it's the time of the year... where six of us would gather...

catching up with each other's latest news... gossiping about people who used to be part of our lives..

honesty, companionship, sincerity are things that we have and give for each other...

they are the people who have watched me grow... who remind me of the facts... who helped me look at reality...

life's a long journey... without them... it seems lonely...

i'm glad i have them...

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where is the line between loving someone and being dependent on someone?

where is the line between close friend and boy/ girlfriend?

where is the line between selfish and considerate?

where is the line between right and wrong?

i always have trouble building up my own principles.. it changes from time to time... i cared too much about other's opinion and put muaself into deep shits.. and now i must learn to get out of it on mua own.. but the mind and will are not there.. where is it?

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and now... 2007 is here... with new year... everyone talks about their new year resolution... i've never really had one.. should i start making them as i graduate from university?

it's a mixed feeling now.. coming home.. seeing the familiar faces... eating food that satisfies mua stomach.. :P answering similar questions about mua future..

have i changed? have things changed? how should i look at my home after being away for some time?

is it better? is it worse? is it what i want? is it something that is promising to mua?

where do i go from here? why be this way? why do i feel anxious, irritated? why do familirities cause more confusion?

i think my first resolution is to stop asking questions and do something about it..

happy new year? i hope so...

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people always say "things change, don't worry about it" "go with the flow"...

But how many of us can really let things be and not be affected by it??

for me, it's really hard.. i dont' deal with changes well...i'll be worked up by it and have really negative thoughts...

the past weeks had been bad... a dark cloud has spread over me and my friends... i hope all ends well as chirstmas comes near...

look for the rainbow in the sky~~

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i worked at the uni canteen this afternoon... luckily i don't have to wear the uniform.. i decided to wear the blue sweater with green, yellow, white and light blue stripes... and guess wat?

2 guys actually commented that they like my sweater... isn't that weird?? oh well, at least it added a bit of sweet for today...

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before leaving to chicago, i had to bury my laptop... when i received the news that it is dead... lightning striked above my head and it was a sign~~~ and i was having sore throat~~

on our way to st paul airport, it was sunny... we nearly missed the flight to chicago.. :P the others were walking around, checking out the airport while i waited impatiently for them to come back to the departure gate... and FINALLY~~ just 15 minutes before the departure time... they appeared...

from above chicago, the view was great... with the lights and all.. after we reached the hotel, we ate our late dinner at 10pm... walked around the area to get the feel of it.. "are you feeling it, sista?"

the three days that we were in chicago was great... the company was great... the food... some are good, some are just so-so... shopping was not bad... it was too much to see... too crowded.. as it was thanksgiving sale~

we walked alot during the three days that we were there... though we take the rails... we were stupid coz didn't buy the visitor pass.. which could have helped us save by half~~ ARGH~~ but it was good...

and now... i have tons of assignments to follow up~~ with my laptop dead... my brain is not working well yet... hopefully will get it rolling soon~~~

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