did u know that today is cinco de mayo? haha i didnt, until people were talkin bout eatin all this mexican food in spanish.

-Last night..idk how last night was. i got on the bus, and this bitch was givin me madd dirty looks, and when i went to go up their and say somethin to her, she was off the bus. I was kinda mad. If she gives me one dirty look today i swear to god, my boot will be soo far up her ass, she will be shittin out her mouth for the rest of her life.
-Thanks for the hott ass pic brooke. haha. :-P
you do look blazed off ur ass in it.
-Dave took the sign that said 'Ruth is a slut" off the Front of the bus. i dont care cause i onli fucked 2 guys. Dont matter. Everybody on the bus thought it was hilarious. muhahaha. and the coolest thing bout the sign is, i made it. I wanted to right "Ruth is a slut" all over the ceilin of the bus but dave wouldent allow it. haha.

-Well anyways, I got home..i ate and went straight to sleep. I slept from 2:45-3:30
then i woke up and got online till bout 5:00. talked to poof for a bit and sam.
two best girlies ever. woot woot. Then at 5:00 i got really tired and went to sleep.
i slept till bout 8:45--ooops sorry shawna for not bein online :X
They woke me up for work. yaa that was awesome. ''had to be their'' moments. haha. We got done at bout 10:00 and we jus hung out. When we got home @ about 11:00 i did the dishes then i got back online till bout 12:30 but shhh...haha
--See shawna..i WAS on. haha. At bout 12:30 i got off the computer and called amanda. I talked to her for bout 15 minutes. I told her i'd call her back but then i decided to watch some maury, then i went to sleep. Sorry amanda. :X
haha

-Today has been okay.
Me and Jen [[ poof ]] aint very talkative. i hope i dont lose this one too. blahh.
I walk her to class and she jus walks. We have a weird friendship i guess. but its awesome at the same time. She wants me to go to one of her softball games
cause she has home games, 3 days in a row. So i think ima be a good friend and go to tomorrows i think. I LOVE YOU POOF!!! :)
-mod 1 was jus note taken. joy joy.
-mod 2 i got bitched at for not playin gym...efff that.
-mod 3 i was really late only cause alex wanted me to be..we took notes.
-mod 4 We had 2 read that stupid book all mind..zzZZzzz
-mod 5 was okay. lunch is lunch..what more can ya say?
-mod 6/7..i spent the 1st ten minutes in the computer lab, then when the lunch bell rang i went to that lunch. good times. I love that lunch mod. This kidd was really hott and idk..i'd tap that ;) Jen laughed at me for that :( what a nice friend huh? lol juss kiddin jen.
-mod 8/9 which is now is boring. The regular teacher is back and she is a bitch. i know me and her wont be gettin along. haha. ill tip her wheelchair over. haha

The freakin weekends almost here, and i hope i can hang out with saysha, or sam.
I miss them both oh soo much. haha.

Poof-we are hangin out monday if it is nice. lol. but only if it is nice. :P

but i'm gon go. i will write in this tomorrow i guess.

Peace.

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is havin a few ups and major downs.

Last night, i was really mad at some stuff so i dont know. i think im gon move out of my cousins, jus cause its nothin but drama and i dont think her rents really want me their. Just because im a failure....

Ohhh ya and the house almost burnt down. Cant forget bout that. I was in the 'Teleivison room' when i see the g'pa and my cousin joey runnin around sayin get some water. [[We were watchin Maury]] so im like oookkaayyy??..missy why are they runnin around like idiots and gettin water? and she goes out n checks and the whole stove is on fire. Big ass flames. some retard put pot holders on the bottoms thing of the oven..and its a GAS oven. durr durr.
But what was kinda funny was when missy jus sat their starin at it like a lil retard. Like it was okay to have flames shootin up from a stove. lol. she thought it was quite amusin. After they got it out it smelt really bad, like major gas. i thought i was gon vomit. i had 2 go outside and stand for like 5 minutes. The dog was scared shitless, he wouldent go near the kitchen for like an hr. And of course, every fire detector thingy was goin off. AHHH i jus wanted to shoot myself. haha
The fish tasted like shit after that too. lmao

I woke up late this a.m..but i still had time to smoke atleast half a cigarette. :)
I got on the bus, and that was okay. I seen Sam today!! :-D

Mod 1 and 2 (Earth science double) was annoyin. i kinda bitched the teacher out.
she thinks she is gon take my break away cause i was late. eff that. i told her i would jus walk out cause thats break is my time, not hers. then she tried makin me do a lab. PSH i did it after bitchin bout that too. God i already learned bout P-waves and all that crap in EFA this year. Besides, i onli have 16 labs in, i cant take the regents. Then after that we had questions out of the red review book. Yet, i already did the same page in EFA so i refused to do it. She yelled at me for that. i told the dumb bitch i already did it once and i wasent gon do it again. I soo hate this teacher.

