Work's so stress
I have no rest
Bosses are always demanding
That is so irritating

I have to wear a smile
To walk many more miles
I look at our ring
And remember the way you sing

I didnt wan to see you go
I didnt wan to hear u say goodbye
I close my teary eyes
And wiped my tears dry

Without you where do I belong?
Without you how can I go on?
Tell me how am I supposed
To live my life without you

Thinking of you is all I can do
Loving you is what my heart feels.

-I MISS YOU BABY. *LOVE YOU*-

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The Desperados from Friendster:

(Firstly, this guy send me this, and i din reply)
hi there, how are you? Just happen to saw your
profile and wish to get to know hi you and be
friend with you. Hope we can get to know each
other more. Hope to hear from you soon... Meanwhile take
good care and have a nice day. Hear from you
soon! u can contact me 8133xxxx mi
singaporean
Yours Sincerely,
Danny Rodrigues

(Then, the same guy send another msg.. funny thg, his number is different liao, lol)
hi there, how are you? Just happen to saw your
profile and wish to get to know hi you and be
friend with you. would be better to understand each
other more thru a phone chat. u can contact me
9097xxxx/ 8160xxxx when u are free. i am fluent
on
the
phone as i find myslef quite fun to chat with on the
phone, not used to chatting online, seldom use the
computer for chatting. sorry if my reply came late
as a result of my un frequent use of my computer
Me> singaporean. Worked for the goverment and
ST , living at Tampines now..Am very sincere to
make friends with you, really hope we have the
chance to start knowing each other as friends
Yours Sincerely,
danny rodrigues

(The 2nd desperado. I din reply him as well, lol)
hi, Rong Cai here. im 22 tis yr n hope to make
friend wif u. if can, can u reply mi mah? thanx.....

(The 3rd desperado. of cuz he doesnt hav my email. i dun even noe him. *faint*)
erm.. can u add me cos i dun have urs e-mail ...
btw sorry to ask u to add me ... btw my e-mail is
([email protected]) xie xie wor...

(The 4th desperado. A little more polite than de rest? lol)
HI Jacqueline this is kelvin from
singapore nice to meet u hmm nice smile
how about letting me know how to add u

kelvin

(The 5th desperado. He spelled his own name wrongly. lol)
hi jacqueline
i'm seabastian and i would like to know u.
are u working or studying now?
watched any movies lately?
u are fr manjusri as well?
btw nice pics u got there,.
seb

**All the above are non-edited. That was how the desperados wrote, word for word, line by line (lol). Only contact number & email were kept confidential. (im stil good to protect it for them rite? wahahah *jokes*)

[dear is away for his outfield camp. *cries* no calls from him for 2 nites. *sob* cant wait for u to bookout dear. :) thanks for sacrificing ur slp last nite to cor me, even after lights out. really appreciate tt thought my baby. *hugs* it hurts to see u so emotional and i cant do anythg except to tell u, i'll b fine, i'll b ok, i'll tk care of myself, and i'll be waiting for ur return, dun worry okie? *smiles* take good care of urself dear, will be waiting for ya! :p work's getting better each day. very happy there's a little more things to do now and den, and i feel better wif my colleagues liao, not so outcast le. hope eevrythg is going smoothly for u, my precious. *muack* remember ur promise hor! hee..*love you*]

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bah~ i dun like Sunday nites. cos tml is a Monday. *sob* =( meaning its back to work. *sulks*

headed to PS yest, planning to get dear's stuff tt he ordered (lol) me to get fr Carrefour, for his field camp. it was a Saturday, so yea everywhere was packed like hell, kp bumpin into ppl..grr~

met Joanne for a late lunch last minutedly, since she had no plans too, and we haven seen each other for ages! :p lunch was @ Pastamania, yum yum! hee~ we chatted bout work.. bf.. life.. more importantly, de focus was on SCB (my prev workplc). heh. so bloody irritating, hearing wad she told me.. wad those ppl are sayin bout us etc. even wen we arent thr anymore, we're stil so 'popular'! haha. i tink we made a name for ourselves. LOL~

its really ridiculous la.. tis officer, after i left, kept comparing me wif de new ger hu took over me. she's been thr for 1.5 mths liao, but stil cant do de job alone ok. wen i wen thr, i was only given 1wk to learn, afterwhich, im alone! i cor for help, also no one help leh. aiya, no choice, i dun hav tt mei li rite. hmph~ now, 3 ppl are helping her.. wth?! there are many shitty things i heard, overall, that plc is really hell! actually, its worse than hell! de ppl thr are scary! cant b bothered since both of us hav our own jobs liao. *smiles*

