been bout a week at my new workplace. hmm. its really a new envt. 100% change as compared to wad i do over at SCB! LOL~ which is a gd thg of cuz. everyday is like a new learning experience for me. i'm so new lo, hope dey wun bully a new bird. :/ some updates:

1. i was told to report everyday at 830am, but hor.. de ppl here ah, only arrives wen it is 9+, earliest is 9 liao! lol. so im like always de erh earliest.. with nothin to do! sian~

2. den come lunch time ah, can choose to eat either at 12 or 1230. my colleagues usually goes at 12, so i follow la. but hor.. lol we only comes back at 2, earliest 130! LOL~ at first i tout mayb i rem wrongly wad time we came out.. but one wk liao.. no leh, its a routine man! ha, so curious me wen to ask my fren bout it. apparently dey said can come bk at 2 la.. cos if come bk at 1, also nth to do cos de managers r not here to giv us work. so funny eh~ but happy. hee. if got work to do, den cannot liao la, so i guess its quite flexible ba. :)

3. another thg bout lunch, my colleagues hav tis habit of eating n drinkin at a different plc. dey usually makan at Place A, den 1pm, dey'll ask one another "eh how, where shld b go and hav our drink ah?", den we'll end up at place B. like few daes ago, we had lunch @ Amoy Street, den ended up at Yakun for a drink (one of my colleague stil bought bread to eat!)..heh. hmm, Shenton Way big la, but all office buildings ma.. got so many food areas meh? mm. ha, dun b surprise to see me grow fat fat in few mths time. hehe.

4. oh yea, and im quite satisfied wif havin a own table, plus a phone! hehe got direct line one.. so far, my father n June has called me thru tt! hehe. and i was given all de stationeries.. files etc, all prepared hao hao de. =) password all done too! yea efficient! :p im intending to place some fotos up someday, wen i get de hang of my job duties. hehe. if nt ltr kena scolded.. lol.

5. work load is stil adaptable cos stil new, also not much duties ya. but heard fr my frens tt de few yrs dey've been workin here, nv ot so far, so shld b ok ba. stil learning new ropes @ my work plc. a lot of system n program to learn. chim sia. and i hav to handle a few companies i.e. dbs clients. *faint* my dept deals wif corporate banking, closely connected wif treasury. on n off hav to face financial statements, balance sheet, p and l statement again.

aiyo~ thats wad im afraid of actually. but guess its gd to refresh my understanding again since im takin a Finance course hur. we also handle stuff like term loan, letter of offer, overdraft etc, super chim. but its a gd exposure, heh, i dun get to learn all these over at SCB ya? heh. hopefully my customers r patient wif me, cos i heard some companies r quite particular bout lotsa things ah. like today my colleague showed me de steps, we had to looked up some rates (dey call it cost of funds) n quote de all-in-rate to dem. tis particular company wanted to tk a loan of 3m fr us, but upon hearing de rate, she find it too high, n rejected de offer. sigh~ wad to do.. treasury dept decides de rate, not us! there's tis part, i tout it was quite special, cos we hav de authority to mark up de rate if we wan to, of cuz not too high la. if u can mark up high, n de customer accepts, den de bank earns lo. gee.

6. i have been lacking in slp. LOL~ or mayb i get more tired easily now. work is tiring! it drains out ur energy! hee, but i stil like. :p somedays i come home, after havin dinner, i jus fall on de bed ard 8+, and zZZzz liao~ sucha pig! only gets up wen dear calls me ard 11+. lol. my mini nap to me. heee.

7. dear's getting de hang of OCS life, but stil struglling here n thr, wif all de fear n everythg. haiyo~ *hugs* afraid of nt being able to pass de training etc.. dun get to tok to him much now too, cos he has to wake up so early de nex dae. on n off, he sneakily toks to me til 12+, but quite dangerous hur? now not in tekong, cannot play play ar. sigh~ its been only a wk, missing him loads le. =( *cries*

My dear, you never made me feel so important before,only till that day.. wen u said "i miss u so much dear" over de fone and teared..i only had 2 words in mind, "touched" and "speechless". you told me im not allowed to cry, but if its to cry for happiness, can I ? <3 i promise, i'll be here wenever u nid me. u nid my support, i nid urs too! *smiles* yes, u hav my word, i'll walk de aisle wif you, wif no regrets. muack~ *im so in lurve wif u*

Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. i hope you're happy dear~

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hehe i had a great weekend!! *smiles wif content* time pass v fast, but i had a marvellous time. =)

it was dear's last 2 dae of freedom also, so tout of a get-togeda wif his cuzzies since he wld b away for v long liao. *sob* dear had to get white collared formal shirt, so we shop-shop @ Lot 1. afterwhich, we wen to de temple to pray first, den headed to East Coast to pick Jolyn and Emi up.

heh, de 2 pretty gals.


we headed to PS after tt, cos dear nid to buy black leather shoe. -.-" Bata had tis saying.. "back to school" rite? hee..his is "back to army"..LOL~

met Claire after tt.. dear was de only one hungry, so big shot, until we all ate early cos of him! lol. heh. dinner was @ Glass House Fish & Co. food's stil yummy. hee, greedy me. Claire's bf came along too. *grin* :P

Jolyn and Emi, the sistas:


dear wif de 2 sweeties:


Claire and bf:


after a sumptuous dinner, we had.. coffee! hehe. at Siglap's Cheesecake House - Claire's recommendation. had a hard time finding parkin space, but it was worthwhile, cos de cakes were nice! hee. im nt a fan of cheesecake, so i ordered my usual, Tiramisu. gee. YUM YUM! we ordered others like Rum & Raisin, Peach, Oreo etc, all reccomendations fr dem. heh. ambience pretty gd too. nice plc to chill out ya.

dear sent Jolyn and Emi home ard 10+, den de rest of us wen to Parkway for a game of pool. wow, so crowded.. partly cos.. there was a soccer match going on. lol. all de screams of "goal ah!", "aiya!", "miss ah!". haha~ it was a fun nite overall. hope the cousins had a gr8 time. *smiles*

Sunday was rest dae. dear n i planned to stay home, and cooked for each other (instant noodle only.lol), but eh as usual la hur, dear had many more things not yet bought, so bye-bye to plans. lol. he was allowed to bring his civilian bag, so we wen to Carrefour to buy de barang-barang. heh. make him so happy. lol.

so happy i gotta drive! hee~ ive been hesistating too much. now rusty le, all my fault. sigh~ de more i nv drive, de higher my fear now. *cries* but yesterday's drive was ok! hee, dear dear said i improved le! hee. i feel so bad everytime dear hav to drive me even wen he's tired. and i cant even drive him to his camp last time. sigh~ sucha failure. hopefully by de end of tis yr, i can safely drive him fr Pt A to Pt B le. :/

dinner yesterday was different, cos it was wif his mum! hehe. we wen to Bukit Timah, had Squid, Kang Kong, Crayfish & Stingray! YUM YUM~ we were so bloated after tt! dear couldnt even drive! LOL~ sent dear's mum to his aunty's hse, den we set off to East Coast to shang yue. YAY~ on de way thr, dear brought me to experience car wash! hee, so funny! i din noe thr was such thing! *suaku*

we were waiting for our turn.. den lookin at other cars get washed. hee.




den.... our turn! *SPLASH* see de cute popeye? we bought car stuffs some wks ago! so cute, i like! hee.


*SPLAT* soap all over!


another cutie. hee. dear's handbrake. lol.


in de car, waiting..






we bought lantern n candles rdy. saw de big full moon! so nice! *smiles* hee, dear bought me de Pooh bear lantern! *flying* after tt, dear tried to light de other candles, but stupid strong wind, kp gg against it! hmph~ tried n tried, yet de wind jus kp blowing it off. *sob* hee...after many attempts, dear got it all lighted! *happie* awww...! i had a really gr8 nite! seeing the full moon wif dear, and seeing his "i-wun-give-up" attitude to light de candles, ima happy gal! geez. *hugs*

its suppose to be "i love u". hee.


combine de powers of flame! heh.


