currently in san diego:
in the past week i was able to...
-rearrange and organize my room
-started intersession at mesa college
-signed up for classes at sdsu
-meet up with volunteer coordinator of american red cross
-added yet another course at mesa college
-count calories

looks like this year is off to a great start..and i only hope things get better and better =)!

this weekend i'm probably gonna head out to LA for dinner and clubbing and maybe saturday i'll be in pomona for zeta formals...just gotta see what happens really. i'm looking forward to this weekend and the week after that. riverside and oxnard. =) so yay!

other than that. i wanna go shopping and stuff this week. still working on the "mission" and i have enough faith in it. if it doesn't happen...then it's okay. at least now i know what i want and what i deserve.

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every single year around this part of the year i find myself digging back in to a part of my past.
i look forward to it every year sometimes because BECAUSE..you'd get it if you were me.
there's always one person from a certain part of your life that just intrigues you and every year at this portion of the year i get to see one of these kinds of people and everytime i do i get all "weird" and awkward around them.
this time was particularly awkward that i had to walk outta the room bc for some reason i couldn't handle it at all. then whenever i walked out i wish i woulda stayed but then i know if i had stayed i'd feel really weird.

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plans:
winter/spring semester:
get a job/(s)
dance class at mesa
rush weeks at ucr
4-5 classes at sdsu
fash 130,140, 199A at mesa
find an internship for summer
find a new apt.

SUMMER:
internship
classes at mesa [bio and chem, maybe fash]
bartending school
BEACH and play
part time job

FALL/winter:
4 sdsu classses
mesa classes
work

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sooo...finally nutang is back!
i'm back in oxnard til jan 1 and then i'm back to san diego for intersession..which should be fun. i've just chillin in ox. me sab and jan ate at a sushi place which was exactly like one we went to in irvine/orange county area except this one was in camarillo and had cooking tables as well, but we're more into uncooked food. everything was scrumptious! and i love the idea of a revolving belt of sushi. you take and get everything you want. i wish i could sushi all day! before that we did some random shopping at target, best buy, walmart and other places in search of gilmore girls season 7 but no such luck.

the past couple of days i've been catching up on all the tv i missed. one show i found particularrly interesting was newport harbor home for the holidays. i can't believe she made out wih a guy that wasn't her bf in front of all of her friends from back home. of course her bf would find out and would try something like suprise her in santa barbara. i feel bad for her. NOT REALLy. the new episode where her bf is now her Ex BF hasn't come out but whatever regret she has...she deserves. harsh, but true.

when i get back to sd is time for some hard core job hunting!!!
i need a job soon and very soon.

yay.

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everyone knows it.
i don't oppose the idea of it.
it is what it is.
one day you just wake up and it's not the same anymore.
by the end of the week we'll forget we even knew each other.
i'll come to accept that eventually. maybe as soon as later today.
you have your life and i have mine and we've done so well in keeping it separate from each other.

the only problem i see is the fact that some ppl became so involved in whatever they're doing that they only see their problems and fail to see what other people are going through whether good or bad. they spend so much time with whatever they're doing that they can't reach out for even a second. instead they complain and go on and on about right they were in every situation. while i am happy for their successes, happiness [, and etc.] it doesn't mean that they can just drop everything else and be flaky, unreliable, and that sort of thing. by all means, they should go about their business just as i will do. however, i refuse to be the 'last resort' type of friend nor am i a 'consolation prize' friend either. it's okay if they want to think of me as that but i won't be around to be considered that.

i miss all the adventures, missions, etc. but there comes a day when you outgrow them and there's nothing left to explore.

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