omfg.....i just looked at bitter bitches pf..and now her aka is baby gigglez!! WDF!!....b4 she jacked mintys aka...as baby play gurl...and now mines...fucken bitter bitch eh...i needa get my daym car so i can roll down to riverside n catch her ass slippin...dumb bitch i swear! URGE...these are the times wen i feel the need to drive to places...urge..wack bitch.... RAR determined...now that i got shit to do...i feel the need to get a car..DAYM IT!!...i was hopin to stay driver free for awhile..LOL....fuck it...anywayz...hmmm today was okies...didnt do much...ate out wid my dad,brother,and nephew at black angus...yum..hehe... but ya... then i was tryin to teach my nephew to count n shit..urge its so annoyin that he cant get up to 10...rar....im determined to have him get to 10 by the end of the month....hes already 4 and he doesnt even speak clearly yet...urge...he talks like hes 2 or 3 still...=/...mayb instead of gettin him toys all the time...we shuld get him educational stuff..like books and comps... yupyup..good idea...hehe...ya...i was washin my face today after we got home from dinner...and times i feel there is no need for me to be wearin makeup any more..i hate it now..LOL....such a bother to put it on wen i go outs now n days..ya noes?!? hehe... but ya....did i mention southstar it mad sexy!..haha...yupyup....he sure is...reminds me of a taller..mexican lookin mr.syko...haha...imma dork huh?...yupyup...i noes...i have no idea wat to get my family for xmas!! URGE!! GHEY SHIT..i cant believe i havent started on it yets... i will by this weekend tho..and ill finish it too!! RAR...imma go now..and uhh i dunnoz..chill..urge...i need another pack of smokes!! RAR....byebye

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FIRSTS
First job: does workin wid my folks count?
First screen name: uMmMm....shit...i forgot...i noe it was vietgrl909 or sumting
First self purchased tape: video tape??....i think it was sum porno!...LOL
First funeral: homeboi chads funneral....R.i.P chad....
First piercing/tattoo: my ears DUH!
First credit card: nada for now ^_^
First true love: namster..^_^ hilo nam!!
First big trip: trip...like vaction..or like whoa...im trippin hard...lol...vvaction was the 2 weeks wid my bess bud kiki in arizona and up north
First concert: nada
First musician you remember hearing in your house: sum vietnamese one i bet


LASTS
Last big car ride: uhhh...oreoz?
Last kiss: kai
Last library book checked out: fuck...i forgot
Last movie seen: HONEY!
Last beverage drank: apple juice...YUM
Last food consumed: grn beans wid chicken n bacon...and soup that i made ^_^ YUM
Last phone call: david the alki...LOL
Last CD played: sum slow jam remix i made
Last annoyance: uhhhh.....this
Last soda drank: coke
Last ice cream eaten: i just gogart.....and ummm a frosty from wendys
Last time scolded: all the time?
Last shirt worn: uhhh....the etiwanda one?
Last website visited: xanga.com

I AM: confuzed...o_O?...lol
I WANT: sumone
I HAVE: everything!
I WISH: i never wanna wish agenz...cuz it dunt come tru....
I HATE: YOOH!!
I FEAR: gettin hurt in any way
I HEAR: the tv
I SEARCH: for porn alot LOL
I WONDER: if ill get my life really goin....
I REGRET: leavin skool
I LOVE: YOOH!!
I ACHE: for love?
I ALWAYS: beat myself upz...
I AM NOT: alone
I DANCE: alot!
I SING: sumtimes
I CRY: wen im sad...confuzed..wen i think....wen im mad
I AM NOT ALWAYS: alone in the world
I WRITE: to ventalate
I WIN: nada?
I LOSE: nada?
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: to go to skool already...
I SHOULD: quit smokin and stop doin drugs....

YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: yup..this
x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: sumtimes
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: probally

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: i guess u call it a crush....
WANT TO GET MARRIED: of course
GET MOTION SICKNESS: naw
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: naw...
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yupyup
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: sumtimes

CURRENT HAIR COLOR: black
EYE COLOR: brwn
BIRTHPLACE: pomona valley hospital

FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 3,9
COLOR: re n green
DAY: friday?
MONTH: july....lol
SONG(S): ummm too many!
SEASON: spring?
DRINK: uhhhh....the kind thats good?

PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: ummm both plez...

IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? i mite have...i dunt member
HELPED SOMEONE? i always doo!
BOUGHT SOMETHING? ummm no
GOTTEN SICK? ive been sick...but im better
GONE TO THE MOVIES? naw
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nada
SAID 'I LOVE YOU? uhh yup!...to my dong seng reckless!!
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: nada
TALKED TO AN EX?: ummm....yup
MISSED AN EX? : ummm....if u can call him my ex?
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yupp
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: hMmMm....nope
MISSED SOMEONE? ummm yup
HUGGED SOMEONE? nope
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? everyday i do...lol
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nada

Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug?:ewwwwwwww
2. Bungee jump?: YEA!
4. Kill someone? : eRrRr....probally...like i think i wuld kill that bitch over there for lookin at me...lol
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? uhh...ya
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? uhh been there done that
7. Parachute from a plane? sure
8. Walk on hot coals? haha....naw
9. Go out with someone for their looks? naw..thats shallow
11. Be a vegetarian? i have been n4..wen i was younger..i wuldnt mind bein one agen
12. Wear plaid with stripes? ha...no!!
13. IM a stranger? sure?
14. Sing Karaoke? sure
15. Get drunk off your Ass? no..not no more
16. Shoplift? wat for?
17. Run a red light? hah...ya
18. Star in a porn video? WDF...im not like my dong seng..!!!
19. Dye your hair blue? mayb blue hi lites?
20. Be on Survivor? uhh naw...
21. Wear makeup in public?: uhhh.....rah...
22. Not wear makeup in public? yup
23. Cheat on a test? haha..of course
24. Make someone cry? well...not on purpose...?
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? i think i have already...lol...fucken romy...ur old!! hehe
26. Stay up all night? i do all the time....

sheesh that was a long one.....well lts see wat have i done today...well uhhh nada really... cleaned more then usaul...then did my laundry..then i played video games wid my nephew.. and now im here..fun stuff huh!i knocked out earlier.....and i dreamed bout southstar...*drools*...it was a good/bad dream..there were ppl in there that shuldnt have been in there..LOL...oh wellz southstar was it...*faints*...that boi was soo fucken fine in "how im living" on bet...seriously...i thut he was ugly at first...til i saw him on bet... YuMMy...^_^...keke....okies...anywayz..imma bounce..byebye

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im bored..so imma do this survey thingy about the perfect guy....LOL

1][ hair colour- dark

2][eye colour-hmm dunt matter

3][height- taller than me

4][six pack- that suld be nice...

5][long or short hair- short n spikey?or baldy ^_^

6][glasses- if it fits him

7][piercings- yum...of course

8][scars- scars are okay...dunt bother me

9][eyebrows- not all thick n bushy...ewww

10][big butt or little- uhh...does that matter?

11][chest hair- ack...dats gross

12][buff or skinny- buff is nice....but i dunt care

13][straight teeth, gap or braces- shit...straight teeth?

14][funny or serious- both

15][party or stay home- mostly stays home...but goin out once in awhile is fine

16][should he cook or bake- bake?...cuz i can already cook...

17][should he have a best friend- if he did it shuld be me...LOL

18][should he have a lotta girlfriends- as long as there just frens

19][outgoing or shy-shy is kyoote...but outgoin is nice cuz they'll talk more

20][sarcastic or sincere- hmmm a lil bit of both is nice

21][should he love his mother- of course!

22][should he watch chik flicks- ummm that doesnt matter

23][would he be a smoker- dunt bug me...

24][would he drink- as long as he can handle in liquor

25][would he swear- who doesnt?

26][would he play with hair- i like wen my guy plays wid my hair wen were layin together

27][one or more girls at a time- uhhhh one only..and thats me

28][would he pay for the dates- we both wuld

29][does he kiss on the first date- doesnt matter...if he did it wuld be nice

30][where would you go to dinner- anywhere but here...hehe

31][would he bring you flowers- if he did i add 10 pts...lol

32][would he lay under the stars with you- awwwww sure!

33][would he write poetry bout you- hmmmm that wuld be nice

34][would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby- ya...of course

35][would he hang out with YOU and youre friends- i wuldnt make him..cuz my frens are kinda weird...LOL

36][would you hang out with HIM and his friends- yea i wuld..y not?

37][will he walk you to the door at the end- he doesnt have too....cuz i use the side door...lol

38][holding hands- yes...but not constantly

39][soccer- uhh sure?

40][baseball- naw...

41][basketball- haha...if i can ball him up..lol

42][football- uhhh sure

43][waterpolo- waterpolo?...uhhh..naw

44][skateboard- ummm naw

45][snowboard- hmmm...sure...so he can teach me how!

46][sing- aWWWw..if he sings to me..like billie did!!

47][play guitar- uhhh....dunt matter

48][play piano- dunt matter

49][play drums- i dunt carez

50][clean his room- yesh plez....a dirty room is a big nono

51][paint draw, sculpt- drawin is kewl

52][writes his own music- uhhh..if hes a songwritter den sure

53][use the word dude- naw....thats a lil too white for me..wait i use that word sumtimes!! so i dunt care...lol

54][use the word tight- uhh...naw

55][would he watch the sunrise with you- awww..that wuld be nice

56][what kind of car does he drive- it dunt matter..as long as he doesnt obsesse over it

57][how old is he?dunt really matter bout age...as long as we kool together...hehe

58][what would his name be? david?...LOL....uhhh...it wuld be a name that uhhh u can say?

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Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone. "When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face." The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love. As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
brought to you by Quizilla wow....me n klumzy got the same mutha fucken rose!! and...today i found out her sister ish just like mines eh!! crazy shit huh!!rar..once i saw her sister walk out da door and start maddoggin..i was like..whoa!!.....thats my sisters twin!! LOL....i hope dear mizz klumy ish okies tho...much love too ya girl!! MUAHZ n HUGZ!!!....ahhhhh...NAMS CRAZY!!! lol... that foo got sars!! n he passed it on to everyone!!hehe...j/k...imma dork...i noes...okies fuck...imma go now...hehe...byebye!!