we had a small chat. bout future. bout life in general. im delighted he has made plans for our future. its somewhat outlined. after completing OCS, hopefully he can qualify to de place he told me. heard tt dey giv higher entrance priority to Officers, and there are better job prospects, so it'll be gd 5 yrs dwn de rd. he said:" cos lidat den can fulfill ur wish, marry early ma.." gee...*fly up to de sky* LOL~

-the couple-


again~


the beautiful full moon!!


the pu-bor lantern! hee..


dear carrying the lantern! geez.


had a difficult parting at my hse since i'll only see him a mth later. *cries* dear, u muz come back safe and healthy wor! i'll tk gd care of myself, dun worry ya? mish and lurve ya! =)

started work today. not much to say yet cos its stil de beginning. jus tt i was really bored today, cos i wasnt assigned anythg today! manager was in a meeting de whole dae! *sob* hopefully, tml is a better day...

i miSS u dear!

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new stuff i learn bout OCS:

1. another confinement of 3 weeks (wth!) i tout first 2 wks confinement of BMT was bad enuf.. now.. omg faint! meaning to say, if everythg correct, i'll see dear in October, first wk? lol..

2. nicest bunk bed they are given in SAF (according to his Sir). got computer i heard (but where got time to use sia?)and its only 2 to a room, quite good la hur? hopefully dear gets someone he noes! living wif tt person for 2 yrs.. heh.

3. u hav de authority to bring charger liao, but erh, not much time to use de hp. LOL. lidat i tink no nid charger liao lor? hehe. not much time to msg too. dear told me he prolly can only call, and sae "goodnight dear", and he gotta go liao. LOL~ ok la, better than nothing. hmm.

4. quite horrible thg, is tt he has to go overseas twice. *awww* =( what i heard fr my fren was to Taiwan and Brunei, 3 weeks each. and de Brunei is de more xiong one. wow~ 3 weeks not for holiday, but training. lol.

5. pay dey get is de bonus ah, but go thru so much shit, get those pay? "OCS money bu hao zhuan" - dear's reply. LOL. after their horrible 9 months of hell training, dey get pay increment again. hmm.. after tt 9 mths, i heard it'll be more loose n relax liao. counting dwn to May. heh.

ok thats bout all. ha, nitemare. LOL~

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hehe tis is so cute.

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aww...Friday aldy.. *cries*

slacked at home de whole afternoon, feelin v worn out, like no energy lidat. lol. couldnt exactly slp well last nite, was worried bout dearie's posting. lol funny ah? on de other hand, dearie wasnt worried at all, slept so soundly. LOL~

i woke him up n pester him to quickly check tis morning. lol.. wif his super duper ancient computer (HEH HEH), his com hanged as usual la hur? so much bombardments fr his frens askin bout his posting, de page couldnt even be loaded! LOL~ after much tries of rebooting the computer, he finally got into the page. YAY, dearie got into OCS! hehe ^^ 9 more months of hell training tho. all de best dearie! jiayou wor~ we'll go thru thick n thin ya?

met June in de evening after her work @ Raffles Place. i feel so scared, seeing so many workin ppl, cos soon, i'll be one of them. :/ workin life is scary. =( we had a quick dinner, den chilled at TCC for a drink. heh.. i miss de gd old daes at SCB sitting beside her, sharing the workload, talkin to pass time. geez. tt can only be memories now. hmm. :) hope she gets to find a perm job soon, while holding on to de current contract job.

we walked past Caltex House after tt, den she started teasin me bout me crying outside Caltex House last time (ever since i told her wad happen), over a lost frenship. so farnie. hee. dun worry, i wun cry over such frens anymore! back den.. everyone meant so much to me, to de extent i couldnt differentiate de gd fr de bad? a fren tt i cld smile n luff wifout feelin any pressure.. shop togeda wifout any worries, but turn out to b a fake frenship.

since tt was wad tt fren told me. "i nv treated u as my fren for de past 1 yr. it was all along a fake appearance". ha.. how happy wld u get to hear a fren sae tt to u? a close one somemore. while talkin to her, i was outside Caltex House wif my parents, n i jus cried on de spot upon hearing tt. sigh~ ok, its over, and i dun feel anythg bout it anymore. jus make me wary of ppl now. hmm.

