The ultimate shirt ever. Well at least it is in my case. Now whenever people talk about these bands I've never listened to, I can point to the shirt! Yes. Problem solved.

So last night was the carnival. I met a few people and we went on a few of the rides. I felt pretty sick after the Twisternado ride thing... but I was convinced to go on this other ride. I think it lasted 5 minutes, so after 3 minutes I really had to get off, but they wouldn't stop the ride. I was about to puke, but I held it in... it was sick. Umm two rides later we finally go on Riptide one more time. They had five seats left which was perfect... or was it? There were four seats in the back and one in front. guess who got the one in front! I tend to let people go in front of me...so...lucky me. The thing is that the ride isn't as bad as the one in Six Flags... so it was quite enjoyable. We found out that Evan's friend lost her keys. I just hope that she was able to find them.

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So I looked for the school of a person I met at NYLF last year. I know... it takes a year for me to think up of this. Pathetic, huh? And I send a message to this person who seems like he'd be friends with Ryan. So I send this message asking is he knows him. He says that he had a period with him, but they never hung out. Then he asks why. So I explain how I'm just trying to keep in touch with old friends and whatnot. I asked if he knew Ryan's friends on myspace so I can possibly ask them. I just hate how I can easily lose contact with a person. And it's pretty painful to me. I mean, I meet people and I just see them for 10 days... I e-mail most of them... like 5 respond. Shivali has my aim. We lose contact with everyone else. A lot of people have myspace, so that's where most of us get back to each other and reunite. ha. ummm. I lost my train of thought. And there are like...four other people who I want to keep in contact with....but... I've asked everyone....and they don't know their contact info..

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And we probably have to order these..

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It's been surreal lately...




But I'm glad that NuTang is back. People are talking on the shoutbox and stuff.

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whatever.











Happy birthday Dale and Marissa! Ground Round tonight. Pool now.

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Just don't even read this. It's a waste of your time.

I want to give up because I know I'm lazy and it's pathetic.
I can't handle stress.

You know what? She's right. I'm immature. If I can't make time to sit at home and just study for half an hour, then how am I helping myself? Yes, I'm embarassed from this. I guess I'm going crazy because we were coming home from my uncle's birthday and I was sleeping in the car and wake up to the word "grades." When I go to my room my mom asks me if I made honors. My total grade is an 89 (which is pretty bad thanks to math).

So I'm at rock bottom. I'm not exactly at the same level as I was two years ago, but I still feel shitty.

I think it's great how people can be motivated to change. I'd like to be motivated. Obviously self-motivation doesn't work, and when it does, it works for a few hours. It's 12:16 in the morning and I can't fall asleep after this.

i'm gonna go clean.

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