gosh! i keep getting sick and i don't know why! i mean i was sick like all April! first with the runny nose and then with the coughing and then like...i felt like i was gunna throw up and then i lost my voice from coughing too much and then now this thing in the back of my neck hurts when i move my head a certain place! gosh...i hate this...but i don't wanna go to a doctor. i'm always afraid that there gunna like...diagnose me with Cancer or something =P. anyway onto different topics....

i wonder if Robert considers me as one of his really good friends....i mean sometimes it doesn't seem like we're that close. i mean...he doesn't tell me stuff like he used to... ....anyway....

i have a very busy week ahead of meh...
Wednesday-Play at the school at 7 *good luck Libbie and Taylor Y.*
Thursday-Awards Ceremony up at the school at 7*wish me luck >_<*
Friday-Aunt Christine's Birthday!!!*the best Aunt EVER!*
Saturday-Jon might be coming over*yay!*
sunday-Harry Potter thing on ABC at 6*yay!!!!*
Monday-NJHS initiation thing at 7*pray for meh! lol*

wow...i'm a busy little thing now aren't i? lol.annnyway....

-sigh-....things seem to be going well....i hope it stays this way*knock on wood*

enough for now n_n;

-Liiisa-

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mood: fed up
watching: some show on A&E

ahhhhh!!!!!!!!

okay i don't like who i said i did in that last entry anymore! i don't wanna like anyone anymore! i get too upset and down when i find out they don't like me or are flirting with other people! that's it! no moooore for me! for now anyway lol.

i went to Taylor's house today. she made me realize that i carry my heart and my feelings on my shoulders which means that i worry toooo much about guys and all that love stuff. i know this is gunna sound sooo corny but i don't care:i'm gunna stop concentrating all that i have on boys and a little bit more on my school work. yes i know you hear that all the time but i mean it. it seems to be the best thing for me right now i mean,i'm in the National Junior Honor Society and i'm getting honored up at the school on May 6 at the Brookside Intermediate Awards Ceremony so i think i'm doing pretty well. i think it's time i changed. no more of this little girl that lets people walk all over her and just sits there and watches as she gets made fun of. NO as of right now i'm standing up for myself*i shall use the women method or whatever lol Robert*and i'm gunna kick the next person that makes fun of me's ass! the little devils...lol. anyway. i guess thats all for today...

-L-

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ack...

i am writing out of boredum.i don't feel goood! my tummy hurts realllly badly!! not a way to start off the day thats for sure....-sigh-....more thoughts on my mind but i'm not going to write it...

i had a very strange dream last night . i was wearing Nikki's retainer...but...in the dream it wasn't her's! it was someone elses...i just dunno who's but i remember it wasn't mine because when i took it out of my mouth to give it to the person it belonged to it like...got stuck on one of my bottom teeth and like...pulled half of it off and it hurt sooo bad...and like right after that i was like...transported to a theatre type thing and a scary movie was coming on*and i HATE scarry movies!*so i like ran to find an exit but i when i ran up some stairs it led to this really dark place with more stairs and i didn't wanna go up there because something told me there were like...scarry creatures up there or something and then like....i went to the other side of this stage thing and when i got there i saw a door open to a bright and sunny day and then i woke up to Winnie the Pooh on my t.v...hm...strange...i wonder if dreams happen for a reason...to like...tell you something. like in mine...dark place:scarry and death like..sunny place:happyness....hm...i wonder....

anyway....i guess i'll write more...later....

-L-

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i have more thoughts on my mind...

i think i might like someone...but as usual i think this person may like someone else. most likely this is true. yeah i know i said that i wasn't going to like anyone but....i dunno....i mean is it called liking someone when their the only thing on your mind? is it liking someone when you stare at their picture for hours and carry them with you everywhere? is it called liking someone when your heart skips a beat everytime you hear their name? if so...i think i may have been bitten by that damn love bug....again!

more on this later....

-L-

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hello!
seeing as this is my first entry i would like to introduce my self a little bit. um..my name is Lisa and i have 9 best friends,Robert,Jessica,Acacia,Xanthe,Taylor L.(girl),Taylor Y.(boy),Delaney,Saharr and Whitney. yes i know it's a lot but oh well.the one's i consider like family are Robert,Jessica,Acacia,Xanthe and Taylor L.i'm just telling you this because you'll be hearing a lot about them in this blog. but anyway. on to my thoughts.

well today has seemed to just blow by. it seems as though i have done nothing but sit on my ass all day. even though that is basically what i did n_n. David,my stepdad,moved out today and took mine and my moms cell phones with him. it was mom's idea for him to take them though. i think him and my mother have broken up but thats not what my mom says he said. she told me that he said that he said that they'd still go out just,not live together. -sigh- sure i'm sad but i'm not gunna let this bring me down, today has been too good of a day for that.

see Robert was mad at me...dunno why. it seemed like this week we have been drifting apart. like we didn't talk much but if you think about it it's because he had the play that he was working on and he wasn't online much so it wasn't REALLY like we were drifting....if you think about it. i really hope that never happens. Robert is one of the greatest people EVER to have walked this earth,and it's a bonus that he's such a little hottie . but anyway...i just hope that he never forgets about me....

well...i no longer have my cell phone. no more calling Acacia or Robert every Friday. i shall miss this but that's okay i guess i will survive. i mean mom's out looking for us some new cells as i type. i'm not so sure she'll be able to pay for them though >_<.

i'm starting to not like Jon as much as i did. i don't think i wanna like anyone right now. it causes me too much stress and pain so i'm just gunna forget about it all for now.

well i guess this concludes my first entry.

-Lisha-
acacia!! hahaha

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