you know those people...
the ones that have "intellectual artist" vibe? They tend to wear tight jeans with holes in them, and a lot of tight plaid button up shits...sometimes with the longer hair.
they say they read a lot of unusual or intellectual books and they talk about world issue and politics and they like to drink beer that looks like it is from the 70's. and they they they are just so enlightened and you are so dumb for not being interested in the issues they like.
i seem to see a lot of them here in college....and they just bug the fuck out of me. they try so hard to look like they don't try. it irks me, just be yourself and don't bring down others who aren't exactly like you. those ppl seem too serious for my taste they need to let so, and relax.
forget about where that beef came from in that burger in front of you and just eat it. or be a dare devil and put that can in the trash....the world will not end if you don't follow your little rules to a tee.

the end

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I am so jealous of those people who have those parents that always want them to call. and if you don't call they call you. These people complain about how annoying it is, but they really don't get how amazing it is to have a parent that cares so much and actually wants to talk to them.
I can go at least a week and not get a phone call from my parents. and if i call too close together then there is silence on the other end because they have nothing to say to me, and they want to know why i called. even if i just called to call, that to them is weird.
i'm not saying i want an over protective parent or anything, but i know people who have little chats with their mom's everyday or every other day. Mine called yesterday to ask about the fire in my old building and made plans to come get my things this weekend.
I e-mailed her photo's of a wedding party and of my new hair cut today and she didn't even e-mail me back to say she liked anything i just sent her.
So i called she had like nothing to really say. after about 8 minutes of forced conversation she told me to go back to studying for my exam and that she would see me Sunday.
I don't know if its because she is British or what, but it just kinda sucks when you feel like your own mom doesn't want to talk to you too often.

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Things i have decided i will do this year no matter what.
*Go to England, i will go alone if i have to, but i would rather have at least one person to go with. I would even go with my mom if she could go.

*Hollywood, i would like to go and do all the cheesey Hollywood things. i believe this isn't too crazy and i know i could get someone to go.

*Canada, Alex and i were going on Valentines Day but a blizzard closed Canada!

*Possibly go back to NYC for a short trip with Casey and Meggyo? I don't know though, we wanted her to come over break but we didn't have the same break. But i don't know if she will have the time...but it would be really nice since i won't see her any other time.

*Camping, this is fun easy and cheap, and i have already been asked to go on 2 different camping trips this summer.

*One that i don't need or really crave but just want to get out of the country again would be to go to Mexico or same Island in the Caribbean.

*I will also read and the wonderful books i have waiting for me.

*And i will start using photoshop a lot so i can understand it more.

*If for some reason i find myself with a lot of extra $$$$ i would like to buy a digital camcorder and and Non-linear editing system so that when i get to production class i don't feel like such a media virgin. ]

*also i have so many ideas i want to write about and even just do little journals about but i don't have the time to just sit and think and work them out so over the summer i will do that too.

*Now:
Bulletin Board
Essay
Laundry
Outline 2 chapters
read articles
research travel tips
wrap gifts
make program posters
e-mail residents
begin writing good-bye letters to staff and favorite residents

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work was far too easy, i couldn't study but i am over that. i can't study i am distracted. i just want to stay in my room all night. i have decided i am going to get all my small stuff done and then at 5 i will study until 8 take a break until 10 and then study till 12.
I need breaks or i just zone out.
i can't wait until i find a short hair style i like, my hair is just driving me nuts, i remember last year around this time i just went and had it chopped off, i didn't even tell anyone. ha

So this one thing has been bothering me as of late. I am sure all of you have heard about the disappearing bees. I mean it was in every major paper, i read a great one in the NY Times, and the next day they mentioned in on Jay Leno, so i am thinking it's a mainstream story now. well everyone is focusing on this quote:

“If the bee disappeared off the surface of the globe then man would only have four years of life left. No more bees, no more pollination, no more plants, no more animals, no more man.” Albert Einstein

Perhaps this was true, in his time, before all the technology was used to grow crops. Who knows what would happen now, we would probably invent some bee robot to take the insects place. But it is still a scary concept, what is making them die off, and why can't we figure it out?? They are a very big part of our environment.
So according to him we would have four years once they totally disappear. I'm guessing if they keep up at the rate they are going they will probably be gone in like a year, or at least let's just say that for the sake of argument. So that would be 2008 + 4 = 2012
I would have been out of school for 3 years, and just starting life. But that's just one persons prediction.

Well the Mayan Long Count Calender mysteriously ends in 2012 as well.
but really all of this means nothing. Because everyone should live each day like it's the last.
Although can you imagen the world if everyone was living life to the fullest. no one would work or care about working and nothing would get done. maybe that's why the world will end, because no one will be paying attention to the everyday things that need to get gone.

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I have to work the front desk now for tiger fest. It is going to be very boring and I will get annoyed that I had to waste 2 hrs there when I could be studying to at the gym or something. But w/e only like 3 weeks and I am done with this school yr and this job.
My friends and I said we wanted our place anytime starting in June…at first I thought this was bad because I would be living in GB over the summer. But then I remember why I haven’t been home this semester and realized my parents will most likely freak out again. And now I will have a place to go to and get away from all of that. So it won’t be so bad after all.
I burned my neck with my curling iron today and it still hurt, makes me a little nervous. I can’t really put anything on it I think, and if I could I know I don’t have the stuff, I don’t even have ice.
But I do have Dibs, and that’s what I’m going to eat at work.
Cya

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