actually today was great! we had another 2hr late opening...so no flex! well gettin 2 the bus stop was like ice skating, i fell on my ass 2wice fighting with the trash can. well anywho...school was great! its rare u hear me say that, but this weekend sucked ass. all i got was yelled at. i almost wanted 2 come 2 school. anyway...when i got to skool i saw marc. when i saw him i knew today couldnt be all that bad. (i kno it sounds corny, but it the truth.) he was at the locker bay, which i was going up. after i shoved my jacket into my locker, i went bak down. he was standin there with this grl i met this weekend at my sisters crappy swim meets on friday and saturday nite. so even if he didnt talk 2 me, i could talk 2 her. well he did talk 2 me. for 5 or 10 minutes. then we walked, past the office and down the D wing. i said "im kinda following u" he smiled and said "i kno" in a happy tone. anyway, he forgot wut he was gonna ask his teacher. so, we walked the rest of the way down the a wing. past the library and out by the cafeteria. then we went down the commons. when we were in front of the pit, he remembered what he needed 2 ask his teacher, but i kinda felt like i mite have been gettin annoying, so i said "im gonna go hang out down there" pointing at the pit. he was like "ok"i sorta touched his arm and we went off our seperate ways. ok well nothing good happened till 6th pd. we watched o brother where art thou? but lunch was GREAT!! the music department rehersal thingy was postponed till wednsday, so he was in my lunch like usual! well i wasnt hungry, and carrie and i didnt wanna sit. so we stood by our table (which is by the exit to the snack line) well marc came outta it, and gave me a hug, he stayed and talked 4 a few min. then went to his table. well later on, carrie and i walked a circle from the locker bay, outside, then bak up the commons. well when we went bak into the cafeteria, we stood around talkin 2 glen and the ppl he sat w/ (my reason is b/c that table is rite by marcs table. he go up and went to the water fountain. i looked bak 2 the table, and he came up behind me, and gave me a hug, which was more like him pullin me bak onto him. well i turned, and my head was on his chest (by his shoulder) for a little while. then he went bak 2 his table and studied 4 his algebra II test. after lunch he came up behind me and carrie and walked w/ me 2 my english room (carrie went faster, shes the best). well infront of my english room, he was talkin 2 me carrie and megan grady. but when he had 2 go, he said "i gotta go" i was like "ok" and he put his hand in the small of my bak, and pulled me in 4 a hug. i dunno y, but it seemed like he didnt want 2 let go. well i didnt wanna let go either, but obviously we had to. when he was walkin away his had was behind him. i grabed it 4 a second, then he left. IM SO HAPPY!!!! he didnt wanna let go!!! well ke and i had this bet...if hes wasnt flirty on the next time i see him, she owed me $1 (power 2 the broke 1s) if he was flirty, i owed her $1. well ke, i owe u a buck. ull get it tommorrow. ok well bye!

btw, i mite not get update time, im not supossed 2 b on all week, we'll c.

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i dunno y, i jus hate blue days. i spent the whole day thinking "y can this b a gray day" i think im having marc withdrawl. i saw him, but i didnt get 2 talk 2 him. he was in his 5th period, and he was talkin 2 ppl. he was smiling. it made me happy, but i dont kno y it did. im sorta worried. i havent seen him like at all this week, and the flirtyness was only on tuesday. what if hes done with the flirtyness. ok, this is not the usual me. im gettin paranoid! ok, well if u cant guess it, i really like him. i wonder, wut if hes done? wut if he liked me last week and is done with me? what if he never liked me? ok im gonna stop with that now....blue days SUCK. i kno u may like ur blue day schedule, but i LOVE gray days, blue days jus suck. ok well help me out...wutd u think of my paranoia? tell me wut u think about him and i...ttyl


Ps: i dont hate "spikey" i jus hope shes not goin after Marc

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ok, i had an ok day. i went 2 2nd, boring as usual. afterward, i saw steph and megan (senior megan) and she said there were LOTR bookmarks in the library. well i didnt wanna go 2 gym flex yet, so off we went. on the way there, megan said, "wheres ur boy toy?" lol. well then, we saw marc comin towards us (oposite directons). Steph was like "hi!" and he did the Head nod thing. i said "Hey marc" and he said "hi!" he shifted his books, and gave me a high 5. he sorta held my hand till his hand slid off mine. i was happy, but then i remembered had to eat c lunch. so in english (after flex) i was sad. i failed the stupid test we took (2 parts. y didnt we just take prt1 b4 lunch and prt2 after) and i finished BOTH parts b4 the lunch bell rang. soo i didnt get 2 c marc at or after b lunch. well after c lunch, i was going up the hall to my debate class, and he was coming down the hall my debate class is down. spikey gave me another dirty look, and i said "Marc!" he said "hey" then i said in a sorta whiny tone "i had to eat c lunch today" he gave me a sorta half hug and said "im sorry" he sorta squeezed my hand and then went off to his class. i was pretty happy. well thats ok.