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uhhhhh.......i feel dead...im sooo umf....lol..went to rosemead last nite for a a homebois bday....ended up dat he had to leave his house so we all rolled to burbank to jimmys and lindas pad...YAY...lol...and i got to see my sexi mizz klumy...and mizz kande!!! haha yupyup and guess who the fuck else was der....fucken david!!! LOL...we was rollin down to burbank following one another...and like in front of us was a tundra and shit...looked just like my homebois and shit....and wen i looked..it was him!!! hehe..i was like wdf...this foo kicks it wid the same foos i kick it wid..WDF man....haha but ya wen we got to jimmys pad....fucken trip,sleepy and dorky went on a mission to open the door...thru the window and shit...and i dunno how they did it...but i think sleepy just threw trip on top of the roof and shit eh...hehe...sleepy fucken buff!! lol....but ya...den birthday boi tailz was fucked up!!! hehe him n his lady were all drunk and shit...i was like daymmm homie... den he fucken had to leave n shit and take da girls he brought home and he had to go home...at like 12...ghey huh!! hehe so ya....at the end of the nite da only pplz left was me, reckless, klumzy,kande,trip,trippy,dorky,sneaky,sum other foo,and ummmm david... and i think thats it....everyone fell asleep at like 3ish while me,reckless,trip,kande,and linda stayed up while trippy was givin us trippy light shows...goshness tho...that boi can bust like no other..in all honesty his light shows are sick as fuck..heh....its amazing then trippy, dorky, sneaky,and the other foo left at like 7am...den we all slept for a lil den got up at like 1030ish and we just played cards all day til like 5 den we just rolled home....and now im home...RAR...i think i slept 2 hours total...hehe...im weird huh??....ya i noes..but wen ur havin fun wid ur frens u dunt need sleep...^_^...but naw...the whole nite i was like missin home n shit...its weird i cant go out like that no more...ever since a few months ago...i hate bein away from home for too long...even wen im at kikis pad....i think about home!! wen homes only 3 doors down!! hehe...its crazy shit....but im happy im home now... i think its the whole secerity thing....i dunt feel secure away from home unless im wid family..or wid my boi ya noes?... hehe....but since i aint got a boi....i shuld just stay home...lol... i kinda wanna see sumone....but i noe i shuldnt so i wont...im just dumb...even my dong seng said...i think u shuld stop thinkin bout him...hes no good for you..and hes all..ill find u a guy..and wen i do...u cant get wid him..cuz imma fuck up any foo that i see wid u...kekeke fucken reckless....tryin to protect me all the time....rar....ish okies ill just date guyz behind his bak and if there good enuff ill intorduce them...hehe...oh fuck i just thut of the time wen we went to massive and shum foo was all hittin on me and was like hey..who u here wid and i was like my homes and shit...and hes all where dey at...so i took him to my homies..and i introduced that foo...and den wen i introduced him to reckless as my brother that foo was all eh...imma bounce ur brother scaring me....i was like WAT DA FUCK LOL that shit was comedy..and wen i told reckless hes all...huh..wat...wat i do?...LOL... but i was like thank u reckless for lookin skurry!! that foo was buggin...hahahaha.... so its good that i have reckless around so wen weridos cum up to me i can just be like eh...my brothers gonna kill u if u talk to me..LOL keke...anywayz...imma bounce for now...BYE!!!

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oh my.....yesterday we had another mutha fucken black out...from 4pm....til i have no idea wen....all i noe it that i feel asleep at 2ish and the lights were still out...urge.... i felt like killin my self....and my fone kept tweekin out n shit...urge...well ya...yesterday woke up a lil sore...went to work at like 430...my nephew was there too..all day wid his daddy....hehe...he was bein all twaked out n shit..lol...drove all the cars in den we went home at like 53ish....me n my sis lit all the candles n stuff around da house...after dat around 730...me,my bro,his lady,and mah nephew went to go eat...and we ate the most horrible place ever...stupid service.....and bad food...NEVER EAT AT BUDDIES ITALIAN RESTRAUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im fucken serious!! acks...after dat went home and hit up kiki...den we went to da movies and watched honey!..hehe....dat movie is sooo kyoote!! da lil boi in der...u just wanna squeeze him!!!!! eKkKk...lol...but ya...after dat we went to kikis pad for a lil...just chatted and den jb got her mad over da fone..and she started cryin a lil...bout all this shits hes doin....i understand hes busy and all..and wat nots...but its tru that he shudlnt place her irst priority if hes not gonna treat her that why...but oreoz....i noe he loves her alot....and i noe he just has to gegt his shit done..but ya...i left her pad at like 130 got home and tried to knocked out...and the funny thing is...wen i was lyin in bed....i reliezed that i never get the guyz i want....i always get the guyz that want me... ya see wat im sayin? =/....so i thut to myself...fuck that...i need to get a guy that i want for once.... just once in my life...and see how it works out...got more to say but FUCK IT ...^_^ <^> FUCK OFF....byebye ^_^

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