Mod 3-was okay. we had a quiz i think i failed. haha oh well. Alex wasent in class.
So it was really boring. Then my screw to my glasses fell out and i finally realized it after the screw was missin completely, so i had 2 walk down to the nurse and get a new screw in. Shit is too long for my glasses. i look totally gay. haha. ewww
i didnt get in trouble today for wanderin the halls though!! :)

Mod 4-was okay, we jus had our unusual conversations. nothin exciting.

Mod 5-lunch was awesome. the ppl at my table stole my nutty butter bars. :( so i gave it away and then i smashed it right in the kids face. haha. Stupid allen.
they have this joke about spoons, and they always give me a spoon. haha we wont go into details bout that. But i love the ppl at my table. I miss chyllun in the library with my biatches in elmira though. :( haha

Mod 6/7- blah i was in the lunch room and the comp lab. Nothin exciting. I have to many study halls now. haha. But i hung out with Jenn and Brittany and them.

Mod 8/9-i jus chilled alone on the comp lab. Cause i had nothin to do.

Mod 10- woo i stayed up the whole class. I focused.. on tyler. lol. hes so cute.
shawna was tellin me some nasty but funny ass info bout someone in our class.
hahaha..Shawnas cool.

Mod 11-which is now..im finishin this up. I have to tell u bout this bitch.
She said i was annoyin and she cant stand me, but the dumb bitch shouldent be talkin cause shes a lil fuckin freshman who thinks she is all cool with her funky ass outfits. I'm not the one yellin at people on the bus. I guess me and her got somethin in common cause i dont like the bitch either. Im not gon instigate it, but if she wants to fight ill try. I aint gon look all scared and shit. Hopefully she is on the bus today. :) She needs to learn how to say shit to ppl's faces instead of to the persons really good friend. haha. Brittany said somethin to this girl too. haha.
I heard it was hilarious. But damn, its already 2:00 and i godda bounce. Meet jenn at her locker by 2:10..god i cant wait to lv. last 10 minutes of school..woot woot!

Peace

Oh and hey poof and thanks for holdin me down! :) BFFFFFF

Brittany-haha ur freakin hilarious. thanks girl! ly

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the past week has had its ups n downs.

thursday night i think it was, Tyler broke up with me. Which i kinda care but dont cause all we ever did was make out. ahh. i still like him kinda.

Friday i jus hung out. i never did go to the skycheifs baseball game, which was okay i guess. We had a pep rally mod 11. that had 2 be the GAYEST thing i have ever seen. Whooo...we sat their and watched all the spring sport teams come up and say "EAGLES". Alex and i also got in trouble for wonderin the halls. i got in more cause she got away. So i had 2 answer soo many questions. He said i was supposed to get in trouble. Efff that. Friday night at like 4am i tried watchin texas chainsaw massacre. I passed out b4 the girl shot herself.

Saturday, Sam was supposed to come over. But that never worked out either. I also tried callin kym. She was hangin out with her sam. I went and hung out with brittany. Shes soo cool. I also tried watchin texas chainsaw massacre again at 3:00am but i passed out. i pretty much own the movie now. :)
Hey kym-- remember when i was at ur house and we watched it..haa good times.

Sunday, lets see...i did absolutely nothin. i talked to kym for awhile. Oh ya and they finally finished my room so i was finishin unpackin and stuff. It looks like my old room kinda. haha but no computer:( thats out in the dinin room..maybe i can sneak my comp from my dads up here :) haa i wish.

Yesterday, school was awesome. I came home did homework and hung out. Jenn finally told me what was wrong. Me and Jenn are like sisters, we are VERY close and we tell eachother EVERYTHING. all last week i was upset and she was the only one that was really their for me. She was by myside through it all and i thank her almost everyday. But ya her weekend wasent very good. I almost cried when she told me what happened. im jus glad it turned out okay. I hate to see that girl sad. Its like, even if she tells me she is fine, i can see that she isent. Same thing with me, if im not okay she knows. We have wrote soo many deep notes, like serious notes, and ya. It jus makes us even closer. Everytime you see one of us, the other is right by there side. I always meet her at her locker and walk her to class. My cousin hates it cause she is sick of seein us together. haha oh well. i love my poof and thats all that matters! :) Also, Sam was upset and worried too. I had to help her cheer up atleast a lil. I hope i did a good job. I love sam too. Shes one of my best friends. Speakin of best friends, i heard some very interestin news. My lil sevey got it done. uh-oh :) Friday was a really good night for her, if u know what i mean. I'm proud of her in a way, i kinda wish she woulda waited till she was atleast 16. But oh well. The boy she did it with is madd hott too so that makes me even more proud of her. ooOOooohh and Saysha called me at liek 4:00, which was suprisin. i wanna hang out with her this weekend. But idk yet.