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today was...different. i usually c marc 2wice, but i only saw him once, and it was just time for a hello. but he said hi 1st . . well that was b4 3rd period. i didnt see him after 3rd, like i have for a while, but its all good. Remember the red spiked hair girl?? well from now on shes spikey. ok well i saw spikey after 5th period, she was headin toward the a wing, i was goin toward the gym, and cafeteria. she gave me a dirty look. this could be good, REALLY good, bad, or ok. we (carrie and i) think she likes him. well this could mean that she knows he likes me (REALLY good), that she thinks that he likes me (good, means that he shows signs of likeing me) that he is pissed at me (bad) or that she doesnt like me (ok, i dont care bout her) lol ok...i wish id seen more of him today. o well. i hate this, i have to eat c lunch instead of my normal B lunch. (which marc is in) all b/c of my stupid English teacher. its not fair. it seems marc only is touchy after that lunch, when his soph. friends arent around. m,aybe he just doesnt wanna hear bout it. o well. im gonna go (btw im gonna try 2 tell him bout the lunch change) bye

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as u can tell, this is gonna b LONG. well, today wasnt bad, and it wasnt bad. OK, here we go...it was a gray day, imposible 4 it to be terrible. Flex was 6/3, and i saw marc after 6th flex. He has Spanish III 3rd period, i have History (in a trailer, the door to the trailers is rite by the bottom of the foreign language hall) and carrie has spanish II. well carrie and i were talking at the bottom of the foriegn language hall, and yes we were kinda waitin 4 him. Well when he came by he talked 2 us, then we all went our separate ways so we werent late. after flex, i saw him Ashley and Carrie walkin down the hall. Carrie was talkin 2 ashley, and he was in the back. i was like "HI!" 2 both him and carrie. well i walked with him all the way down the "a" wing, past the science wing and past the office. we got 1/2 way up the Locker bay. he found some of his sophmore friends, and i was bein pushed by other ppl. he said "bye" and i was like "bye marc" and i went to my class. well during lunch, i was gonna go over and talk 2 him. but everytime i was gonna, he was like surrounded by people. this isnt a first, he was always surrounded at lunch b4 2. well one of the times i looked, the table was empty! so carrie and i went on a walk 2 find them. i saw him, right when the bell that ended lunch rang (he was waiting for his friend in the locker bay) i said hi, but he didnt hear me. i felt almost like i was being ignored by him. so i was sorta down. well carrie noticed, and turned toward him she talked, but more so that we would hear her, it was way to quiet for him 2 hear. She said "U need to be more SOCIABLE" it was kinda funny. it was funny, i was jus outta it. well when carrie and i were hangin out infront of my english room. he came over, and this girl (i dunno her name, she has red hair, like buzzed cept for spikes down the middle of her head) was like following him. he went into my room (while i was still outside) and she jus stood there. then, when she was waitin she mustve gotten bored, cause she left. like 20 seconds later, he came out. he gave me a hug, and when we separated, his hands slid to my waist. well 1 on my waist, the other in the small of my back. (the small of ur back is the lower arch, above ur ass) since i had been movin away a little, i put my arm on his lower forearm, and moved foreward, so that i had my head on his chest. later, when he had 2 go, i gave him another hug. then he went over and gave carrie a half hug (carrie says it looked like he was covering tehehehe) well i didnt feel ignored any more. after 6th i saw him on the way 2 debate, and he said hi after i waved. well at the end of the day i saw him 2wice. once he was goin toward my debate class. then when i was comin outta the locker bay. both times i dont think he saw me. o well, im still happy. well ppl i found i song that i dunno y but it reminds me of marc. its by michelle branch. its called You get me. i put the lyrics in the reading thingy. its called "You Get Me, boy this song reminds me of marc" and btw, he and i rnt goin out. i wish. ok well go to the reading, read it!!!!

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yea....i saw marc, he wanst really as touchy as friday (he seems more flirty and touchy on gray days)...but i walked w/ him from the foriegn language hall to the office(passing the science wing) we talked about how unaturaly HUGE the freshman class is. it was cool. when we were in front of the office, he said sumthing like, "i gotta go" i was like "ok" and when he went to leave, i kinda gently grabed his wrist, he took mine, then his hand sorta slid off my hand. i was happy with that.... random train of thought, i like gray days better. easier classes (blue days: biology, history, algebra, gym. Gray days: spanish 2, flex english, debate) and even though there important (i guess) they require no thinking. lol. plus, marc is in my gray day lunch. (boy im gettin obsesive rnt i) ok well, dont got any more 2 say, so, more info 2 u when it comes 2 me. ttyl

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