my dad is such a fucking idiot.
he goes in the backyard to set up some table or something, and he leaves the door open, and about an hour later i want to play with my cat and i'm like.. "where is she?" and my dad is like "oh she must have gotten away beacuse i left the door open." and i'm like "well why did you leave the door open?!?!?!" and he starts yelling at me, saying stuff like "BECAUSE I JUST LEFT THE DOOR OPEN. I JUST DIDN'T FEEL LIKE CLOSING IT. SO I LEFT IT OPEN. THAT'S WHY. UH, WHAT DO YOU MEAN "WHY DID YOU LEAVE THE DOOR OPEN?" WHY ELSE WOULD I LEAVE THE DOOR OPEN? BECAUSE I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE CLOSING IT." you're a fucking idiot.

he better take me to buffalo today just for making me pissed.
but he bought me a cassette adapter and some clothes and a belt yesterday.. oh well, it was a late easter present.
guh.

but my cat is smart and loves me, so she'll find her way home.

umm i'm gonna go watch titanic or the count of monte cristo. while doing homework. because that's how we [nerds] do.

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euck. is it just me or does buffalo suck nowadays?
no, it's not just me.
buffalo exchange has gone to the dogs and the people who work there are stupid.

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THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO ROCKS MY WORLD.

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ew i think my dad and nadine are back together again.
the ew isn't her.
it's that my dad left his inbox open and emailed her saying "last night was gOod for me. note the big O" ew.
ew. ew.
with parents, that's disgusting.

i think everyone secretly hates me
especially kurtis
i bet he dreads talking to me every day before 3rd period. and sitting with him on thursdays at lunch sometimes.
and quinn just uses me for my ocarina and fries.
because i'm so fat so i always have fries.
it's so true, don't even deny it, my dearies.
i'm gonna go the library because it's been a while since i've listened to a full length album that i didn't download illegally.

the EC for mr. kallaus brought my grade up to a 97 but i think the test we just took brought it down to a B. oh i hope, hope not.
and i realized that i have the highest grade in my english class. and the second highest in all ms. roberts classes. i'm a such a nerd nowadays. the only class i have a B in is CS which is NOT RIGHT. effing mr morehouse gives us quizzes now. uughhhhh. but i only need like three more points to get an A and i turned in something today so i think i'm safe for the quarter.
yeah yeah, no one cares about my school work.

i hadn't seen anthony in like two weeks so i thought he died and today i saw him three times and even made eye contact. funny how stuff happens like that. hm i wonder if he still hates me.
eh i don't wonder all that much because i think he does.

i slapped my cat in my sleep.. hahaha. poor kid.

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angel told me about her trip to mexico, and how she met alex, and some stuff that happened.
it's like out of a chick flick.
like she tripped and he caught her.
and they were taking a walk and they found a mexican with a recorder and had him play them a song.
and cute stuff
but cute stuff that only happens at the beginning.
and i think "aww i miss stuff like that" because it used to happen.
and it causes me to want a new beginning of my own again.
and it makes me wonder if this is really worth it.
but i know it is,
and i wouldn't trade it for some short lived, random new beginning.
and stuff like that make better memories than experiences, anyway.

irrelevant:
bah, why do other people's memories haunt me so?
and why can't i let go if it's the past?

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i'm eating week-old chinese leftovers for breakfast at 1:23 pm.
the rice is sort of crunchy.

today is the day catholics believe their savior rose from the dead.
have a good one.

i'm thinking about going to a college with an enrollment of 600 in a town in the middle of nowhere with a population of 9000?
oh dear me.
but i also have many other options i'm thinking about, of course.

the only day of spring break where i did absolutely nothing and saw no one outside my home was wednesday.
i'm surprised myself.

this next week is going to be one of the lonliest ever, even though i'll be going to school.

amelie is becoming much much healthier.
she always falls asleep in the most inconvenient places on my bed or me, where i can hardly move without disturbing her. and i would never want to do that. but it's very cute.

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mood: morose

What are the chances that someone will knock at my front door for a nice surprise visit?

Not very likely at all.

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we live in such a sodium-ridden world that it's disgusting.



now opting for a low sodium lifestyle.

tidbit: one teaspoon of salt has 2325 mg of sodium

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why did i spend an hour talking to aaron last night about humping?

my cadd project is going to be so cute! heh.

my arm is so scratched up and red and mutilated. that's what happens when you have to force feed a cat some medicine.

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i guess today was a pretty good day
and yesterday was too
wowzers.

amélie has fleas, tapeworms, and feline upper respiratory infection. obtuse shelters and their lack of cleanliness! then again, she was a stray before they took her in.

hooray, it's spring break, and i have roughly zero things planned.
actually:
tonight perhaps fluffberry with quinn, or shopping with father.
tomorrow benjamin comes over.
sunday dinner and movie with rachel and quinn.
monday benjamin comes over.
tuesday rachel comes over.
wednesday benjamin comes over.
and that's it so far.

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