so this morning i had two dreams that had to do with me acting crazy. in both of them, i guess i was told that i was being possessed by a crazy lady who was clearly angry (thats what my mom in my dream told me)

first one felt SOO real. i mean i was laying in my bed, same lighting, same everything .. except that my sister was there even though she lives in hawaii. we got in a HUGE fight!! i kept trying to beat her up and hit her and kept calling her names (ex. YOU DUMB FUCKING BITCH WHY THE HELL DO YOU EVEN EXPECT US TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOU CUZ UR A LITTLE SLUT WHORE) .. there was more too!! i was just really mad at her and kept trying to fight her and kept cursing at her. my other sister was trying to hold me back and then my mother (who lives in alabama) showed up and said my body was being taken over by a ghost.

HAHA weird.

and then my second dream about 10 mins after i woke up was the same.. except i knew that i guses i was being possessed by something and i was crying to my mother telling her that i wanted my life to go back to how it was or something.

it was really weird, cuz after each time i woke up i just opened my eyes n ask if it was forreal or what. it was the same exact room and all the clothes was all messy on the floor same place but different people.

im thinking that i probably do have a lot of anger out towards my sister because of what shes been going through, but i never had the nerve to say it until i was dreaming. plus the fact that my mother who moved away a few years ago was in my dream and i kept crying n telling her that i wanted everything to stop.. i think im just missing a lot of things. there are too many changes going on right now that i cant handle!

i have a complicated life. :|

but anyways, my dad came back yesterday and he was pretty happpy and excited because he saw a lot of friends that he hasnt seen in YEARS and he met his new girl or something.

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today is enrollment and i still have yet to go! too lazy, so hungry, and did i mention lazy??

school is approaching slowly.. and my dads arrival from california is creeping up on me too!! that i means i need to party hard before he comes back!!!!!!!!!!! :D!

well.. lets see since the last time i updated.. i totally ditcehd the people who i usually hung out with because well i realized that they are just a bunch of fake basterds! haha cant trust anyone these days. sometimes you get blinded by the fake personalities and you start to like people and then after you dont spend a day with them.. you realized how they really are.

been hanging with the girls lately, went down to great bend the other day to see my beautiful lovebird <3 but we just went to chill. it was alright, i think i just came on the wrong night or something. its ok though!! i love it.

today.. minor get together at mi casa and clay is SUPPOSED to come up, but we'll see bout that. im freakin starving, i hope cameron really does want to go eat here in a bit cause i will die of starvation if i dont.

and on the plus side, i sold a camera (alone) with no charger cords or ANYTHING for for 110 bucks haha hooray i hope the ppl kno that it doesnt come with anything.. i sure did mention it in my auction though plenty of times.

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last night was a very interesting night! sometimes i actually keep track of time when im around people that i want to get away from.. but when im around people that i actually like and am having fun with then i could really give a shit about time lol!

i didn't really drink that much last night though because there was a little techinacal difficulties hahah besides the fact of jumping out the window and having it BREAK! it was exciting though. i ended up having a good night though

not so much confused but more or less excited lol.

anyways, tomorrow i basically start working as a personal assistant. it's actually through the disable patients company i think thats the word to use.. its called OCCK and yeah im gettin paid through them to help my boss because his legs are paralyzed and he owns about 3 businesses so he needs help every now and then!

i wanna go swimming today.

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so within the past two days that i have not updated:

i got hired at two jobs
TPI & i am a personal assistant for a very busy man!

i invested in an ear piercing gun and have gone on a piercing spree asking everyone i know if they want me to shank them for 5 dollars :D. its better than 25+ dollars at claires plus mine are so much more cuter.

i am a retired shoplifter and quit fake baking .. well im going to cut down anyways. lol!!

i made my friend $40 today because i found her some "clients to do hair". it was very exciting. pierced two peoples ears and got mine done today, did this one dudes yesterday and wow this is so exciting . haha

i felt bad because i ditched Rhiannon this morning at 10am to sleep instead of shopping/stealing at this outlet shopping at the Holiday Inn (when they have the name brand clothings for like half price every few months). first she called n i told her i was too tired and didnt want to go. that wasnt the end. she came to my house about an hour and 7 missed phone calls later and rang my door bell and banged on my windows.. i really did not get up because i was still half asleep thinking i was dreaming.

tomorrow i'm going to Bryan's house to start my paper work and look over my hours to see when im available. im debating if i should go to TPI for a few weeks and work full time as much as i can for Bryan while it's still summer and stuff. we'll see after my week training because i get paid for that anyways!

:)

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HAMMERHEAD SOFTBALL!

too bad i missed the group picture ahha this is probably the only game that this many girls will show up to

GO HAMMERETTES.

it was SOOO HOT at in the dugout thingy LOL i dk what its called but u really couldnt breathe and i had some serious sweaty stinky B.O. HAHA it was gross! and i never sweat.. bleh.


i went swimming though today.. it was relieving!

also, i dyed rhiannons hair and i HOPE it looks outstandingly awesome since i only saw it wet. i pierced josh and prestons EAR (NO PLURAL LOL) but they were great ginuea pigs though . and when i got home, not only did i see that my bench from target came in, but so did my duvet cover for my comforter!! HOORAY!

AND AND AND! i helped my cousin pass her drivers permit test!!! i'm still waiting for my present cause well.. shes 18 and she had to get her permit again after it expired last april .. its ok tho! cause i hope i helped haha

finished off with and ice cream cone and cheeseburger

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ITS SO F'N HOT OUT!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA

well i tried to clean my inflatable pool to swim in it again and it was so nasty hah so i didnt bother.

on the plus side i went to Kmart today and got some

BODY WAXING KITS!

and some blonde hair bleach.

HOORAH!

does anyone wanna give me a brazilian wax or bleach my hair?!

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