we window-shopped, den headed to Bugis for short while. afterwhich, i left to mit my parents. while waiting for dem, i wen to de temple to pray, and blur me.. got to de wrong meeting place! *faint* i was at the OG Albert Complex waiting for my parents, but in fact, dey told me to mit at de Chinatown outlet! sheesh. *dumb dumb*

so after i finally met dem (lol), we spent our dinner waiting for practically 1 hour (lol). my parents wanted to try de famous claypot rice at Smith Street or sth... walk walk.. found it.. den tadah, muz wait for 1 hr! LOL~ we waited eventually, but meantime ordered other dishes to makan. *greedy* food was quite nice :)

got home, had to slp early, but being the gossipy-me, i was on de fone wif June til 1+. lol.. it was a nice talk tho. giv me a ring wen you're free ya! :)

i practically couldnt slp de whole nite after hanging dwn de fone. cos im scared i wun b able to wake up in time de nex dae. LOL~ so i jus kp tossing n turning till it was time for me to open my eyes. haha~

dear's mum came at 7 to pick me up, den we wen off to KAP Mac for breakfast. reached Safti ard 745, and hee we wen straight to dear's bunk! =) gee, he shoved sth into my hand, which he wrote sneakily in his bunk. bah~ a love letter. *blush* he's proud of it, kept pestering me to read it, so yup, here it goes:

To dearie,
Honey bunny, its been quite some time since we've started holding hands. It has simply been a magical journey. Now that im in OCS, cant spend a lot of time wif you. Now tt you're workin and schooling, time aint really our fren anymore. But thinkin bout de effort we put in now for a better future for us, im able to pluck up my courage and 'chiong' forth! its really tough here in OCS, a lot of mental pressure. Your side, i noe u hav work pressure etc. Lets 'chiong' togeda k?

Baby dun worry bout us after my NS k? worry bout how to handle our kids nex time wor. *smiles* and yes, ahem will come soon k? i promise wor. tk gd care of yourself wen im nt ard. I hav u in my heart as a mental support, thus u hav me in ur heart as support hor..

A notice from OCS took me away,

for 9 long months i'll be at array.

Lookin back on de times we had,

How can i bring myself to forget,

Jus to ease the lonely and sad.

Self-consolation doesnt seem to remedy,

Wish for u to be by my side, my sweet dede..

Its as if my life has only greens,

But one thing is for sure,

My heart has only u tt makes it gleam.

Endure and persevere I nid to succeed,

For a better life we shall be.

Fighting for my baby, my love and ur ahem..

Im willing to sacrifice these short 9 months..

So that you'll hav many ahems to come.. =)

Note: ahem - our secret code for sth

-continued fr above
wah i was amazed by tt plc, cos its really huge! wen rd driving n driving, and.. its really BIG. dear's frens are quite funny, hopefully, things go well yea. saw some of dear's officers too, wa lau, dey always forever damn serious lookin face one lo. lol.

we sat dwn in de MESS AUDITORIUM (the only air-coned plc), hearing wad dear had to 'complain' to us. LOL. ha, he's really a baobei, dear's dad came back wif 2 hp, askin him to choose which one he wans lo.. so goooddd! hee. dear has a camera fone now! *smiles* after tt, dear's mum showed us his dad's pictures, taken in New York. so nice! i also wan to go there!! geez. his dad even took wif Goofy! awww~~ only saw his dad a few times.. he actually bought a souvenir bk for me! hee.. *happy*

dear's dad had to return bk, cos his visitor's visa or sth lidat has expired.. he was actually offered a job thr, which pays damn well, but.. heard tt once u come bk to Spore (wen ur visa expires), in order to go bk thr.. u hav to pay 30,000! *faint* his mum was tokin bout some migrating issues (after dear finishes his NS), not sure of de plans, but oh my, migrating? *cries*

bout 10, dear brought me around de plc while his mum wen to buy lunch for him. wif de scorching hot sun.. wah, walk a bit aldy sweat. lol.. managed to see de different places tt he 'live in'. heh.

a computer inside dear's bunk! hee..


oops, i wanted to tk a pic of his bed, lol..


tis is where thr are many flight of stairs.. everyday hav to go up, go down!


the fish pond..


yea de area behind, is the OCS dining hall lor.. damn big..


dear and his fren, Mingyou. they always bicker wen dey see each other..lol..


heh, my precious one.


