i feel all better now nomore angry feelings hehe

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fuck shit bitch damnit and all and any other curse words i could form wit my fucking tongue.
emotionally i feel like shit so that makes my body feel like shit which makes my day feel even more like shit.
i think im over thinking things or i might not be and it just might b how things r but i hope not.
im wondering if my girl feels the same way as i do
im i doing the rite shit at work
y am i so fucking lazy in skool
i would like to run down the street in my boxers wit a gun in each hand knocking down any motherfucker in my way and blasting holes in the doors of the people i hate instill somebody puts me down. but fuckit thats just how i feel now
fuck shit fuck damn fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
i feel like beating the shit out of some1 just to make myself feel better or i need sex any1 of them things could make me feel better but fighting is something that would make me feel better.
im goin to sleep hoping for a better day tomorrow

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for a senior to go out wit a freshman
comment say wat u think

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the starting of this year is coming along great im having mad fun cant say all the details but it is alot of fun to be me rite now

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Paint It Black (Jagger/Richards)


I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love, both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a newborn baby it just happens ev'ryday

I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black

No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not forsee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes

I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

Hmm, hmm, hmm...

I wanna see it painted black, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun, blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black
Yeah

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HAVE YOU EVER .. ?

[x] been drunk.

[x] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.

[ ] kissed a member of the same sex.

[ ] been to japan.

[x] rode in a taxi.

[x] been dumped.

[x] shoplifted.

[ ] been fired.

[x] been in a fist fight.

[x] had sex.

[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise

[ ] snuck out of your parent's house. - not mine but other peoples' houses

[ ] been arrested.

[ ] made out with a stranger.

[ ] stole something from your job.

[ ] celebrated new years in times square.

[ ] went on a blind date.

[x] lied to a friend.

[x] had a crush on a teacher.

[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.

[ ] been to europe.

[x] skipped school.

[x] thrown up from drinking.

[ ] lost your sibling.

[ ] played 'clue'

[x] had a sleepover party.

[ ] went ice skating.

[ ] dropped x.

[x] cheated on a bf/gf.

[x] been cheated on. maybe...

[ ] had a sweet sixteen.

[ ] had a quinceaera.

[ ] had a car.

[x] drove.

[ ] cut myself on purpose

[x] seen someone die

[ ] been to africa

[ ] driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival

[ ] been to canada

[ ] been to mexico

[x] been on a plane

[x] seen the rocky horror picture show

[ ] Thrown up in a bar

[x] purposely set a part of yourself on fire

[x] eaten sushi

[ ] been snowboarding

[x] met someone in person from the internet.

[ ] been moshing at a concert

[ ] had feelings for someone you knew only online

[ ] had plastic surgery

[ ] been in an abusive relationship

[ ] gone to college

[ ] graduated college

[x] tried killing yourself

[x] thought about trying to kill yourself

[x] taken painkillers advil?



ARE YOU .. ?

[ ] ugly.

[ ] pretty.

[x] ok.

[x] bored.

[x] happy.

[ ] bilingual.

[ ] white.

[x] black.

[ ] mexican.

[ ] asian.

[ ] short.

[x] tall.

[ ] grounded.

[ ] sick.

[ ] a virgin.

[x] lazy.

[x] single.

[ ] taken.

[ ] looking.

[x] not looking.

[ ] talking to someone.

[x] IMing someone.

[ ] scared to die.

[x] tired.

[ ] annoyed.

[ ] hungry.

[x] thirsty.

[x] on the phone.

[x] in your room.

[x] drinking something.

[x] eating something.

[ ] in your pjs.

[x] ticklish.

[ ] listening to music



DO YOU .. ?

[ ] have a bf.

[ ] have a gf.

[ ] have a crush.

[x] feel loved.

[ ] feel lonely.

[ ] feel happy.

[ ] hate yourself.

[ ] think youre attractive.

[ ] have a dog.

[x] have your own room.

[x] listen to rap.

[ ] listen to rock.

[x] listen to soul.

[ ] listen to techno.

[x] listen to reggae.

[ ] paint your nails.

[x] have more than 1 best friend.

[ ] play an instrument.

[ ] have slippers.

[x] wear boxers.

[ ] wear black eyeliner.

[x] like the color blue.

[ ] like the color yellow.

[x] cyber. wit girls i know

[x] like to read.

[ ] like to write.

[ ] have long hair.

[x] have short hair.

[x] have a cell phone.

[ ] have a laptop.

[ ] have a pager.

[x] miss someone right now.

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