Today has been goin okay. Tyler dont like me like that. *sigh* oh well, theirs other fish in the sea. I have class with him next, and not only that, he sits 2 seats behind me. ahhh. :X shawna sits between us so she is my excuse for lookin at him. haha Shawna's awesome. I skipped gym today but shh..i had to run from the assistant principal, and man i felt like i was runnin from the cops. i felt bad cause poof came out of her class and i was like "runnn". lol. i didnt stop and talk to her. i feel kinda bad. haha. I kinda hate my new schedule. i got it switched again, dropped photography. Now i have:
1) Earth Science
2) lab or Gym
3) math
4) english
5/6)lunch
7/8)study hall
8/9)study hall
10) Global
11) Study hall
I dont live 5 minutes walkin distance from the school anymore so i cant jus go home early er for lunch and my 2 study halls. :(

But im gon go, bells about to ring.
Byeee!

Elmira in like 2 weeks...uh oh!! :-D

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was great. i know im a lil late but who cares right? as long as i tell you b4 its acient history.

The first friday of spring break, i went bowlin. oh man was it fun. I got to talk on the microphone thing to everybody, we ordered pizza, my aunt got drunk. Oh ya did i mention i fell right down the lane. The old guy workin their...aka my dawwgie laughed at me and announced it to everybody "we have a fall on lane 5" I coulda cried. lmao but everybody was laughin so its okay. PJ bowled with us 2. i love that kidd. After bowlin go done at 12:30 the kids were all outside runnin in the parkin lot till bout 1:00am. Then we went home and chilled on the comp till 4. And fucked around with PJ for a while. Finally went to sleep at bout 7:00 am sat.

Sat I woke up at bout 1:30 and got right in the shower. I got ready for the day quick. PJ and dillion were still here, along with everybody else so me and my 2 older cousins went and layed out in the sun for most the day cause it was soooo damn nice. We also went for a walk and played volleyball. At bout 7:30 dinner was ready and everybody went home. I ate then it was time for flashlight tag. I love flashlight tag. Its fun here cause theirs alot of hidin spots, big dark yards and nobody goes down Stump road. We came in at bout 1:00 and then jus watched television until we passed out.

Sunday i had 2 wake up at 9:30 cause i had 2 go to church. Oh flippin joy. it wasent that bad...Josh stopped in, mmm mm that boy look dumb good!! ;) He amde church go by fast. they have a small teen class.I know pretty much everybody ethat goes their so its fun. At 12:30 we went home, i ate[of course] and watched television. I watched some of 'Cold Creek Manor' . Then Josh came stopped by. I hung out with him and everybody else until 5:00. Then i went to the park and chylled until 8:30. Then again, we played flashlight tag until 1:00am
Then came in and chatted online. YAY

Monday we woke up at like 10:30 and jus hung out. we then went to the park and jus hung out their for awhile. We went to the park also. Then we had 2 go 'uptown' and get some things. Monday was a very boring day kinda. It was fun but boring. We played flashlight again until 12:30.

Tuesday Family came over and so i had to play with kids all day. Which was okay sometimes. They got annoyin though. Their were 2 bikes which were PJ's and Joeys and we pedalled our fat asses to the park without askin. We didnt get caught though 0 8-) We never get caught..so its all good. Oh ya and PJ still hasent left since friday. But its okay cause i love PJ. After work we played Flashlight tag. Brooke spent the night which was really cool. We had to come in at bout 1:00am and we chylled with the boys till 4:20 cause missy had an attitude cause we left her for the boys since she was ignorin on and on the phone with adam. Oh well. We watched some very naughty movies. 0 8-) haha :-x
At bout 5:00 Brooke and i decided to go to sleep. We were scared to pass out so we jus talked for bout half hr. Woke missy up, you know..the good stuff.

Wed-We woke up at bout 11:30 and missy had an attitude and family was annoyin so i decided to go to brookes for awhile. We chylled and she got ready to hang out with Jamie and mikey. I got to meet jamie and lemme tell ya, he look good. But hes brookes and i aint lettin no guy get between me and a really good friend. I love Brooke too much to hurt her. But anyways, i got a ride home and jus chylled and watched television. My great aunt came up from out of state and so i played with her son and crap. We didnt play flashlight tag.

