today nuthing much happened except that every one in chorus was either in a bad mood or just too quiet.this was creeping me out, i cant stand when my friends are quiet when normally they r as loud as they can get. today i also heard stories of previous chorus and what they were doing when they went to state. i heard stuff about my friend pedro that surprised me, and to think that least obvious person in chorus can be so perverted? oh well, i guess theres more to a person than meets the eyes.

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right now i m in chorus listining to the other choir (womens). nuthing much has happened thats much of interest except for the fact that my older brother tends to philosiphy everything he can. he makes it everything seem deeper than what it is and frankly i already know what he is trying to do, he is trying to Expand my mind, but i already know these stuff. but he thinks i m just being stubborn because i m not paying any attention, so basically he tells mesomething and i dont react the way he wants me to so he tends to call me stubborn and that i dont care what people think. isnt this fucked up? i mean i cant tell him crap...

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i havent written anything since monday because i have been busy with my sophomore project and nothing interesting has happened.aside from all this, recently i have been feeling that somethings big is going to happen, it feels like a bad feeling and i know something IS going to happen. i m like 95% right on these things. i dont know why but when it comes to weird things like this, i m pretty sure i the weirdest. i mean i how often can u tell what someone is about to say b4 they say it? i an do it atleast a couple times a day and i gets more often every couple months or so.not only that, but like i can sense when my friends are coming towards me,but not so often.some of my dreams have come true in the recent past b4,and the last time i was with my mom in walmart she went to look for some car oil while i got left behind looking for the cart, after i got the cart i started looking for her. i only knew the area as to where she might be, then all of sudden i felt as if she was diagnally facing ahead of me between the 2 storage stands ( at this point i havent seen her yet) then i started to think that if indeed she was in that direction i would be freaked out, moments later...there she was. i know it sounds as if i making it up,but i can swear it happened.what do you guys think?

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today nothing interesting happened except for the fact that my friend natasha was pissed off at me cause i was joking with this one guy who took my comments seriously (even though clearly i was joking) about our other friend veronika.she supposedly has this reputation (not her actual reputation) of being a slut. i mentioned it to that one guy and he thought i was serious and told my friend natasha about it, so she got pissed off with me because supposedly i m fucking up veronikas actual reputation which is being a good gurl basically.but wat was really upsetting is that natasha got more pissed off at me than the actual victim veronika who forgave me before i even new what was going on.anyways minutes later i set the guy straight and told him that i was joking and not to take anything i say bout n e body seriously. natasha got over the whole thing i however found the situation funny considering the fact that i joke around alot and that an idiot like that one guy actually believed me. i mean common if i was serious about those comments i said, i wouldnt be laughing while saying it and the so called Victim wouldnt be right next to me hearing this conversation that supposedly gave her a bad rep. (it didnt really)

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school opens on monday, i cant wait!!! (sarcastically). the is only one good thing about school and that is spending times with my friends, other than that, it not something i look forward to.my friends and i r some crazy people, from a different point of view ofcourse. if u look at us at lunch we are always doing something crazy every now and then and let me be the one to say, that i still wonder sometimes if we r just metally ill. that comes to mind cause we've all done embarassing shit, but some how alway funny.... i wonder what monday's embarassing moment shall be? i tell u wen it happens...

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its been a while since i wrote in nutang... i havent had time to write n e more cause i have been busy with school and stuff at home. in school i m working hard to improve my musicianship, doing lots of of homework (honors classes srent as fun as they sound), and doing my sophmore quest project which i still havent finished. at home i have been busy taking care of my little brother, makin sure he doesnt get in trouble. i have also been busy avoiding my older brothers questionare as to why i m quiet, and sad looking at all times. as if i m going to tell him. i manage to get him off my tail by saying that that is how i act around my familiy and that i act differently around my friends, which semi true cause i do act different around my friends but i my inner emotions remain the same. P.S. I WILL TRY TO WRITE MORE OFTEN

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