I swear I didn't mean for the last entry to sound so depressing. It's not really meant to be, even if it seems that way.

I've been listening to old Dashboard lately. I'm pretty sure I fell in love all over again.

Tomorrow I'm going to see The Format with my favorite twins and hopefully miss Eleanor Johnson. I made a list of goals/things to do this year and seeing The Format was one of them so yay! Another thing to cross off the list. =)

I really need to go golfing. This will be my second and final year of being captain of the team for Federal Way and I really want to leave a good impression. Erm my secret though? I kind of haven't been truly golfing since the last season ended. =| Yeah uh, we start again in about two weeks and I'm not in tune with my brand new set of clubs yet. Yeah. Fuck.

I really need to do the summer homework for AP Civics..but honestly, 5 essays? Who would want to rush into something like that? Ugh. I feel like I have to stick with the class now though because the teacher is my Golf coach and I already told him I would be taking it so yikes. I cannot wait for this year though, I signed up for the most amazing classes AND I finally have time to take concert choir again! Always a good thing.

Alright well I'm out, I need to finish watching What Not To Wear; they pretty much changed this Punk chick's entire wardrobe and she kind of hates it but it actually looks amazing and now I'm rambling. Bye

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listening to: When Your Were Young- Taking Back Sunday cover, acoustic

I have my heart set on going to Columbia College in Chicago. It's a private arts college, sounds absolutely amazing and I think I'm a shoe-in as far as acceptance. The only problem is money. I'm so scared that such a stupid issue will be the reason I can't go to my dream school. It's not that I don't love Washington; Seattle is one of my favorite cities on the planet, it's just I think at least for college I'd like to get away. I'd like to step outside of the box I guess and have the freedom to explore.

Let's hope my mom wins the lotto. =)

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i seriously don't know you anymore.

go fuck yourself. please.

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to be completely honest, i'm unsure as to why i still update this. none of the old people recognize me because i'm not 2%milk anymore, and mr. asianboy can't even read my blog cause his computer's on crack. le sigh.

power outtages meant an early winter break for us. the shit thing is, now our total of makeup days for the year is 5. awesome. and on top of that, we have conferences to make up. AGAIN. goddamn district.

my power never went out. i feel kind of guilty, considering some of my friends haven't had power for like 5 days. they've been partying at my house though, it's been fun. =)

everybody go watch the new fall out boy video for "this ain't a scene, it's an arm's race." it made me so happy. i teared up at the end simply because i love this band and they mean the world to me, and i know that i and all their fans mean the world to them as well.


los angeles is tired.

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I don't think I believe in God. I honestly wish I did, but I just don't. I hope I believe someday.



I still need to make Catharine her hoodie as part of secret santa. damn I need more time.


I'm tired. I wish I had something more meaningful to say. Maybe later.

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i've recently realized, that asking for help isn't a bad thing.

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