geez. OCS also got nice flowers to tk picture wif. LOL~


lookin from top to bottom..


gg up the flight of stairs..


to reach the Officer Cadet School! heh..


tis long long route, leads to another Wing aka Company..


thats de parade square..


dear and his buddies..


lastly, us! i am like de only one hu dress until so casual! far too casual until i feel at a wrong plc! cos everybody else was like wearing until so nice.. putting lotsa makeup, doin their hair etc.. im like, in shirt n shorts? and slippers! LOL~


thr was time allocated for us, we had to leave by 1130, so sad rite, only let us in a few hours. *sulk* dear's mum send me to PS, and i waited for an hr for my parents to come (cos we're havin lunch there..zz)! walked de whole of PS dunno how many times sia! lol.. legs screaming liao.
after shopping n only shopping (lol), i finally got home ard 7+. i nid a rest! damn tired~ came home, started packing my messy cupboard, cos mummy was complaining liao. =( it feels so much better, now tt it is neater. hee. *satisfied*

im missing u so much dear. being able to see u today really made my dae. tho it was jus a short 3 hours, i appreciate it! cant wait for u to bookout now! army is so unfair! hmph~ *missing u de moment i left*

P.S 2nd Oct seems like an auspicious day. i hav 2 frens birthday (Xintian & Joanne's bf), and its also Angeline's and cz anniversary. Hope u had lotsa fun babe! stay lovey-dovey always ok! miss u!

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*zoOOoom* one wk's over liao! pretty fast, but stil quite awhile till dear's bookout day. *sob*

going to be my 3rd wk at work, things are going on still ok, except for some small little hiccups. my boss was on leave de whole wk, so ya basically not much to do. everyday, jus stare at de Intranet and read de news. LOL~ if i hav an alternative, of cuz i wun do tt. its bcos, my Internet access is only limited to sites like Yahoo.. Google etc.. so sad rite! *cries* and my com is like.. situated at a wrong position. i am easily seen! so, bad time to be caught surfing! :(

at times, ive nth to do, i offered my help to my colleague. yet sigh, hao ren you hao bao is really not true. ;( she gave me a lot of her work, askin me to help her (since i so free). i willingly said ok, tinkin she mite hav to stay late at work if i dun help, wad did i see man? her surfing the net! lookin at some forums..!! and im a newbie wad, i help, but not sae i noe how to do also ma. so wen i ask her for help, initially, she had some patience to tell me wad to do, but after a few times, tink she got fed up wif me le, ask me to try myself den send to her. ok lor, den i send to her, she complained sae i do no gd la.. muz practice more.. blah blah blah, in a very not so nice tone. *sigh* once, wen our big boss ask us to email her our completed work (for another document), she also ask me to do can! grr~ *pissed* wrong den come find me lor. good den she take de credit lor. hmph~

hopefully nex wk will turn out better. =) *lookin fwd* tryin not to tk things so hard now, after i leave de office, my worries are thrown away! *hehe* ,met up wif peiling on Monday for dinner. wooh~ wonderful time spent. *smiles* we headed to PS and settled dinner @ Cafe Cartel, and jus basically sat thr for 4 hrs! hehe.. gossiping! =p got back a little late, makin dear worried. *SORRY* it was a gd catch up session tho, New Asia Bar nex wk ya?

oh ya, bout tt colleague of mine i mention, ha, world so small, she noes tt bastard too. lol~ and dunno how true, she said tt he is jus havin his current gf for fun. he told my fren tt its jus for play play, and wen my fren asks him why he doesnt really go out wif her, he replied "see her until sian liao". ok lor, i tink its de same for me also lor. c'mon man, he tink he's some big shot ah? nex time he wans to see de gf, she may not wan to see him liao lo! *faint* hopefully, de gal isnt as stupid as me. sigh~ ppl are jus.. so horrible sometimes. how old aldy.. stil out for fun.. *shakes head*

over lunch, my colleague commented "u muz hav hate him a lot rite. guys hu two-timed are exceptionally evil". haha~ im so dumb lo, dun even noe tt i was being two-timed. (now tink bout it can really luff, lol) *wake up* come to tink of it.. i tink i hate him even more? esp after hearing wad my fren said. seems like he's doin it to every of his gf. sigh~ what is tis world coming to.. =( hmm.. he stil got de cheek to cor me.. ha, im not so stupid liao! :p

anyway, ya la, thats life. meeting different kind of ppl so that u'll noe which is de gd and bad, so that u can learn to appreciate de nice ppl ard u. :) guess thats how dear feels too. facing some problems wif his frens at de moment. everyone is selfish, only tinkin for themself, do things wif no spirit, no teamwork blah blah. unlike de 3mths at tekong, his bunk mates were like de opp. well, wad to do? accept it lo. :/ live wif it. whats worse, he kinda injured himself. minor injury, but quite worried tho. if u fall sick or wadsoever, heard tt u'll b out of course le. every nite hearing him complaining bout tis n tat.. noeing how much shit he wen thru.. and i cant lift a bit of finger to help? sigh it sux. cant tok long too cos de schedule is so tight, he has to sneakily cor me. hai~

