Today was my last college exam. The next month will be completely void of school-related activity. I must say, the pickins are sweet. Now...I must face the long, dark of Moria....a.k.a. the loneliness that comes with the holidays. Oh well...I am going to try my hardest to enjoy this break from college. My friends and I will partake in several degrees of righteousness. Hopefully, I will get some more personalized hats made at Arundel Mills. I just need to come up with some more words/phrases to put on them. I already have one that reads "see how I did that?"...ha...don't ask. I'm thinking about getting "roll the dice"...."savvy?"...and/or "twelve fives"...haha....I don't expect any of you to understand the meaning behind these. I'm just thinking out loud.

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College break is only a few days away...but I must say....I'm not really looking forward to it nearly as much as I was about three or four months ago. I will have a great time hanging out with my friends....and I may see if i can try to be Christine's friend again. No matter how much she hurt me in the past...I don't want her to think that I've just written her out of my life. However, the bottom line is....this is going to be a "lonely" break....not in a way that I won't have anyone to spend my time with.....but in the way that I won't have that special someone. Eh...I'm getting all nostalgic again....sorry. Sometimes I wonder if I did certain things differently ...where would I be today??? Who knows....again...at the end of the day...it only matters where I am now...even if it's not the place I want to be.

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I don't know what my problem is lately. I seem to be going through peaks and valleys of emotions. When I am with my friends, all seems fine. I'm usually able to put certain thoughts out of my head as long as I can keep myself busy. However, as soon as I find myself alone...my mind is taken over by past memories, and I start to feel pretty down. The worst part is that there isn't really anything I can do about it. No matter how mad I try to make myself...there are just some feelings that overpower anger. Ha...I don't expect most of you to know what I'm talking about....this little entry was more for me....just to put my thoughts down in writing.

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Although college is not quite over yet, I am tired of talking about it. So instead, I'm going to ramble about nonsense for a quick minute. Did you ever notice how some "riddles" are full of immense plot holes? For instance, here is one that I heard recently: You are driving in your car in a terrible storm when you come across a bus stop. Waiting at the bus stop are three people-- an elderly lady who is about to die, an old friend who once saved your life, and the guy/girl of your dreams. Your car can only fit one passenger. What do you do???


Well this is the question...and the correct answer is SUPPOSED to be the following: Give your friend the keys and let them drive the old lady...you stay at the bus stop with the guy/girl of your dreams.


I must admit...this is a very clever answer to the question. However, the whole thing is based on faulty logic. Let's take a closer look shall we. First off, what kind of piece o' shit car are you driving that can only hold one passenger? I'm sure there is a way to squeeze at least a third person into most every vehicle....unless you are driving a go-kart. Second off, what is the deal with each of the three people? If the old lady is about to die, then driving her to the hospital will not help her live. Why does it matter if the friend saved your life??? No where in the question does it say that the storm is life threatening. The worst that will happen if you wait for the bus is that you will get a little wet. As for the guy/girl of your dreams...there is no way you can even know this just by looking at them. First off, it's fucking raining...visibility has to be low. Even if you could see them, there is no way you can tell that someone is the guy/girl of your dreams just by looking at them. I mean damn, at least have a conversation or three before making such a bold assumption. There is also nothing in the question that reveals the destination of the bus. It could be on its way to Disney Land for all we know. I don't know about you, but I would tough out a little rain if it meant going to Disney Land. I could keep going with this, but I assume everyone gets the point...


So based on this new found knowledge...here is MY answer to the question: Turn the car around and drive to the dealership. Trade it in for a model that can actually carry passengers. After that, make a quick trip to Walmart before returning to the bus stop. Then, drive by and throw the three umbrellas that you bought out the window while screaming "Good luck, bitches!" Now THAT is a clever answer.

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It's crunch time, and sadly, I'm not talking about potato chips. Only two weeks stand between me and winter break. All I need to do is make it through a paper, a project, and a handfull of exams....and I'll be in the clear. I cannot wait for this semester to end. I feel like I could use a month where I don't have to worry about college responsibilities.....a month to just hang out with friends and not cutting the time short in order to meet some paper deadline. In this respect, I am looking foward to the holidays.


On the other hand, I can't help but think that the next month is going to be very lonely, despite the fact that I'll be surrounded by great friends. The holidays have a way of letting you know that you don't have someone special to talk to at the day's end....that you don't have someone to just lay with and watch a movie. The simple things will really be missed this Christmas/New Years. I'm just glad that some of my friends will have someone by their side as we head into 2007. Take it from me, it's a great feeling. It feels like just yesterday we were celebrating the beginning of 2006. Time waits for no one.....or DOES it??? Not yet.....

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Ha....for anyone who hasn't seen Pirates of the Caribbean 2 yet....go out and see it immediately. Davey Jones is the best character ever. His voice alone makes everything he says in the movie hilarious. If you ever find yourself watching this, just listen to the way he talks. I don't know about everybody else...but I find it extremely amusing. Here are some quotes:


"Life is cruel, why should the afterlife be any different."

"Give them a taste of the triple gun."

"You are free to go ashore...the very next time we make port."

"Do you fear death?"

"You will watch this."

"Who told you of the key?"

"I AM the sea."

"I trust you should know what awaits you if you fail."

"One hundred souls."

"Price?" *lipsmack*


Ha...just go watch the movie and listen to the way he talks...it's fucking great.

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