"Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. He who looks outside dreams, while he who looks inside awakens." --Carl Jung
"Those who trumpet their sufferings are usually most deserving of agony"
-- Oderus Urungus of Gwar
"Love is one of those things that people seek to understand and know, when in truth it is something that you can only feel."
-- myself
"You may have created my past and fucked up my present, but you have NO control over my future"
-Unknown
"Don't think you are, Know you are"
-Morphous
"If it doesn't work the first time, it more than likely won't the second time"
- My father on relationships
"We are the music makers, the dreamers of dreams"
- Willy Wonka
"The more you sweat during training,
The less you bleed during battle"
-another stolen from Kushiel
"No man or woman is worth your tears... and the one who is, won't make you cry."
-stolen from Kushiel's page
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
-Dr. Seuss
"A good Commander will lead his troops to victory,
A great Commander will lead them home."
-Cover of Navy Times
"To live is to suffer, to find meaning in the suffering is to live"
- unknown
| Friday. 7.30.04 6:12 pm posting again that is. i will start posting again but i'm not sure if i'm gonna keep everything open to every one, i might put in a couple of personal entries. but back to the online dating stuff, i submitted a pic to hotornot.com lol, what kind of crap is that? they actually have a link to meet people... wierd as fuck oh well. i guess i should take a pic of me without my shirt or something .... lol. oh well. neway. i'm still waiting for Kushiel to call me. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 7.28.04 8:40 pm an interesting title. the online dating has gotten alittle better. i'm talking to someone now, though someone (who's name will rename unspoken) nearly fucked it all up though. but its all gravy, i fixed it. for those of you trying to get in touch with me, i changed my sn. for the first time in like......7 years.
i'm also in the process of changing my real name, meaning my legal name. its about time too, i've been thinking on it since i was like 10. i've finally found the right name for me. neway. i'm ending this entry now, i think i may start blogging again just to clear my mind of some things. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Tuesday. 7.20.04 8:24 pm it been awhile. nothin new to report. life is good, could use a girl friend. not into the one night stand anymore, want the relationship too. if jess wasn't so far away i'd try a relationship with her... damn the navy and its distance from my friends. but still life is good. i'm enjoying it. and i found a place to play magic the gathering again. its about time too. Comment! (2) | Recommend! Tuesday. 7.6.04 7:49 pm and i mean all parts of it. it all sucks, why can't we just be born knowing who we'll be with and then that person knows and somehow you just meet and life is grand? but nooooo we have to go through life searching (or not) but hardly finding and when you do find someone you can't be with them. DAMN I HATE DATING!!!.
honestly that opinon would change in a heart beat if i found that someone and she felt the same for me..... Comment! (3) | Recommend! Monday. 7.5.04 1:30 pm yes, i went and did something stupid. i was bored yesterday. so i go to hollywood video and i go to the game section and i see they've got an xbox for 119.00 so i think to myself "hell yea!! no way in hell i'm gonna find one that works for cheaper thatn that!" so i buy it and 2 games grand total of 232.something (can't remember the cents of the top of my head) no the problem is that i'm trying to save my money and well thats not saving huh? well at least now i wont be toooo compelled to leave my room and buy movies.... rrrrrr.... how could i be so stupid? I NEED TO SAVE MONEY!!! god damn my lack of self control!!!!! twy! smack me please! neway.
the online dating is getting alittle better i got a response from someone finally, lets just hope the pics on her profile are real and of her.....::sighs:: what am i getting myself into? and no the chick from the comminsary didn't call me, figures, just my luck.... neway. i just hope i can find that special someone, though i still maintain the opinon of that i have found her and she just doesn't love me like that...... damn my luck damn damn damn........ Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 6.30.04 6:14 pm because i wanted to. (to inform you), i meant about me having a few moles removed. now i have a total of 9 sutures(stitches) in three different areas. the meds haven't worn off yet so....i can't feel it yet but i will soon....oooo, its gonna hurt, hehehe...hmmm, pain, its just so......pleasurable. hehehe. crazy me. lol. damn, i'n happy, i just love life.... don't ask cuz i dont know. neway. i get paid tonight, yay! for me. hehehe lmao. neway. laterz Comment! (0) | Recommend! |
