My mother have six brothers and sisters. And they all were raised with very strict, traditional environment. Each and every one of them have this very macho, male dominance thing going on, even if the women are successful in their careers, they cannot earn more than their man, if they do, they must not tell or the man starts to feel threatened. The woman have always been treated like their comprehension and opinion on stuff are not useful or thoughtful and then they have the exactly the same idea or opinion, and are awarded like witty and smart...

So I was raised in this kind of family, and always been jealous of this kind of social benefits of being a man... then I grew up and learned to be tough and independent, to not take crap from man, to stand up to my point of view and ignore my family. To be not scandalized by sex and learned to be free spirited and everything.

But then I've got this uncle, it bothers me because my mom loves her brothers very much, but it annoys me a lot cuz he arrives to my home and is very pissed when I only say hello! goodbye and don't go over there and kiss him on the cheek, I hate him cuz since I grew up and grew boobs like the ones you can see in my Avvie he stares and stares and I dunno I imagine the old fuck is thinking dirty stuff every time he sees me so when he greets me he always pushes me away yet he's always bitching about me not going over there and kiss him!!!!!
I hate him.
I have like 16 cousins, and the only one in the family (besides me and my sister) that arent in with this macho crap is another cousin that is minimized because she's a single parent. She hates this uncle too, I dunno exactly what he did to her but I imagine is pretty much the same.

Well he got really drunk last night in my sister's wedding reception. the good thing though was he left without being noticed. The bad thing is that he's not even responsible enough to not drive while he's that drunk and left in his own car with his wife and kid.

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My On The Lot favourite director: Jason Epperson
he's great, I hope to see something longer soon

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I cursed the PMS on ikimashokie's journal few days ago
and I curse it again

damn yous!!!!

btw I am the new UPN english teacher yay!

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My sister's got the dress and I was baking cookies for her freaking reception with my aunts
My thesis director called me to offer me a job teaching english, I'm by no means an expert on the language, but I'm so desperate that I would take anything

I'm interviewing with the principal today I'm pretty nervious >_<

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So my sister is getting married on Friday, she and her boyfriend decided this three weeks ago, and well my mother needed a proper wedding and my sister wanted to go sign the papers and that's it.
They're both freaking out, they can't find a wedding dress, they don't seem to find the catering they need, place, tables, table cloths...... my mother's family are trying to help but my sister is sooooooooo I dunno fussy and cocky, she wont use, have, be near anything pink, lilac or any color that is too girlish, she wont wear a wedding dress that look like a wedding dress, she wants the dress to cost about 600 pesos (around 50 usd) but all good dresses are around 1200 pesos (around 110 usd), she wont wear anything that glitters, she wont have roses in the decorations they all have to be lilys and orchids, you know how difficult is to find those and how expensive are in here? I mean we are in the desert dude!!
and they are in such a mood both my sister and my mother, and I'm trying to get all zen about this, but man, they know where to hit when they wanna hurt, and they have, and well I'm not in the best emotional shape to be taking those low punches.
I need to get away from them I love them and wanna help so they don't freak out, but they don't know how to stop the bashing to the people that just is not responsible for their stress....

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If I died today, all the things I treasure would be garbage, like everything I say to the people I love is heard as if I was talking nonsense. No-one would treasure my collection issues, or dolls, no one would apreciate anything I own, are or do. They'd be doing Jokes and laughing about me in my funeral

Im just a big joke

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I've got new layout pls comment on it!

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aren't most of the superstitions dumb?

I was thinking most of the superstitions I know or practice are really stupid, but what would life be with out them? I mean, if you don't have religion whats left to believe but a bunch of superstitions?

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