listening to: three days grace
mood: a lil on the confused side?
dont u find it funni wen someone tellz u .. ohh u n so n so r jus so perfect.. he will like u soo much.. n then sayz that hez too old.. doesnt give a shyt n jus move on.. well wtf does that leave me wit..
a broken heart? ... not relle...
crushed dreamz? .. nope...
im not sure what im left wit.. does this mean im not relle in love.. or an i still holdin on to the idea of this perfect man..whoo jus lookz @ me as completely naive..
ppl tell me to move on.. they dont want me to get broken hearted.. but it doesnt hurt that much.. shyt happns life goes on..
he makez mii heart pound thinkin bout him.. wen hez on he doesnt talk to me.. no matter how much i will it.. does that make me obsessive...i barely talk bout him so i think not.. he seemz so far away...
goddamn jus put me down a fuckin toilet!

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Thirteen random things you like:

1. black nail polish
2. books
3. pc
4. concerts
5. rings
6. scrapebooks
7. cdz
8. contacts
9. people
10. screennamez
11. drums
12. fridayz
13. vampires

Twelve movies (no order):

1. Coyote Ugly
2. Drive me Crazy
3. Down with love
4. The Bourne Idenity
5. Harry Potter?
6. Moulin Rouge
7. X - Men
8. catch me if u can
9. 10 Things I Hate About You
10. the recruit
11. s.w.a.t
12. Spiderman

Eleven good bands/artists (no order):

1. Trapt
2. The Used
3. Dream
4. Maroon 5
5. Smile Empty Soul
6. eminem
7. Never the Same
8. american hi-fi
9. puddle of mudd
10. nirvana
11. bon jovi

Ten things about you:

1. i love eric
2. i danced for 7 yrz
3. lived in wtby for 8
4. loved eric all mii life jus stopped showing it every now n then
5. hate being friendz wit a guy soo they can get wit mii friend
6. hate preppiez
7. can pleged alliegance in reverse
8. love the word distance
9. love to b alone
10. I write

Nine good friends (no order):

1. brenz
2. bekki
3. Alyssa
4. amanda
5. adge
6. katie l
7. rach
8. john
9. fallon

Eight favorite foods/drinks:

1. pizza
2. bbq chicken
3. DQ Blizzards
4. Subway sandiwiches
5. spicey ne thing
6. italian ice
7. mango
8. Baked. Goods.

Seven things you wear daily:

1. shirt
2. bra
3. pants
4. necklace
5. rubber band
6. rings on pinkiez
7. ankel bracelett

Six things that annoy you:

1. being talked about
2. being told to shut up
3. having to repeat myself XD
4.being told to go to bed
5. chewing loud..
6. scraping noises

Five things you touch everyday:

1. my hair
2. my dog
3. doorknobs
4. toothbrush
5. glasses

Four shows you watch:

1. North Shore
2. BTVS
3. Angel
4. Danny Phantom

Three celebrities you have a crush on:

1. colin farrell
2. tom felton
3. johnny depp

Two people that you have dated:

1. James :(
2. Mike S.

One person you could spend the rest of your life with:

1. Eric Dupont.. easily...<3

done for now.. hasta
-Shana

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wow.. soo last night we planned to go to this italian feast the we go to every year.. i used to live across the street from where they hold it.. soo mii mom insisted that we wait until mi dad came home even tho the shannonz, tim , n jaye would already b there
so we finally go there as jaye n rach wen across.. john n tim too.. they were all hangin out n i caught up to them.. then amanda h sees me and her n missy hug me.. soo i hung owt wit them for awhile.. then i saw alissa c, mii cuz carissa, adge.. her lil friend chris, sean , seanz cuz kevin.. n other.. soo i talkd to them for a lil n rach met some of her other friendz.. alyssa n jen showed up too.. by the end we started hangin owt wit sean, kevin, mike, and tom.,,
they all likd jaye u could jus tell ... n it waz funni cuz everyone rememberd me.. even nick who i barely hung owt wit.. soo we had fun n tom n sean go their facez paintted as clown.. which jaye hatez.. but wen sean waz gettin his done .. his phone kept ringing.. funni shyt...ohh n we kept losing eric.. lil eric diliberto.. adriana'z bro. it waz funni.. he ended up gettin his face painted 2..soo i got a bunch of good picz.. kevin had a mushroom cut n we put it up in lil pigtailz.. he'z our age but much shorter.. n sean mike n tom are a yr older... it waz awesome.. cant wait till next yr lol

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*does a lil dance* italian pride all the way o.O hehe.. yeah soo therez an italian feast tonight.. going wit the fam.. the shannonz n lyssa! yay..brenz left.. bekkiz comin back on monday.. brenz is gone party and bekki'z back party will b on tues night.. then sleep ova at lyssa for LOTR marathon thingy lol... missin eric.. mii cuz talkz to him.. i relle wanna kill her sumtimez... goshdamn im owt! -Shana

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well i sorta should explain y i havent been on in awhile.. i went to vermont for the fourth.. pretty cool mii bro lite off fireworkz...went to the beach.. got a lobster burn tan thing.. mii aunt colleen slept over.. it waz relle funni.. fallon left last night.. i miss her already.. itz sad.. but the good thing is i can get a ticket for down there and jus stay wit her... no other expences
all guy needa do this.. godddamn cant remember stuff.. lol well ne wayz we'll jus take it from here i gues...
ERIC <3

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watching: charlies angels : full throttle
listening to: laura tell me about the walkin penguin
mood: sad depressed missin him

soo yeah im bored.. me n ryan.. wow who knowz what is up wit him..we dont go owt.. but i mean.. ahhh too confussing i give up on me n him... but i dont like him.. ahh shut up new topic!

yeah soo i think im obsessed wit eric.. i wish we were closer.. we grew up as friendz.. but got older n changed.. soo on friday i went to his gig.. Never The Same... n took pictures, wit brenz.. who btw thought i waz obsessed..cuz i kept "Checkin Him Owt" while he played the drums.. hottness...soo we went over to swim at the shannons after that.. fun stuff.. great timez in the kitchen guyz lol..

well right now im not feelin 2 good.. kinda cold.. unsure of lotz of stuff.. jus wanna talk 2 him..i need a security blanket right about now..

ERIC I want mii drummer..

- Shana

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