running out of subject titles!! Friday August 6, 2004 I've finally come to the realization that I haven't been myself for a very long time. I thought I was, but then today, I sat down and thought about all the things in my life that are bringing me down and I FINALLY realized that I'm being someone I'm not really like. I'm "this" person because of my family and friends, trying to please all of them and make them happy. I never had the chance to make myself happy, so I've become accustomed to who I am or was. So all this time I thought I was myself, I really wasn't. ============================================ Wow.. got that out of the way. Time for something more random.. that is one thing that is part of the "real" me.. if there is such a thing. . . The statement below is True. The statement above is False. Which statement is correct? . . . 8/07: [[ noono's not working right now, so the background isn't working either..]] Comment! (4) | Recommend! just a conversation... Thursday August 5, 2004 4:54pm IFIFTYFIVE: RICHARD SIMMONS SCARES ME TOOOOO! ::clings to robert smith:: Auto response from dis1girl x: tired and arm hurts from painting... lol weakling.. dis1girl x: omg kim u are so funny IFIFTYFIVE: hahaha IFIFTYFIVE: im hyper xDDD dis1girl x: i wanna be hyper... IFIFTYFIVE: drink coke! YAY! wheeeeeeeeee xDDD dis1girl x: coke...... the SODA. IFIFTYFIVE: lmao yes..! hahaha dis1girl x: aww.. really? its the soda.. ? *pouts* IFIFTYFIVE: hahahah IFIFTYFIVE: i want to go to the beeeeeeach! IFIFTYFIVE: i want to be whiney about it! mwuaha IFIFTYFIVE: no i dont o_O haha dis1girl x: me toooooooooooo dis1girl x: lots of O's are fun... IFIFTYFIVE: they are!!!!!!!! ooooooooooo IFIFTYFIVE: its like IFIFTYFIVE: ::punches ugly bald gigantic man:: IFIFTYFIVE: crowd goes.. IFIFTYFIVE: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! IFIFTYFIVE: yay dis1girl x: lmao IFIFTYFIVE: xDDD IFIFTYFIVE: hyper !!! IFIFTYFIVE: spiffy yo. IFIFTYFIVE: WORD. IFIFTYFIVE: mwuahah! dis1girl x: you know whats a cool word? frisk. frisky... o_O IFIFTYFIVE: haha yes it is!!!!!!! IFIFTYFIVE: ok so i know this whole thing is totally about some weird freaky guy my friend likes.... IFIFTYFIVE: but IFIFTYFIVE: shes a really good write!! so u have to read it! lol dis1girl x: surrrrrrrrrrrree dis1girl x: [[lots of r's are cool too]] IFIFTYFIVE: He was hot. Well, Maybe not hot but goddamn. He got my attention. lol. He was incredibly tall. I mean, DUDE. He was A SKYSCRAPER. He was thin, really pale too. I mean, that doesn't mean anything, but I'm just describing his sexiness. lol. Anyway, he was wearing long pinstripe pants -to accomidate his figure? hee-, a muscle shirt (it was black, and sheer, with wholes everynow and then), and a white dresshirt ontop. It was kinda..like..sleeveless, and he has armwarmers on. n_n OH, and he was wearing a tophat. Fuckman. Anyway..He was just walking back and forth between the rows with his arms crossed, and I wasn't really looking at him. I mean, glanced at him once, and he was like looking at me. x.x Like, glaring. Sexy glare yo. xD But anyway, every now and then I'd look around to see where he was and BOOM, he'd like...glare at me back. But it was a sexy glare. LIke...it was part of his 'look' thing. lol, sounds so pathetic, Iknow. BUT FUCK. I want to rape him. I shoulda taken his picture and then ran away with it. IFIFTYFIVE: its sooo like how i think about robert smith. all the weird things are just awesome and beautiful and puuurrrrfect! :-) dis1girl x: ooooooooooooooooo... seeing sexy guys is not a crime *wink* IFIFTYFIVE: yes but isnt that really good writing? or am i crazy? hahah IFIFTYFIVE: she explained it just right! ahh dis1girl x: lol i like it.. its interesting and descriptive.. dis1girl x: [[ohhh who's got the big vocabulary now!]] IFIFTYFIVE: oooooo! IFIFTYFIVE: YAY the o's! it worked! IFIFTYFIVE: lmao dis1girl x: O's are very very important when writing IFIFTYFIVE: ah yes they are.indeed. - - this is what i do when i want to blog, but don't have anything to blog about.. i post a conversation i had with a friend.. Comment! (3) | Recommend! Page: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92