Tis Sunday, Safti allows us to go dwn n visit dem. only for 3 hrs. *cries* thats de only thg i can look fwd to now. tis baby.. demanded me to buy so many things for him! lol~ i tink i'll look like a santa claus on Sunday. heh.

*i'm willing to do anythg for u, my precious. dun worry, u hav my support in everythg, dun cry ya? (i noe one ok! hee) i noe u dun wanna giv tis up, for de sake of our future, but still.. health is more impt ok! i miss u lots too! i wun runaway, so dun worry ok? one worry less! =) love you!*

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always hear ppl telling each other, dun regret tis dun regret tt.. i hope i wun regret tis path tt ive chosen to taken. sigh~ readin my fren's blog, hu had her teacher's link, i read it and felt a tinch of regret. *cries* the route to become a teacher.. was my childhood dream(dun luff at me, haha). bound to hav obstacles, like students being mischievious etc, I always believe de satisfaction behind it melts away all de unhappiness. blooming a child = seeing a seed becoming a fruit. deep dwn, i stil yearn to tk tt NIE route. sob. wad to do? ha.. life's full of choices, yet some decisions made may not be de right one. like choosing bf/gf rite? haha. will see how after i complete my 15mths degree. :)

hehe. bored as i always am, was lookin thru my testimonials in friendster. read one of those fr my ex-colleagues during my attachment. one part wrote "ReAlly mIsSed tHe lUnCh bReAk wE uSed tO haF iN frOnt oF tHe 'aH BooN cAke & BrEad sHop'..haHa ". now tinkin back, ya! i really miss those times! *grin* its been like a yr plus.. im glad im stil in contact wif de frens i made there. tt ah boon cake and bread shop brings laughter n memories to us! we always try to get a seat near thr, hee. the uncle's v friendly too, always tok to us wen he sees us. *smiles* i wish everyone's as friendly as him. *wishful tinking*

and i realise, wherever i go, ppl nvr fail to suan me. -.-" not tt i mind la, but its funny to notice ppl doin tt to u. LOL~ as much as i hate my attachment plc cos of de chi-ko-pek boss, de ppl thr r really niceee, and i mean NICE. lookin back, i dun click tt easy wif ppl i am not too close to, but these bunch of colleagues i had, we practically clicked de moment we met. whats more wen i had to leave de place, dey make it a pt to tk fotos togeda. how gr8 tt feelin was. =) i hope they're stil doin very good in their respective places, be it sch or at work.

Angeline: 'babe' we always cor each other. LOL~ im really happy tt u n cz are doin so well! Happy early 1 yr anniversary to u 2! *smiles* juggling work and studies, remember to tk care of ur health ah! see u soon, hopefully, nex week! *hugs*

Peiling: the work-acholic i know! heh. always workin n workin wenever there's opportunity. dun neglect ur bf wor! see ya nex monday! getting rdy to listen to wad gossips u hav to tel me liao! hee :p

Steph: the gal hu noes how to enjoy life. hehe. a beach gal i noe, hope u'r coping fine wif changes in ur life. hang on wif ur work ya! and continue ur studies man! thanks for takin time out n dropping by my workplc! *appreciates* see u soon togeda wif de guys! *cheers*

ZhangYang: hee, de guy whom customer always tout he's fr China. LOL~ an elder bro to me, an intelligent chap, wif superb pool abiltiies. heh. catch him at PotBlack and u'll noe wad i mean! get on wif ya life yea? im sure there's better gers out thr. tk care dude! see ya soon wif Dennis!

Dennis: the monkey in our grp. gee. muscially talented, im so amzed wif his band. -WOW- his singing rocks! de daes whr we'll chill at Wala Wala every friday, those were de daes man! keep ya passion going dude!

Samantha: the xiao mei mei in our click. hehe. she's so petite and sweet looking. hope you're doing well wif ur boy-boy, hee. see ya ard town yup! =)

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Your #1 Match: ESFJ

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