so lets see... the best things that happend in 2006..

i met soo much new people and a lot of new friends..

i may have lost contact but i kno they are still there

i ended a relationship that was over a year long.. and began a new one 6 months later.. and it's been the best decision of my life so far

i went to three funerals within two weeks.. i lost my grandparents and a good friend.. but i thank him everyday for bringing all of us together..

my mom got married, my dad found a boo, my sister got divorced and i changed bed rooms..

i had a few revaltions.. and i've been on the party side lately

but as for 2007

the main thing i'll be doing is listening to my dad, not letting anyone take me for granted, keeping my word, and dont take shit from anyone.

probably some other stuff

but oh well



happy new years nutang!

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i wanna fuck you..

akon feat. snoop dogg - i wanna fuck you


as the year is starting to wind down to 2007..things keep gettin worse! i knew this year was gonna be bad.. and i hope next year is a lot better.

so i got pulled over the other day and got my car searched because they thought they smelled burnt marjuana.. haha what a bunch of losers. too bad you didnt find it in my car bitches! >=(

it's been almost a month since travis has been gone.. damn and this is the 3rd sunday since he's been gone.. i think about you so much panama.. and my grandparents too. whenever i hear aaliyah - miss you .. i cant help to break down and cry.

BLAH!! i made a lot of new friends lately since P's been gone though.. panama hung out with a lot of different people.. and we definetly got to get to all know each other and shared all of our fine times with eachtoehr..

well anyways.. as for guys. hha they are real cool right now.. they are either playin too many games or not enoough.. ahha

laterzzz

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so these past couple of weeks have been the roughest in my life by far.

my grandfather passed away on 10/19 (not last thursday but the one before) and his funeral was the following monday. that whole week itself was rough, but i made it up by partying with my friends friday and saturday and seeing people that i havent seen lately. i ran into one of my friends that i hardly ever seen but i was tight with him, Travis Kresge aka Panama! friday i remember he wanted to dance with me sooo bad but i was too drunk to even say yes and i said no way ur too crazy!! because he really was! he was gettin freaky with the table, LOL. saturday night i really thought he was having fun.. we took tons of pictures together and he looked hot and fly as fuck. little did i know that he was going to take his own life away the following day. i wont say that he was a best friend, because if i was then i honestly think that i could've talked him out of it. a lot of people come to me with help and they do listen or take some mind into it.

i didn't go to school today because i was still hurting and i wanted to be there for my friends. yeah.. well after i thought i was feeling better after being with my friends i got a phone call from my cousin, sayin that my grandmother was in the hospital and that he doesnt think she's going to make it. as i got there they said she was gone.

its hard.. but all i can do is stay strong and be there for my friends and family.


me and travis on his last night out..im just happy that i got to see and be with him for a little. :(

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i'd have to say...

WEEZY F. BABY IS THE BEST RAPPER ALIVE!

DEFINITELY LOVE HIM!

... well i've been working and so.. saving up that chedda .. and i decided to go to the Up Close and Personal concert in kansas city on Sunday!

and i really did get up close and personal! well juts close.. i didnt get to meet them or nothign. I FUCKING WISH! .. so worth the money.

neyo is pretty fine himself too..

i didnt get any pics of chris brown cuz i was too busy singin to his songs!

.. that was my real man of the night though! tj is pretty much the best road trip partner so far .. thanks for making the trip possible by transportation!! ahah

SCHOOL IS A BITCH, WHATS NEW!

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so according to my last entry, i was pretty heated and had some problems with friends. well i still do, i find out new things everyday.

since ever since i can remember, i've almost always had more guy friends than girls ,besides my sisters and their friends. they're grown and gone and so are their friends, leaving me with nothing but the guys i've grown up since i was born. so i'm used to it and i adapt easier to them and stuff.

well towards the end of my junior year (last year) i started to be good friends with a boy and hes still like my best friend and so i hung out with all of his boys and stuff which is also the guys in my class, so it was no suprise to them and stuff. so over the summer they were all i ever saw n kicked it with.

now since the incident in my last entry i felt like i've lost all of those guys! the girls are ok, but theres nothing better than smoking a blunt or drinkin a beer with all the guys, just chillin and stuff. i guess i messed up on my own, but i know that they dont see me as innocent teresa drinking a beer and smoking weed, they see me as slutg irl teresa who's goal is to get with the whole class. NOT TRUE!! .. and to believe that one of my own guy friends said that about me.

i was shocked to hear it, but i dunno. friends are hard people to trust.

lately i've just been really depressed .. and i dont know why. i guess its just people who i thought were my friends were talking about me. it changes my input in a lot of ways and how i see myself.

i guess it's true, the one thing in people that we hate is the things that we hate about ourselves. something like that..

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so the past few weeks has been pretty hectic for me. i've learned the some people really AREN'T that afraid to tell on you. maybe it's just me though, i shouldn't have done anything that people would tell on me for, right?

for one, i got ISS last week because my teacher snitched on me. i was pretty mad.. and another thing is that girls aka bitches really do anything to ruin your lives to make them happy. dont you think that if you told someone a secret when you were friends, you'd have the decencey to keep that secret even if you hated them with a burning passion? i mean, i can't guaruntee that i could keep it to myself, but i'd gossip and shit about it, but i wouldn't tell the person straight up about what that person said about them. get it?

i wouldn't flat out say 'blah blah blah said this about you' .. unless they were my BEST FRIEND and they deserved to know at that flat out moment. not so many months later when you KNOW for a fact that they said it just to piss you off and start drama.

life has been really rough lately.. and it's making me so nervous.

my cousins 12 year anniversary from his death was this sunday, i went to see him and it looked like i was the only one who had gone to see him. i was hoping that it'd work on my karma and stuff. maybe it didnt maybe it hasnt came around yet.

i'm not making a big deal about these happenings though, seeing how i'm just going accept the things that happen to me and not deny it or try to argue. things happen for a reason, ya know?

.. school tomorrow, i hate it.

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