I'm not a particularly perky person... I have alot of things I absolutely dispise...
1)I have an extremely low tolerance for stupid people. (i.e. people who make dumb comments, intentionally make themselves look stupid, choose all things negative over their children)
2)I hate to cook, this is a recent thing because I used to leve to cook.
3)I'm shot fused when people are inconsiderate.

I dunno it's 3:42 am I'm batty.

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I guess I started my day out bad so its my fault that it has continued the way that it has been going. I'll accept responsobility. I'm just sick and tired of being sick n tired know what i mean?
People again taking advantage of me. Neighbors daughter wanted me to go to the store and by her groceries and let her mom pay me back with foodstamps next week... because SHE broke her moms card... Dude whatever!
TK's pissing me off today. Maybe because I was up at 6 am? Or because I'm expected to be the house nigger while he sits on his ass all day answering phones getting visited by his ex and some other chick who's made it blatently obvious that she's hot for him... To the point that the last time she was here my 3 year old walked back into the bedroom where they were cos TK was on the computer and said I'm sitting here and babysitting you cos I don't want you doing anything with my daddy...

HELLO!
ARGH I dunno... I'm sick of being broke... I think I need to just say fluck it and go get a job. Just means I need to get the kids into daycare.

GRrrr for now

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watching: nothing
listening to: Bush- Mouth
mood: unstable, unhappy, unearthed

Sometimes people ask me to do things for them and I just kick myself in the ass... Because like a dumbass I just go ahead and do them... No matter how much those things put me out.

Example 1: My neighbor has been ill since monday. She had an ovarian cyst so the following has occoured...

*Monday Maggie Helps by doing minor things such as put groceries away and listen to her whine

*Tuesday Get youngest child off bus and take him with me while I run errands, deal with his whining because he has a serious case of the I wants and the gimmegimmes. Cooks Dinner for Neighbor and her 3 kids because neighbor can't stand up.

*Wednesday Take neighbors boyfriends 9 month old spoiled over held whiney grandson, deal with him from 10-4 until his mom comes and gets him since she had to take neighbor to the hospital. Then neighbors oldest daughter is in to stay with kids so I then end up dealing with youngest child again while sister and boyfriend go rent movies. Whining insues. Middle siblings are home alone and get into physical altercation. Have to attempt to deal with it am informed by younger of the 2 "YOU ARE NOT MY BOSS I DO NOT HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU!". ****deep cleansing breath****

*Thursday Neighbor still in hospital, kids in school sister and boyfriend running around. Left alone a good part of the day... Lay kids down get in shower, Middle children from next door barge in on me in the shower because no one is home to pick her their little brother... WTF!!!! So I scream...

Now at 5 pm thursday mom came home, Never once did I hear THANK YOU! Nor was I apologized to for the kids APPALLING manners.

Example 2: My parents NEVER got along... So after I moved into my own place My mom started coming around alot more than she ever had before... Basically running away, Coming to Ohio everyother weekend.

I cooked, cleaned up after her and my brother, bought food, did everything possible for her... She started dating my boyfriends cousin in february (she didn't file for divorce until april), which then it turned into her basically using me to see him... When I flipped my lid about the situation I was the bitch....

Example 3: I tend to be the martyr for alot of people... I can bend over backwards for you and no matter who you are you end up shooting me in the back. My boyfriends one cousin lives the next block over from me... She isn't a great house keeper so when someone reported her to childrens services I went over and scrubbed her house. Now 2 wks later her and I got into it... So what did she do? Called childrens services on me. Now mind you it was funny cos the report said things like I had pet hair and stuff.... I didn't know fish shed did you.

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*doing very amusing happy dance*
I'm AWAKE! I just woke up! I haven't slept in in over a year! Just sit there and nod and be happy for me!

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So today this woman comes and knocks on my door. A well dressed black woman... To which I of course raised an eyebrow because there aren't that many black people in Salem. She says "I've some to tell you of the glory of God..." I automatically groan. "Have you accepted our lord God into your life?" I smirk. "Lord God Protects us and makes us whole, if you accept him into your life he will make you prosperous."

Politely I slam the door in her face.

Number one I don't need anyone to tell me where to look for the Lord. I'm not a bible thumper but I do believe in god. I don't believe that I need to go to a church in my sunday best to worship. I can worship just as well in my pj's in my bedroom. I say my prayers and eat my vitamins. I live by what is right. And as I tell everyone I am going to hell anyway. I have had premarital sex, been mean and disrespectful to my mother, and been naughty with the neighbors spouse. (not in that order.

ROTFLMAO

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I live the life of a stubborn exsitance. I'm 23, with 2 children, living in a little town in ohio named salem. I have no real desires, no drive, I live to live just as we all live to die. I wake up everyday and dread my groundhog life. it's a continous and repeatitve scheme. Get up feed kids, do dishes, clean house, make lunch, do dishes, do laundry put kids down for nap, fight with kahli cos you know she won't, cook dinner, do dishes, go to bed.

Just once I want to add went out to dinner, or read a good book, or watched an intresting show to that list... but I won't. Stubborn and boring exsistance.

When I was little I dreamed of being a famous singer... But I don't fit that stereotype, I'm to fat.

When I was little I dreamed of being in a passionate love affair... I'm in love but passions been lost for months.

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