hehe im going tomorrow morning for my driving test :D

i really want to pass my first time but if i dont ill get it the next time :]

Going shopping with my brother his g/f and her younger sister on sunday.


oh and i think my self confidence has taken a major hit.
I mean is there something wrong with me?

and i keep listening to songs that make me sad. mostly because they are about love/relationships lol and it makes me kinda wellllllll companionship-sick

:[

i just want the little things. and someone i know will be there for me emotionally.



too much to ask for?

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soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo


me and cass

well just didnt work lol

it wasnt mutual and i still think we would be good together /shrugs

hes going after a druggy sex-aholic

so yeah...........................

talk to martin and we are friends :D wich i am very happy with


oh and i invited his g/f to come over to a movie night with everyone :]





umm water rafting tomorrow maybe

oh and my moms fiances son is here staying with us..... he is 19 but he look 13 and hes getting along great with my younger brother so yeah thats cool


going on a walk with my ex boyfriend/really good friend jay tomorrow

i really think i need someone to talk to and i think he would be a good person to do just that.

been practicing parallel parking and i think im getting better lol havent hit anything yet :p


mom says ill find someone lol i just hope its before prom this year ^-^

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i am having alot of trouble with boys and im really upset so im doing a chart thingy


ok so before i begin i had a sucky day and im not doing so good sooooo please excuse the negative ranting.

ok so lets start with


Martin

confused the hell out of me and even tho he had a girlfriend flirted with me. we got into a major fight he told me not to call him till i was ready to except that him and his g/f were staying together. they broke up like two weeks after our fight. and to my knouledge are still broken up. i havent talked to him in two months and i just now texted him saying hi. he texted me back hi how are u. i texted i f-ing miss you. and i havent gotten a text back -_-


ok next we have

cass

really cute but confusing as hell i dont even know if he likes me even tho i really think he is sweet and nice and an awesome person. plus he flirts with alot of girls and was going to date this girl and then she didnt want to date him. so even if i did date him i would always feel like he chose someone else over me.


Matthew

really sweet but not my type. hes kinda geeky and hes a great friend but i just dont see him like that at all. and he keeps flirting with me and it needs to stop. but the problem is i kinda like the attention :[ im horrible


AJ

ok so i almost dated this guy like 2 years ago and he was going to my fellowship and then he left for the army or watever. hes a very manipulative guy and he plays games and hurts ppl. I thought he was in NY living with his dad but no hes living here. i just bumped into him on my way out of work and he was all "yeah ive been going to this youth group" and its one of my best friends youth groups and cass goes there!!!! i dont want him around my loved one around my friends and around the ppl i love. i dont want them to have to deal with his crap!!! and yeah i know ppl can change but BULL to that!!! I want him in NY far away from me and i dont ever want to see him or speak to him again!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

ok my rant is done

:[ if anybody can tell me the right direction to go in please please please help

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mall today :] shopping woohoo

gotta practice my parallel parking lol does anyone have any tips that can help?

ummmm driving test wednesday for my restricted license woot woot

ill be able to drive to school this year :D

annnnddddd carowinds (pretty much a six flags) on monday wich im praying i dont get sunburned lol that would really suck .


later <3

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Me and mom just went shopping to this new grocery store by her furniture shop. And it was really nice and clean and its a grocery store/cafe and it had sushi and great salads and deserts and all sorts of stuff. And they have like individual healthy dinners you can buy. its a Earth Fare (spelling :p) and its absolutly amazing!!!!!!!!

we had chicken from there last night and it was so good!!! like in most chicken you get its got alot of fat and kinda taste like plastic a little. (specially if its grilled)
but it tasted so awesome!

we are having grouper tonight (alls i know is that its fish) and some kind of rice.....

oh and my mom was so funny.... she got this pie and she says " I love the food here i can eat all the pie i want and not gain a pound".

hehe wich makes me wonder how much pie she actually eaten from there. :D

o and the chunky peanut butter is totally amazing!!!!! its not all plasticy and sugary like the normal stuff.

the only complaint i have is that its a tad bit expensive. but in my opinion (and aparantly my moms) its totally worth it!

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i saw this a couple of weeks ago on comedy central and its really funny :] enjoy!!

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