watching: The computer screen listening to: Eminem... oh yea... mood: Uncertain...
I have to go shopping
Anyhow, im having a relatively strange day. I'm not so sure if i want to go into that. But most recent thing that happened was my stepdad said i looked nice <.<... I wonder why he didnt make a BF joke at the whole me being dressed up thing. DUDE! I just noticed i have pirate sleeves! NEAT! lol...
... So. Here comes my cat, i'd better go.
Ping Xerxes wants to bug me... with my white top on x.x (he's a black kitty)
Off and away to rid me of cat hair... Now... wheres the duct tape?
It sucks, i know... spur of the moment type thing.
Saturday. 3.13.04 3:35 am
Even this brings me back.
Everything i think,
Nothing goes away.
In the void i sink...
I cry for things to go away,
but no one answers my call
I plead for mercy to the one.
But nothings there at all..
I understand this poem sucks,
More that i'd like to know,
Its just a bunch of crazy thoughts.
But now i'd better go...
x.x
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while adults might just accept that, I know something's gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and get some power of my own.
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My fav :)
Your: Angry eyes. Chill out dude! No need to be so pissed! Sure lifes tough but you gotta deal. Your one hell of a ass-kicker and nver let anyone get close to you.
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Whoa... that is so messed up :
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.
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Now im gonna die of supsence. Lora and Karen said something right next to Kevin and I, and they wont say what. <.<... I'm gonna die... lol...
TTYL
Woohoo! Go creative titles <.<
Anywhoo, im feeling alright. Today was one of those days when i wish i had a camera. I slid into the wall, Kevers sat ontop of the vending machines, this other dude that i'm totally blanking his name right now was just sliding around for the hell of it, and i couldnt stop hitting my head. Which reminds me, Sarah helped me out a bit by slamming my head into the desk... that could explain the headache... lol. Then again, i had a little memory problem today, which is why i wanted to hit my head (aah, the forgetfulness). I'd rather not go into it, but i'll say this much. I NEED EMINEM'S MARSHAL MATHERS LP!!!! Knowing me, i spelt that wrong >.<
Hmm. Summary of my day. Woke up, got dressed, couldnt find my belt. Then, me being the lazy dude i am, wore shorts until 2nd period. So. Went to the library, wrote, went to art, got screwed over with this whole memory crap and those damn nine inch nails <.<. But thats not Olive's fault. She didnt know. Then, went to lunch, walked around, slid around, blah blah blah, tried hitting my head on the glass display box but Kevers wouldnt let me, more of me trying to hit my head, and so on. So yea. Then i went to fourth period, and Sarah helped me along a bit. So now i have a headache, cant really remember why i was upset earlier (thankfully). Then when i was walking to my bus, Josh was annoying the hell out of me by complaining why they just call it "Youth Group," And why they dont add god in there somewhere...
Sorry for those of you i just killed. I understand that was probably the most BORING thing you've ever read...
Well, I'll report later. Maybe when i fix my site... i have to redo the code -.-;; ... ttyl for now. Ah! But before i DO go, my results on "What cuss word are you?":
your fuck.
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Hope that worked... if it didnt, dont bug me... i know... lol
Ooh, And before i forget, I DO know who you are Leif... lol... I didnt know if you knew who i was though... lol
YAY! Karen just hugged me, and she didnt choke me for once! YAY! again ;). Im sitting here listening to Evanescence... and i want to sing <.<... but at the same time i dont....
Anywhoo, today was incredibly odd. Also not to mention i was completely out of it. Hate the spring, mainly these damn allergies. But all my friends are under stress, and my parents arent helping.
Not to mention i cant feel anything. I was outside today, messing around with Karen and Kevin, and it was partially sunny. Well, when i stood in the sun, i couldnt feel warmth, when Karen could (atleast i think). Then i put my sweatshirt on. Still, nothing changed. I wasnt even cold, but my mother made me bring it. It was slightly windy, yet, no feeling. Not even a hug from another person made me change. Although, last night something rather odd happened. I could feel heat. It was actually kind of scary ish... not really. Maybe it was just the sleepy pills talking. I was a pillow, like always, lol, and either Kevers head was really warm , his arm was really warm, or i snapped... hmm...
Well, onto more strange issues. Once i think of them ^^