Ok, 2005 is here. and so ttz tt. i dun really feel any different from 2004 even tho its the first day of the new year. guess i'm still kinda stuck somewhere in the space of time ba, coz i dun really feel tt i'm being here nor there.

Altho 2004 has been a meaningful and eventful yr for many, including myself, i foresee that this year could be even more so, as for starters, its my final semester in spsb le, will be graduating in roughly 4 mths' time if all goes smoothly. after tt, enlistment to army will soon follow, and tt my frens, shld signify a whole new phase of our lives. Of coz, before all these can happen, there will definitely be many obstacles in front of us, one of the most gruelling definitely will be projects~the prospect of spending late nites on them only makes me sick, haha. but ttz life, i have chosen the poly path, and so i will live it to the fullest. Rite, better nt say anymore, else gab will start labelling me "chicken soup" le, haha.

Before i end off, i still would want to jot down my memories of the last few hrs of 2004 and the first few of 2005. Alrite, spent the last few hrs of 2004 playing cards at wynn's hse and doing pushups as forfeit~kelly did alot, hahaha! At The first few hrs of 2005 saw me and some frens relieving our childhood and playing catching at west coast park, haha, tt really rendered me totally exhausted. And becoz of tt, i'm thinking tt its a good thing tt i have decided to quit smoking in this new year, hope i succeed.

Alritee den, 2005, here i come! Hope its gg to be a good year for me and my frens and family. Adios!

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4 more hrs, and it will be 2005 le, a new year, which shld signify a new beginning for many, and i hope for myself too.

Looking back, 2004 has been a veri eventful year for me, altho it has flashed by veri fast indeed, it still holds many memories, both good and bad. a year where many things have happened, both personally and not, some with greater impact than others, one of them surely would be the tsunami last week which has taken 100's of thousands of lives, with the death toll still rising. thus here, i would like to offer a prayer to those who have lost their lives to nature's rage at the end of this eventful year.

Traditionally, new year's eve shld be a great day of rejoicing, with many surely partying till the wee hrs of next morn. however, i find tt this is not so for me and some of my close frens. For once, i find tt there's nth really worth celebrating abt, as the year has been full of ups and downs for both myself and my close frens, with mayb more downs than ups for myself.

Tt is not to say i do not anticipate the beginning of the new year, as it surely is a veri good opportunity for many of us to rite our wrongs in this past year, and reflect upon the happenings of the year of 2004, esp on this last nite of the year.

Thus i find myself thinking of the phrase "carpe diem" a latin term meaning "seize the day", formerly favoured by someone prominent in history, tho i do not know who. Let not the unhappy past or the prospect of a bleak future worry us, seize the day and thoroughly enjoy it! Let not the unhappy past burden us any longer, it is time to move on and look ahead to a brighter future. And this is for my frens out there who may still be living in the bleak shadow of the past and nt knowing where to turn to in the advent of 2005~ R.O.C. La!! HAHAHA!

Rite, guess i have said enuf, no point jotting down every reflection tt comes to mind, else i wun be done even by midnight, heh. Ok den, enjoy the new year my frens and family! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

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wahahaha! i finally went running after so damn long, and its shiok! hahaha. actually it was more like jogging, since i went quite slowly, but nevertheless, i still enjoyed veri much. hahaha, running rules!

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going to be 2005 in like less than 72 hrs. here are my resolutions for the new year

1. quit smoking

2. exercise regularly/ get fit

3. dun be so guai lan

juz a few only, but they are the most impt ones i guess, so there, gd nite ppl, long day tmr.

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wah, finally went to DE today to conduct the first phase of our mmit survey for them, and i muz say, damn, its tiring. first thing in the morning, i was ald late le, since i woke up more than half an hr late, haha, heng everyone else was late too, only wilbie was early~for once.

haha, after breakfast at mac's we split up to cover the place, gabby went escape, kelly did the reception area, while me and wilbie covered the stretch between escape and funky balls there. can't say that the ppl there were too helpful, most gave like really lame excuses, like haben visit the place before, when its fucking obvious that they have. come on la, dun wan to do juz say dun wan la, say these kind of lame excuses want to pian xiao hai issit? but then, my thanks to those who agreed to take part in our survey, u made our day, lets juz hope tt the information u provided will be put to good use hur, haha.

ended the day at 530 with 60 plus surveys properly done when we set out to do 80, haha...hmm, i think i can be slightly proud of myself ba, since i completed my own set of 20 by doggedly patroling the area ard explorerkid and funky balls, and even helped wilbie do two of his when i finished mine and went escape find him.

bleah, damn tired now, damn this survey shit, but come to think of it, i do feel a sense of achievement and euphoria knowing tt i actually put in some hard work today, haha..enuf rambling, i go koon liao.

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shit, one in the morning, and i can't slp. nt again! and to think tt i was so stoned the whole day in sch...dunno why, lately juz feeling kinda low, esp after the bachelor's nite on xmas eve with alvin, wilbie, ken and laoda..

thinking abt alot of things lately, my mind's crapped up and confused with thoughts of juz abt everything rite now..so really cannot slp, come up write this bo liao entry. my apologies for those who will be reading this.

haiz, damn sian, ytd i zhao mmit lecture again, second time le, juz feeling damn sian, nt to mention tired. went to sch at 10, attended iaf tut and prac~well at least i did sth useful, i tried to complete the tutorial when dora ho was gg thru it, since i din have the energy to do the previous nite when i got home from work, and i actually understood abit more abt the current wacc thing she's teaching, haha, stupid me.

haiz, lunch time went to buy a pack of dunhill menthol, since i was really damn sian liao, after lunch i splt and mostly stoned thru my 4 hr elective, went out to shoot hoon ki once, so damn tired, like possesed by some tiredness demon lidat..

haiz, i'm really thinking too much le, and incoherent tots too, mayb its got sth to do with the advent of the new year, thinking back to alot of things tt happened during this year, and of things to come, feeling retrospective and introspective and speculative all at the same time, arghhh!!!

bleahz, later got to meet at 9 at pasir ris for de survey, juz thinking abt it makes me sian le, but nonetheless, i shall put in my utmost effort in it, since i now view mmit above all else le, even bd. now i shall go try slp and not think so much. adios~

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