watching: Taiyou no Uta episode 6
listening to: Eric feat. Lyn - Letting go of what time has brought
mood: tired

I feel sluggish. The holidays are packed full of projects and stuff... I have 2 gatherings to go to... but it makes me feel like there is so much distance between everyone... Everyone has changed... I feel so out of place and depressed whenI think about it....

I'm so lazy that I'm slacking off of my work... *sigh* I hate going to work... T_T Work sucks!! aish~

some music:
HowL & J - Perhaps Love
http://www.4shared.com/file/7627135/85844416/renamed_HowL__J_Perhaps_Love___.html

Eric feat Lyn - Letting go of what time has brought
http://www.4shared.com/file/7626798/bdebcbf6/ithlj_253847.html

kbs' Snow Queen OST/Single
http://www.4shared.com/file/7627005/af6b7de2/01_Grace_Love_-_SAT__IM__Big_Ton_.html
http://www.4shared.com/file/7627060/895b2eeb/02_chut_noon_ae_-_Kang_Sung_Min.html
http://www.4shared.com/file/7627093/97ca639e/03_ga_nan_han_nam_ja_-_Choi_Won_Joon.html

Please leave a comment if you take the music... thanks! ^__^;; tell me if you like the songs or not... =X

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watching: Jigoku Shoujo Live Action episode 2
listening to: HowL & J- Perhaps Love這是愛嗎 (Chinese version)
mood: Lazy

I've been so out of it lately... I can't sleep,I can't concentrate... I can't do my essay/exam... ack... I'm so tired too... I'm stressed...

Well, I went to get my high school dipolma today. I got 2 honor certificates, so I'm an ontario honnor student and a honor student for my school. I'm kinda pissed that I was 3% off from getting the business award. My group for that project made my mark drop... *sigh* the teacher even told me because of that mark I was 2nd to the award.... TT_TT I'm not majoring in business though... but I had a really high business mark in Highschool...

Recently I feel so out of place in my life. I feel so hopeless...

to the sharing now~~

Some December Calendars:







non-Xmas sharing:
Yui- Goodbye days
http://www.4shared.com/file/6779732/5a798d55
nightmare - the WORLD
http://www.4shared.com/file/5147777/eb148bd
Yui-It's happy line
http://www.4shared.com/file/6779849/89b68527
Art-school - Love-Hate
http://www.4shared.com/file/6779913/15d6f24b

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watching: Nothing
listening to: Yoo Young Jin - Sad Snow
mood: tired

So... I was bored.... I did nothing important today. I went shopping for stuff... and took pics... I passed by a school called "Precious Blood Catholic School". It's kind of weird... no offence... anyways.... here's some more xmas music sharing... ^__^;;

Ayumi Hamasaki feat. CHEMISTRY - Shiroi koibitotachi
http://www.4shared.com/file/7330580/e1694134/Ayumi_Hamasaki_feat_CHEMISTRY_-_Shiroi_koibitotachi.html

Ayumi Hamasaki feat. Kyoko Fukada - White Christmas
http://www.4shared.com/file/7330583/7860108e/Ayumi_Hamasaki_feat_Kyoko_Fukada_-_White_Christmas.html

B'Z - Itsuka No Merry Christmas
http://www.4shared.com/file/7330589/98b5f990/BZ_-_Itsuka_No_Merry_Christmas.html

Gackt & Namie Amuro - itsuka no merry christmas
http://www.4shared.com/file/7330610/32ed4424/Gackt__Namie_Amuro_-_itsuka_no_merry_christmas.html

Gackt - 12gatsu no Love Song
http://www.4shared.com/file/7330601/5cf145f3/Gackt_-_12gatsu_no_Love_Song.html

K - First Christmas
http://www.4shared.com/file/7330620/19c017e7/K_-_First_Christmas_-_01_First_Christmas.html

K - Every Year, Every Christmas
http://www.4shared.com/file/7330629/601caf43/K_-_First_Christmas_-_03_Every_Year_Every_Christmas.html

Happy Downloading!
A thank you comment would be nice... remember delete after 24 hours.

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watching: Death Note Live Action Movie
listening to: Last Alliance - Shissou [Host Club OP]
mood: lazy

Disclaimer:
Please delete all music within 24 hours of download. Buy the cds and support the artists! You know the rules... XD

kinki kids - Harmony of December
http://www.4shared.com/file/7227543/bf3e9d2e/01_Harmony_of_December.html
Tommy Heavenly6 - I love xmas
http://www.4shared.com/file/7227554/384139cc/01_I_Love_Xmas.html
SNoW - Yes
http://www.4shared.com/file/7227582/648ce2b4/02_-_Yes.html
D-51 - Happy Holy Christmas
http://www.4shared.com/file/7227605/30774346/02_Happy_Holy_Christmas.html
Arashi - Futari no Kinenbi
http://www.4shared.com/file/7227628/7cf05d79/ARASHI_-_Futari_no_Kinenbi.html

Bonus(non-xmas):
JJ Lin - Saranghae yo Only said to you
http://www.4shared.com/file/5149177/eae3433c/jj_lin_-_sa_rang_hae_yo_mv.html

AAA-chewing gum
http://www.4shared.com/file/6779733/2d7ebdc3/01_Chewing_Gum.html

Emyli - Far, far away
http://www.4shared.com/file/6779869/bb80e7a5/EMYLI_-_Far_Far_Away.html

Tegomass - Miso Soup PV + Song
http://www.4shared.com/file/7087488/82e3d837/1_-_Miso_Soup.html
http://www.4shared.com/file/7087487/125cc5a6/PV_TegoMass_-_Miso_Soup.html

If you download... a comment saying thanks would be nic =D

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watching: 太陽のうた
listening to: Gackt feat Wang Lee Hom- 12月のLove Song
mood: tired

Well, I flunked my History exam yesterday... goodbye to my high average. Time to move on and figure what else to do... more work comes one after another... wtf is with life?

I need to do my 10 page double spaced essay for my take home exam for concepts and theories... Then I have my Christmas rush of finishing projects because I am a slacker and did none before the break... at least I have a month...

I made a layout for my blog~ YAY~ It features K(Kang Yoon-sung) who is a South Korean singer. But he is more popular in Japan than in Korea. It has a Christmas feel to it.

I miss the days in High School! It was fun and I had all my friends with me, but in university I feel bleh~ I'm tired, bored, and bitching about everything... and my friends seem very distant... probably because I have no time to socialize anymore.

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listening to: Tommy Heavenly6 - I love xmas
mood: Annoyed

It's 3am... I've been up for awhile already. I've been studying my arse off for my 9am exam. I have 4 hours before I leave for school. Why do they make exams on Saturdays? WHY!?!? I have work right after my exam... I finish work at 8:30pm... My day is gonna be so long... .T_T;;

I hate early european history... probably due to my stupid nature that's why I can't do well in it.. I feel depressed and useless....

Ranting is all I can do...

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