Well..I've only fallen further for Maria. I may or may not be leaving to go anywhere in Nov. of next year. Money is very tight; and I doubt I can have enough money for me to support my self in Wynterpark FL by myself. If I do go; I wish I could take her with me. Theres such a fire of love I have for her.

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I'am tired as crap today. I wish I was close to Maria right now; I wish she was sitting next to me; beside me softly whispering into my ears. Err...I love her.. She is amazing. Eh; my school stuff has changed somewhat; after I get out of school; I'am going to go to Kerr Business for Micrsoft certification. Then at the end of November; move to Wynter Pakr Florida to go to school at Full Sail. Eh it's craptastic and sucks at the same time. If I dont push everything; then I'll have to pay $3,000 more tution becase its going up this year. Err...I hate this. Well...I'am going to get back to goofing off...
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wow now, first period was weird. After I went and wallked mara[<3] to class; I went back; sat down had FULL INTENTIONS of doing my work. Iread a lil bit of the Bible..then bam. I feel asleep; sadly I have to take a test in forth period that I by now means prepared for. Hehe..Everything else is pretty rad for the most part; life is good.

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Well..aside from the obvious superbowl game,overtime would of ruled,church was interesting we had another manifestation of demonic force to happen in a young man. Eh...I couldnt help it; I got pissed off; I hate those parasites. They can't even move on there own you know? That have to be in someones being. All bark and defiantly; by the blood of Jesus; no bite. They didnt get it cast out at the church so they took him back to LOTS [homeless ministry] and keep on from there. If they did; I dunno; I'am going to call my pastor today and find out if they did.

Lastnight was odd; my friend Crstal [not my sister] was acting kind of well...how can I say it? Slutty! We were talking and joking and she winked at me with both of her eyes; so I attempted to do the same. Next thing she trailed her tonge across her top lip. Comments like "I have my own half-time show" with a devious glare in her eyes. Er....I can't stand that mess; its not atractive; its slutty.

Lastnight we came back by from the church; my eyes alwaies fall on Maria's house. She lives like on the way to my church; the lights were on in her room; or what I think is her room; I may be horribly mistake and looking at her grandparents window [O.o] Anyway; I hope all has been well with her; and that everything is ok. Shes a very beautiful and wonderful lady; and I'am happy to know her and hopefully someday; be with her for sometime.

Well....I'am fixing to have to go to school...See one of you today...
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Well..I have to go to bed now. I've thought about Maria....alot today. I went to a youth rally for an hour or so until one of my friends had a diabetic thingy and went to the hospital where he was at. Well....I'am tired. I love you Maria; and I look forward to seeing you on Monday. -Cut_x

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