Thursday was awesome. I sat online for half the day waitin for Sams mom to get home. So she could come over. It was awesome. She came over at bout 7:00 and We went and walked round the block and "ventured" for a bit, then we were at heathers old house when missys rents pull off lookin for us. They didnt see us so we got to miss work thank god. We were home alone for a good 3 hrs. We jammed to some music, got online, i got to talk to this really hott boy named mark who i miss oooohh sooo much and we jus chylled. Ohh ya and we played some baseball inside. Boy oh bnoy i can not pitch OR bat. :-x It was awesome. At bout 10:30 we went out and played Flashlight tag. Sam, me and missy ran to the park tryin not to get caught. We were goin to get brooke and them. We went through yards, got chased by a dog, and everything. We find the ppl and brooke cant play cause she has 2 go home in like 20 min and so their was no point. We snuck back home, not cuttin through to many yards but like 2, It was 11:30 and a dog started barkin n it scared the shit out of me. Lemme tell ya, it made me feel like i was runnin from the cops. I tripped over a stick and then there were leaves and sticks and shit and i was freakin out then Sam helped me through the nasty crap. I love sam. But then we started playin Flashlight tag, and Jamie, Mikey, Tyler, Sean and Dillion pull up and decide to play. It was awesome. At bout 12:30 we came in and watched television. I made a bologna Sandwich, but sam ate most of it. Which was okay, she shared. lol. We watched musiic videos and what not until 2:30 then Sam insisted we watched 'The Notebook'. I deff fell asleep. God that movie is soo gay. lol. no offense kym. I gave Sam the dvd cause i hated it. I was like u can have it cause it'll jus sit on the shelf and collect dust anyways. Then we went to bed. We didnt go to sleep cause Sam suddenly got hyper. Ahhh..She was hilarious. She was scarin missy with all these moanin sounds and stuff. lmao. Then Sam kept makin this chucky face at me and it like haunted me. AHHH..We finally got to sleep at bout 7:00am.

Then we had 2 get up at 10:30 friday so sam could go hang out with andy.
Pj was still at the house, since friday. I bummed around pretty much all day cause i was soo tired. I went to the parque and creek and stuff. We didnt play flashlight tag so i jus hung out and fucked around with PJ. I stayed up till 7:00am

I woke up at 2:30 saturday so i didnt have much of a saturday. i jus hung out and stuff. Sam was supposed to come over so i got all ready for the day right when i got up. I got online at bout 3:00 and Sam said she didnt wanna come over cause she wasent in the mood. She was really upset, which i understand. So i jus hung out sat. I tried callin Brooke but of course, no answer.

Sunday was the last day of break. I stayed up till 6:00am sunday and woke up at like noon. i didnt have to go to church. i was so tired. I watched television, got online and walked aorund skaneateles falls. We walked through the woods 2. :)
PJ finally went home sunday mornin.
i didnt do any homework over break...ooops :x

I called my mom over vacation, she was supposed to come up on sunday but she never did. ahh well, whats new? ya know.

I also called mcdonalds sunday for stacey. She really hurt me badd..i almost cried my eyes out but i held it all in. It was very depressing. i was bummed for the rest of the day. But oh well whats new, my life is goin downhill anyways.

But im gon go, this isent even all of my vacation but i dont wanna write this entry anymore.

Bye!

Sam- i freakin love you!! 8)

Kym-i'll call u sometime. i miss you

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was great!!!

im in school writin this while hangin out with my girl brittany. She got her tongue done...its awesome, im so jealous. lol.

Today has been awesome, i always hang out with brittany for most the day, dont ask how i always manager when we have no classes together. And i dont really skip..its jus i walk out of class without the teachers knowin..shhhh :)

Today we got our math quizzes back. I know kym, ur prolly like "you prolly failed" but i didnt!! i got a 75..wooo..People failed it and they were their for the whole lesson/unit thing. I was jus their for the review. Im really proud of myself. We are doin proofs now...remember those kym. We tried doin em together but since both of us had no idea how to do it, we jus didnt do it. I got a pic to prove it too :) God i miss kymmie. We had so many good times. Cant wait, maybe memorial weekend i will get a ride to come down. Deff gon try to hang out with kym. BAM

Saysha is finally off grounded..ya she was grounded all break. kinda pdepressing. i miss her soo much. lol.

Sooo my g'rents found out i smoked. I dont care. I cant help it. But its okay. They didnt threaten to kick me out er anything. i jus godda try and quit. They want to have a talk with me and my cousin. About guys i guess. ahhh...
Maybe i will be able to let my boyfriend in the house. yaaa

I really like Tyler, people want me to dump em, but im not gon. We dated like 20 times and we obviously are good for eachother if we keep goin back to eachother.

But idk im gon go, i will continue this entry when i get home, er mod 11.
And actually talk bout my spring break. its too long to jus write about in one period.

Sam- i know how u read this so here goes a shout out to you.. I freakin love you.
hahaha this weekend hopefully ;)

Sooo long and Gooodnight. :)

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WOOOHOOO!!!

spring break is 2 hrs and 20 minutes away!!!
im so glad we had school today, i made madd plans today.
if their wasent school, i wouldent have so many plans.
i have plans but idk i kindda wanna go down to el-town n chyll
and maybe go to my moms after a loonngg ass time.
but im gon go.
bye!!!

tyler=mmm mmm mm
i love you baby :)

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