watching: secrit window listening to: the sound of my heart beat mood: learning to breath finaly 1. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 2. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. ! 3. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart (that i think is how me and charlotte is) 4. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.(when i frist met tim!) 5. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 6. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.(this is how i feel about my cousin mary-ann.) 7. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.(chris irby) 8. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.(thats how me and tim r) 9. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.(this is what keeps me going with out breaking down every day) 10. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around. 11. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.(i need to work on this hehehe) 12. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.(isnt that the truth) 13.Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll still land among the stars. 14.Never be afraid to try something new. Remember, amateurs built the ark; p! rofessionals built the Titanic!(hell yeah) 15.When you were born, everyone around you was smiling and you were crying. Live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying( reminds me of my uncle trent) REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON. Happiness is only in your heart so Love yourself and you will always have Peace( i think that this hit home because of all the shit i have been through but then i just think about this and it makes me relies that life is too short so live it up while u can because ther is not such thing is tomorrow.) ! 1

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yes thats right i changed the back ground from kirck coban to alone well hope u like it i do but i guess i see how it is frist and what otheres think about it before i change it back.well charlotte is coming on the 7th. and i am so happie cant wait to see her and i havent talk to tim in like 2 weeks hes at his dads. i miss talking to him and i love him very much. well im home now at my dads any ways. well g2g hope u like the new site and all. love ya lots.!ashli!

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what is child hood? some say it the time of ur life, its whats shapes u. and some say that it is what u spend ur whole life trying to overcome.well i think it is a part of both. god i am in my adultalesant years. these last two days i have seen what it is like to be a singal parent of two babys. a 3mont, and a 1 year old. god it i hard i am helping out my cousen wth hr kids for the weekend and i aready have a new respect for my cousin. and see her in a new light. she i 21 and an at home mom but now every thing has changed because her old man is in jail and its looking like he is going to be in for a while but i wount go into that. amanda is doing it all. well with some help from the family.and last night she said she would like it if i was the god mother. its cool because their so damn cute and i love them as if there were my own. i cant wait for me and tim to have kids.i can only hope and pray that we stay to get long enough because i dont wont kids till im like 23.i love him so much. i miss seeing him every day and cant wait to see him.well got to change some dipers ad feed som mouths.~ ashli~

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watching: the computer.hehehehhe listening to: smile empty soul-bottom of a bottle mood: pretty good day so fare OMG to day when i woke up and the dog was locked in the bath room. he shit in the tub.growsssssss. and then he also shit in the liveing room. it must have happend when my dad went to workand i was a sleep till 1:30 to day so i guess it is kind of my falt because i didnt let him out and all.i am going to orlando to day to see my family.and i talked to charlotte to day and she is doing good. she stoped going to summer school.well thats my girl. we both probly have to take the 9th grade over again because we cut school to much. well missed each other sooo much we didnt wont to do any thing.well peace out home squates.hehehehe lmfao.

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watching: thirteen listening to: song that remine me of them mood: missing my pepezzzz i love u both tim and charlotte soooo very much. charlotte ur mine nuber 1 girl. ur my homie g slice.hehhee and tim u r the love of my life.i miss and love u guys even more with each passing day.and i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with the both of u. i lave ya lots~ASHLI~ o p.s. tim always rememver buger green. hehehe lmfas

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watching: nothing at the moment listening to: simle empty soul mood: happy ass hell omg cant wait charlotte is coming to florida and staying with me for like 2 weeks maybe longer. then i should be going to cali. to see my baby tim and all my old friends cant wait this weekend i am going to orlando to see my family. my kick ass couses amanda and mary-ann. mary-ann is like my big sister she has always been there. she has known me all my life and knows all my bad and dritty little and big secrets god i love her so much. growing up me and amanda never got along but now we do and we have a great relationtship. she has 2 very adorable children and it is hard to beleave she is a mom and her kids r soo beautiful. to and thats even harder to beleave. i know that sounds bad but there parent arent that good looking. her daughter looks like me when i was a baby and her son is soo damn cute.u just wont to eat him. hehehe it kind of makes me wont kids.but i can wait till i am out of college and all. but i hope me and tim have kids now ther is some cute ass kids. people say we are like barbie and kin. hehehehwell peace out pepz.

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