its done now. i finished it in my spanish class cuz she was talkin bout love so it made me think of him

You haven't noticed yet
But Im crying inside
I never show that Im sad
Beacause Im faraid that I wont be accepted by my friends
That I'll be left alone with no one's shoulder to cry on.

I cant tell nite from day anymore
You said we'll never be again
And when you said those words
My world came tumbling down
I realized you changed
Your not the person I thought you we're.

My love for you has gotten in the way
In the way of my life, my future
So now I know
I have to get over you
And I know it's going to be hard
But I have to try.

I have to save my future
Save it from depression or anything worse
Mabye you didnt understand when I said i loved you
But I have to figue out Fairy Tales never come true
No matter how much you want them to.

" I dont need you anymore"
Dats wut you meant when you said you dont think bout me no more
Ok I'll try and talk to you less
And if you want I wont talk to you at all
Even though it will hurt me.

I respect that you believe your friends above me
But you didnt hear the story right
If you can just listen
And give me a chance to explain that night
I'll tell you the truth.

I havent talked to you since then
Do you realize Im upset yet?
How many times do i need to cry
For you to even think bout me

you said it was my fault
but all i did was dance
he kissed me
and i didnt feel a thing when he did

you said i was the 1 who hurt you
but why am i the 1 crying
why was i the 1 who got dumped
not you
so how did i hurt you

i try to concentrate on school and my life
but i jus cant
i think bout u 24/7
when im eattin, talkin, playin on the comp
your on my mind

i think now i realize
maybe you never had feelings in the1st place
and if u never wanted me
why were u the 1 to ask me out
hello u only ask out ppl when u like them.


hey im already starting on the next 1 so itll b on here soon gtg

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i had finallly found love
and was so afraid i gave up
i ruined my life, my future
your over me but im not over you
i think about you so much
and you'll never know
that i love you so.

you have a new gurl
and ive had many new boys
but i havent been able to forget
i see you with her and wish it was me
but it'll never happen
and you'll never know
that i love you so.

we would listen to our song together
play around and sing it to each other
every nite we would be on the fone
you made me laugh so much
i wish we could go bac but we can't
and you'll never know
that i love you so.

we didn't have the same friends
but i hung out with yours anyway
jus cuz you were there
and you'll never know
that i love you so.

during the day i think about what we could of been
and at nite i cry wishing we were still together
i know that were friends now
but i want more
i want to pretend were still together
and you'll never know
that i love you so.

i will always care about you
no matter what happens
i'll never forget you or what we had
we started off best friends
and ended up datting after a month
and you'll never know
that i love you so.

i didn't mean to hurt you
i would take bac everything jus to have you bac in my arms
i didn't mean for it to end that dark lonely nite
i jus wish we could be a couple again
and you'll never know
that i love you so.

this world is a messed up place
and without you by my side
i donno how much more i can take
your what i'm living off of
your what i need to survive
and you'll never know
that i love you so.


dedicated to my x- Joey
i'm sry n i mean every word in there. i no you may not understand but i am nothing without you. i no you got a gurl n you care about her alot all i need to know is if you care about me too? i usually dont run bac to ppl crying but i need you.

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i wuz gonna keep rittin in here but no is actually readin them so wuts the use im gone bye

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HAVE YOU EVER .. ?
[ ]been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[ ]kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] been to japan.
[ ]rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[ ]had sex.
[ ]had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[ ]snuck out of your parent's house
[ ]been arrested.
[ ] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ]been to europe.
[ ]skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x ] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x]went ice skating.
[ ] dropped x.
[x]cheated on a bf/gf.
[x]been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quinceaera.
[ ] had a car.
[x]drove.
[ ]cut myself on purpose
[a fish] seen someone die
[ ] been to africa
[ ] driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
[ ] been to canada
[ ]been to mexico
[ ] been on a plane
[ ] seen the rocky horror picture show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[ ] purposely set a part of yourself on fire ~ my hair
[x]eaten sushi
[ ]been snowboarding
[x] met someone in person from the internet.
[ ]been moshing at a concert
[ ]had feelings for someone you knew only online
[ ] had plastic surgery
[ ]een in an abusive relationship
[ ] gone to college
[ ] graduated college
[ ]tried killing yourself
[ ] thought about trying to kill yourself
[x] taken painkillers advil?
ARE YOU .. ?
[ ] ugly
[ ] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[x]short.
[ ] tall.
[ ]grounded.
[ ] sick.
[x] a virgin
[ ] lazy.
[ ] single.
[x] taken.
[ ] looking.
[x] not looking.
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[ ]scared to die.
[x] tired.
[ all the time] annoyed.
[x]hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ]on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music
DO YOU .. ?
[x] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[ ]have a crush.
[ ] feel loved.
[ ] feel lonely.
[x]feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[ i donno] think youre attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x]listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[x] listen to soul.
[ ] listen to techno.
[x]listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[ ] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ]play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[ ] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] like to read.
[ ] like to write.
[ ] have long hair.
[x] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.
[x] miss someone right now.

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mood: happy listening to: usher-my boo okay evry1 who reads this. im so ova joey he turned out to b a huge a** . well have a new bf, his name is will its short for william. and we jus starting datting on thursday during 5the period. ummmmmmmmm wut else is there to say......................... well if u got ne ?s bout him ask me on aim k . o yea im going to poinciana's homecummin this sat its frm 8-12 i already have my dress n shoes but mesha wuz pose to do my hair in briads during the game tonite but jasmine didnt ask her if she couls do them so im gonna do my hair how i wear it everyday to skool cept the difference will b @ homecummin im gonna have it in a line i donno if it should b a straight line or zigzag. help plz. but im going by myself cuz will didnt get his paper signed in time to go so i have to find sum1 to dance wit at the dance cept mario uhhhh. i hate him ewwww i cant even believe i have to b in the same building with him for hrs well imma go cuz i hate to fold my laundry ttyl pplz. bub byes

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i jus wanted to let u get an update. me n joey r not togethr no more. n he told me i no y n i think its cuz i met monica's friend jon n danced wit him but i donno. but this past weekend i had my baby n that stupid thing kept me up the entire weekend nevr let me sleep so this mornin i went to skool to turn the baby in then went home to sleep n im jus got up like an hr ago. joey if ur readin this the guy wuz gay so u didnt have to worry but u did. well imma go cuz i have nuttin else to say

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