I finally got my paycheck for Dairy Queen but I aint working there no more! I got my old job at the theatres back. The manager told me to call her in the summer time but I'm not. I purposly deleted her number to prevent calling her. I aint working there no more after how she critized me in a bad way. My old boss was there and I asked him if I can get my job back and he said yes and I start again next week! I'm finally back to my old job. I just gotta give him a call.

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I am trying to download AIM onto my laptop and it's taking forever!! This is why I hate dial-up! It only downloaded 9%! JEEZ! This is soo boring and more boring. Not much happened this week except for try-outs for spring season. I have returned as the manager for the guys team again and this time I'm also manager for Co-ed so no stealing my spot. I called it! My nails is preventing me from typing well. I'm surprised that for once Susan never talked to me for days! That's a new record! I just got this laptop on Wednesday and I only touched it twice and I love it!! I still got like 85% left til it finish downloading. As I heard, many ppl who tried out for Co-ed volleyball, quit after the first day b/c of Greene's torture. All I have to say is deal with it. Season goes by quick! And it is very quick. Mr. Greene's way of coaching aint bad. His workouts are very useful in the future. I don't see why Lex is complaining about his workout. I mean Lex was on the JV team and Greene was the coach. Sheesh! Don't fuss over it! JV players been through this and we've complanined and was the same way as the co-ed team is in now. We gotten used to it so, for JV players, it shouldn't be such a big surprise! Greene will torture u ppl more if u constantly complain. I ran an extra suicide backward and that is "not as bad as 4 suicide"? Which is worst, running an extra suicide (forgot how many it was) backward or running 4 suicides forward? This is why being the manager is the best! I get to watch them suffer. Here's my tip: "U got urself into this, u get urself out". U don't walk out in the middle of a big war. U gotta fight it til the end. Quitting is like walking out in the middle of a big war. I am freezing right now!!! Right now I have like 70% left. I never gave up, even though I came close to quitting, but I kept on going b/c I wanted to finish what I started. So no complaining co-ed! I am gonna find something else to do before I go nuts talking about how stupid it is to complain when u signed up for it in the first place.

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yes I'm all alone in my new room. Since my relatives came yesterday, I feel all left out. That's why I'm upset now. I get lonely all the time. Parents better not complain that I'm throwing an attitude at them. I should let them figure things out themselves. No one bothered to care about me so I figured to teach them a lesson, I'm gonna not come home one night and not answer my phone. Although I have to think about warning the poilice first and alerting some ppl but ppl know that I don't have the guts to do that. See all they're doing is yaking while I purposely hog the phone line. It's freezing in the basement. Earlier, I was showing signs of trying to get attention by none other than throw an attitude problem. I refused to eat, I didn't want to drink anything and I didn't care about anything. If parents weren't so busy with leaving me out, then they shoulda known. I'm all alone and no one cares. I'm so unloved by everyone.

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This world stinks! I am very stressed out from school, work and home. U obviously already know my issue at work. I just forgot to do my math homework and I attempted my math homework yesterday and I come back the next day with the teacher bitching at me! When I got home, I got bitched at b/c I came home late and then I get yelled at b/c Mom told me to put my boxes under the bed and now dad yells at me! I'm already in enough stress, I don't need anymore! I see how this world think I'm a useless piece of crap. I'm not saying this to get attention. I don't know what am I gonna do with the rest of life. I just need to think about it for a long time and see where this path is taking me. I don't know who am I or what am I doing here. I dunno what to do. Life just stinks and sucks! I'm hungry by the way even though I ate like a slice of a chocolate mousse pie. very good! And plus it was the cheapest thing I can afford at White Flint Mall. Now I want some Key Lime Pie. I'm gonna go out and buy a slice for $2.95. ummm...pie!! O well if u wanna talk to me just leave a messege and I'll be right back after I get pie. And u ppl who cause all these stress, just leave me alone with my pie!

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I didn't get to work this weekend b/c the manager at my new and current job called me slow!!!! She said that she didn't have a schedule for me!!! Why don't she just tell me that she don't want me to work there or at least fire me b/c I'm slow! I'm naturally slow and I just came out from a slow enviroment and she said that she's been training me for 3 weeks and I don't understand anything. Correction: I've only been there for three days not 3 weeks. There's a huge difference between 3 weeks and 3 days. I worked only one day a week for 3 weeks which equals to three days!!!!!! That is not 3 weeks!!! Anywaz, Jessi's birthday is 2morrow and I'm gonna find someday this week to get her present at Bulid A Bear. I'm gonna quit that stupid job at Dairy Queen b/c it sucks!! I know I'm slow and I need time to practice b/c I've only been there for 3 days! I need to practice and time! I repeat, I need to practice and time!!! Anywaz, I'm enjoying the time in my new room! It's much bigger and it's the basement. I'm gonna take that time to relax.

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Here my tip to preventing being really freaked out after u comment a guy's pants and he asks u out when u just comment him and u don't know him or his name: Never make the first move or better yet, don't tell him he got cool pants. My friend had to learn it the hard way. I rather hear her talk about his pants all week long than to see her really freaked out now. It was freaky!!! my friend and I walked into the mall and we saw this guy going down the escalator with really really cool pants. She kept saying that he got cool pants and yea, we lost him for a while. We went around the mall and we saw him again and yea we pretty much was commenting about his pants. She wanted a pic of him in those pants but she's not interested in him. I walked into H&M and tried to get a pic of him but I chickened out! I lost him in the store and when I walked out of the store, I saw him standing while my friend was sitting on the bench nearby. And then pretty much when she commented his pants and I don't remember what happened from that point. We went downstairs to get smoothies and he came out of nowhere and asked my friend out and she's creeped out. She doesn't know that wierdo, she doesn't even know his name! She just commented like 5 minutes earlier and saw him. And I pretty much went to buy our smoothies and next thing I know my friend freaked out! She wanted to leave and we did after I got and paid for the smoothies. She's pretty much not the same person as when she left school complaining about the random snowball attack yesterday afterschool that hit her. We don't know if she was targeted, just random or mistaken identity. Or it was intended for me but missed. I don't know exactly what happened then but take it from someone who's experienced, DON'T COMMENT A GUYS PANTS UNLESS HE IS CUTE AND DON'T LOOK LIKE A WIERDO OR IS THAT GUY!!!!! He's wierd.

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