Fuck!!! for the past few days, things have not been going pretty well.
Things are not going at the right speed and right time.
All my days have been so boring since the holidays started.
I thought holidays suppose to be days where i could have fun and relax.
Maybe i should wait for that person to be back home.
It will be so much fun if he is here.
Damn it!! I hope a mother fairy would come next to my bed and give be blessing.
I'm really so bored right now!!! and the only thing that i can do is to vomit
everything out in my blog!!!!...






P/S: true friends will always be by your side.

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Now i have found the answer to sleepless night.
Watch this video and i hope your sleepless problem will be solve.

Sleep Hypnotize




My result



I do feel sleepy after watching it and when my eyes just feel like closing.
And it's just hard for me to fight back to open up my eyes.


P/S: the first few minutes is really boring. So you might want to skip it
till the last few minutes.

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I feel so clean with only two piercing. So today, i decided to pierce
my tongue. I hope i'll not get bored of it and i don't give
a damn about what will people say about it cos i think it's
fucking cool!!!... So if u don't like it,GO SCREAM YOUR JEALOUS
OBSESSED ANGER INTO YOUR CHEAP PILLOW!
I have been trying to cool my swell down by eating a cup of ices
for the past few hours. And as you can see that my stud is GOLD!!
Love it!!! Suria & SK, you are going next!?!?





P/S: Thanks for the help Aisha!

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It's just another happy day.
We make each other smile
and shine.
I take you to my dreamland.
Seeing the different feelings
that i encounter.

I want you to cry out joy.
I have made it.
No more sad moments.
We are happy family!!

Jump over the rainbow.
Flying with my wings.
SHOUT OUT TO THE WORLD THAT IT'S OVER!!!



P/S: this entry describe how i feel now!!!

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P/S: Some candid shot that turn out nice.

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Day by day
i stare at you.
Tears flows down
from cheeks.

Day by day
i dream of you.
Waking up feeling down.

I swear i can't forget you.
I don't know what to do.
You are the one
that i need right now.

You make me feel
the days are bright.
You shine my nights
with all your love and care.

And now i'm all alone.
Sitting in the corner
crying out for love.

Hope you could help
but i guess there's no way out.
Stay where you are
coz it's all for good.

I'm just going to let it flow.....

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I drive you crazy,
As I said that I would.
Do you still want me?
I don't see how you could.

This is the way that I've been.
This is what I have to change.
I want to be better,
Have much more to offer.
But I can't alone, so please say you'll stay.

I'll win you over.
I've never been so sure.
Take my every word.
All for you I'm for.
I'll win you over.
I'm never giving up.
And though changing takes a long time,
I'll do anything for love.

I'm sorry, baby.
But I meant all I said.
It's just not the time now.
So you go on ahead.

You told me all these things,
For better or for worse.
I recall every single moment;
Stays with me like a curse.
You can't just take it back.
Your words were mine to keep.
Just don't forget that I'm the one you need.

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I look outside my window
and i see dark skies.
Every now and then all
i can hear is crying babies.

All my feelings is jumble up.
Happiness, sadness and anger
stays in my heart.

Everyday i gets different news.
First it was the natural disasters,
next it was the break up
and lastly the tears from my mom.

My eyes are getting smaller ever second.
I'm turning into a Panda.

If i had collected all my tears,
i could have supply water for the African.

I want to run out far away.
Making sure that I'm no where near
from where i belong.
I just want to leave my soul all alone.

Now, i just want to sleep
and wake up when there's peace.

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