On a friends blogsite I happen to come across a quote that summed up everything a relationships is meant to be.

"Girlfriend, I know Valentines day is suppose to be a day for fancy cards and sentimental poems, but what i want to say isn't fancy.. its not exactly poetry either.. I just want to tell you that being with you is one of the easiest things I do. It's also one of the funnest, one of the nicest.. and one of the smartest"

Does it come clearer than this? In a true relationship it is easy to be with that person, which is why we are with them. Easier being with them than not being with them. But we make up complications and parmaters concerning relationships so its a lot more analytical and indepth than it should be. A relationship should be based on the simple fact we enjoy being with each other, and they make us happy. Obviously all of us have different wants and needs that need to be satisfied on top of the relationship which confuses/contradicts the initial idea. We tend to look for things in our partner that we are lacking within ourselves instead of fixing our own goals/problems. We want someone who is rich/powerful/beautiful/ambitious or any other criteria mainly because we are scared that we ourselves cannot achieve those goals ourselves and hope our partner can fufill them.

A partner shouldn't be someone we base our insecurities on, someone we rely on. They should be someone who is there along with you in life who makes you enjoy life, and makes life worth living. I don't know the future , but I want to be with someone who doesnt care about being rich or powerful, but happy just that I am with them as I am of them.

At the end of the day money is just a piece of paper and power is just a delusion that makes you pretend you enjoy life more. To be with that special person and to know that you and that person will always thrive no matter where you are, thats true power. The power to always be together no matter what.

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Now I officially given up on caring about girls in anyway, I am finding out how EASY it is to pick up girls. Today at one club I was with no less than 10 girls. Guys all around us were looking on with jealousy as we were with some of the most attractive girls there. While many guys came in groups of 6, me and my friend were surrounded constantly by different girls at different periods of the night.

Now I took girls a lot less seriously and treated them like guys and without all the need to impress them, I got along with them just fine. I stayed up at some girls house where we played strip poker till 7am in the morning (arriving there at 5am).
They cheated and refused to take off their clothes 3times after I won all 3times!

Now I realise how much potential I have with my social life that I have when girls figure out how much potential money I am worth and I happen to be someone who does not care to date them. They even cooked me noodles.

My next few days of social life is all filled with different girls, purely based on friendship. Dinner at the girls house, day after lunch with a japanese girl whose going to tutor me japanese, and dinner at a thai restraunt with a thai girl.
Ah the joys of living in the city and living 3min walk from some of the hottest asian chicks here. Can life get any better? Home cooked meals by females, girls paying for dinner.. HMMM.

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Parents always assume they know whats best for you no matter how old you may be. Even at my age and not living with my parents I get bossed around constantly on what foods to eat, what clothes to wear and how I should behave. I guess my parents really don't like the line of occupation I am involved in, but really every parent has to accept that their kid has grown up and are willing to make the choice whether for good/bad. Parents want you to live the game of life the safe way which is probably the most logical method of living, but personally I like to gamble depending on the odds. Perhaps if I become a parent I will one day behave exactly like them ,but thats something to think about in the future.

In the game of life or poker those that are the boldest while taking reasonable chances are those that succeed. I want more of the slice of the pot than anyone elses, infact I wouldnt mind having the whole kitty to myself. Ah greed.

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Now I am back to my old self again with little care for having a gf or attracting the opposite sex I find it far easier to actually attract chicks. Today I had the pleasure of being the centre of attention from no less than 6girls. Had dinner with one who was so enchanted with my LACK of interest in her she told me "she didn't want to go home." to which I replied "sucked in you don't live in the city."

Next up met some girls that dissed me for wearing poor mans clothes ,but today wearing the same suit I wore to the dinner date I went to the pub where I ran into them bearing an expensive designer suit and a gold watch. Suddenly they became my "best friends" at which point while I was sitting with them I purposily checked out other girls to let them know I was not interested in them. Their specific words "lets be good friends." 4 of the hottest asian girls in the pub vying for my attention while I casually ignored them.. Life was good. Then I saw two unknown strangers who I casually struck up a conversation with them leaving those other girls behind (who promptly went home) and talked to them till the wee hours. The girl that was with me who seemed the decent type thought I was the "playboy" who was aiming at one night stand with her, and kept on giving me the cold shoulder all night. But when it became obvious that my sole interest in her was for an interesting chat and I made it clear I wanted to go home and sleep , she asked me to stay longer and asked me for my phone number.

In 1 day I had more successes with girls than I have had in the past 6months.
The moral of the story is girls like guys who look rich, act rich and act as if they can get any girls they want and arent interested in them which I did all night. I don't care for any girl right now or for a long time, but I like the knowledge I have figured out the dating game at last.

Don't care if I don't date another girl again in my life thanks to a certain person , but its interesting to finally figure how girls think. Someone friendly yet uninterested, someone rich or powerful, someone witty yet serious. Style of clothes, mannerism, type of conversation all can change whether you can attract the girl or not. AH the irony. The moment I DONT CARE TO DATE ANOTHER GIRL OR SEE ANOTHER GIRL EVER AGAIN is the day I understand how girls work.

BAH.

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It's been an amusing few days. Business tensions, business successes and social downfalls and social successes.

On one hand, we are getting prepared to go to war in the distant future, with the artillery to wage war on an army, due to conflicting business interests with certain individuals. Business successes in that alliances are formed and getting stronger and money is flowing freely.
Social downfalls in that I have purposily removed myself or made a target of certain people I was interested in to remove my weaker side of myself and meglomaniac obsessed in seizing power. It's funny that certain readers really think what I write is a joke, and I am some "net geek". I am sure most readers create a more cold and spiteful self. Social successes in that money and power is starting to bring me more attention from individuals outside my circle.

A certain someone hurt me deeply and I really am an empty shell now. Where once there was ideal dreams in becoming a reclusive philosopher lies a who know me in real life will know I rarely joke and how serious I am. Actually I look like a geek in real life, and maybe I am some geek who likes to live a fantasy world hiding behind some computer trying to get aknowledgment of his existence.

"And when he had opened the second seal, I heard the second beast say, Come and see. And there went out another horse that was red: and power was given to him that sat thereon to take peace from the earth, and that they should kill one another: and there was given unto him a great sword." Revelations.

Back to my annoying self online.
http://connect.tickle.com/group/msg/thread.html?threadid=104213
Watch me tear a girl apart.

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