’t care about how much money I make, I am tired of worrying about something so meaningless. I know I will always be able to pull through, I know I am smart and I can probably do whatever I put my mind to. And that isn’t being stuck up that is being confident in myself…something new for me.
I am extremely in love, and I know few people understand my crazy fears and sudden changes in emotion, but he loves, and he still loves me. *smiles*
This Saturday I am going to look and possibly sign up for an apartment with my friends. It’s St. Patties Day and I am really hoping I can spend it with alex and some friends. Haha I’m would love to spend it with my college friends but it’s Spring Break so we are all going to be home.
Then Sunday I am going to NYC with some friends for a few days, which is exciting for me. *big smile*
Then on the 20th it’s the first day of spring so casey and I are going to Rita’s for our free ice haha. And Thursday I might be seeing my high school newspaper friends who I haven’t seen in forever. And I hope alex can come down too, and we can take walks and photo’s of the pretty spring days.
This summer is looking awesome as well.
*Great job as manager of Rita’s (make my own hours)
*Niagara Falls, with warmer weather so we can do more things
*Buying a fish hehe
*opening a savings account for me
*opening a savings account so alex and I can put money away for his little sisters college fund.
*NYC again haha
*Leave the country with casey in aug (hopefully) London, Mexico, France I don’t care.
*CONCERTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have like 3 in mind plus warp tour haha.

Life is good. Give anything time and things will work out. Spring is the time of new beginnings.

x3333333

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i'd wait a million years for the right milk shake.

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