tml's Saturday. wow~ dearie's reporting back on Monday. block leave over le! *sob* time to work hard again! grr~ i hope, Monday is a good start for both of us, a stepping stone for our future. gambatte!

enjoying my last 2 daes of freedom! LOL~

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aiyo~ wif regards to my prev entry (LOL), in case anyone was tinkin i was referrin to dearie, i wasnt. lol~ koban & mou, i tout the 'someone' and 'him' ur were referring to wilson. lol. dun roll eyes den walk away! ahah~

"sigh, sometimes i jus dun understand.. actually there are many many things which i dun understand.. many many things which i wan to noe why" --> there are some restrictions in my family. things i cant do n i always go 'WHY'.

"yet, the answers are often the most hurtful ones.." --> hmm tis's kinda obvious hur? wen u r told u cant do tis.. cant do tt.. its like gg against ur wishes, dun ya feel hurt?

sigh~i noe dey care, but it can b quite sian sometimes. gg against dem to do wad i wanna do, also dun make me feel happy doin it. wad to do? wait til dey signal green light den. dearie doesnt wan me to go against things tt im nt allowed to do also. double sigh~ *wrinkles*

some updates, hmm lets see.

1. dearie and i caught The Longest Yard & Herbie Fully Loaded recently. hee, both quite nice! comedy shows so it makes me luff! hehe. *good spirit* wanna watch The Perfect Catch also! gee.

2. dearie wanted to visit Sentosa despite his back's skin peelin off! we drove thr on a wkday. dearie got lost tho. hee. but wow, not packed at all! *yay* sun was shining bright too! hee. slacked thr..lying on de sand.. playing tai dee! yay i won quite a number of times! hehe. wahahah~ bumped into mou de & chan howe too, heh. dey were there wif their respective army frens. =)

3. settled some admin stuffs. handling de chq to de sch for my term to commence.. opening a Saver acct wif UOB, tt requires me to put in 200 bucks a mth! hope it helps me in future! hmm.

4. bought a number of formal clothes, which stil i dun tink its enuf for me. muahaha~ ive gotta wait for my pay b4 i shop again. sigh~ poor gal! =( but im happy wif wad i bought! hehe. *nice nice*

5. met dearie's grp of army frens in town. chilled at some coffee joints, slackin n talkin away. heh. after 3 mths of brudder-brudder, dey'll be seperating soon. so it was like a get-together b4 their block leave ends lor. funny bunch of guys, i wld sae. LOL~ took some funny pics. hehe.

6. heard fr Joanne few daes bk about our past workplc. ya la, SCB! de new gal tt took over me.. apparently after Joanne and i left, she backstabbed 2 of us. *faint* dunno wad exactly she said, but sigh, i cant b bothered wif such ppl anymore. did inform de new gal of wad to b careful of etc (since she was new), and instead of treating it as a gd advice, she goes rd tellin ppl other things..den ok lor, wadever. *bleah* gd for her, heard tt she couldnt finish her stuff on time, had to stay til 8pm to finish dem! wahaha~ serve her right can. hmph~

7. gosh~ accidents after accidents. life is too fragile! dearie was sending me bk home whr tt was a bad jam along Gelyang Rd. curious me was peeping.. i saw a crowd of ppl standing by de rd side.. wif 2 bikes n 1 police car.. before i cld sae anythg, dearie covered my eyes! he saw de person laid there, wif a white cloth covered. sigh~ a life lost lidat. =( i hope de guy did enjoyed his life. guess it shld b a hit n run cos i only saw one car thr..hmm. i couldnt kp my mind off fr tt scene! *sob* came online here.. hopin i'll feel better. sigh~ its scary how a precious life left tis world jus by a hit-and-run. so many at Geylang aldy! gawd~ its quite natural for one to b more worried now rite? be more careful dearie! i feel so afraid to drive now! *cries* drivers, be more careful! pedestrains, be more alert! open ur eyes big! everyone is precious to me, cherish ur life & love ones! *hugs*

dearie's block leave ending soon. *sob sob* another 1.5yrs to go..boohoo! work's starting soon..no more freedom for me! geez. excited to start my new job tho. *smiles* tk care everybody! =)

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Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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