change(in the house of flies)- deftones
I've watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh
I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the lungs to
Blow me away
I've watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change.
Now you feel Alive
You Feel Alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh
| privacy aint so private ne more!!! Thursday. 8.12.04 2:45 am ok well to finish that up I will explain why I needed to stop writing......that reason is becuz I was typing that at the library and he was in the librbay too...
and he was coming over to me right as I was typing lol and then he came over to me and was all like"hi...so hows it going" and he was also looking at what I was typing but luckily I had already backe out of errthing and I was like on a diff site but yeah he is sooooooo hott I wasnt to move back now just to see him.......
*drools* soo cute ahhhhh ok well neways yeah I moved I love my new room its soo awesome especially at night omg it rocks!! I have one wall painted that wall is sooo cool its my favorite wall...I have lke a mirror on every wall big mirrors too its great for me cuz I can be in my room and dance my ass off!!! whoohooo!!! Comment! (1) | Recommend! pushpush..hmmm straight for the lovin' Monday. 8.2.04 2:44 pm watching: music vids..like always
listening to: one direction....pushpushpush
mood: starry,weird,meditative
yeah I feel interesting today
omg I am like in love with this one guy I swear he is soo hott and he sadi that I was cute too so that ROCKS!!!!! yeah his nick name is Kane[not the wwe kane,mind you]
but yeah his name sounds like "kinda high" but its like Hawaian or pac islander or something of the sorts...but yeah omfg he is soooo Hott!!! he hasent said hi to me in a while but thats ok cuz Ill see him tonite hopefully......*daydreams*
yeah I saw my soon-to-be-ex bf and yeah I need to stop writeing like now lol Comment! (2) | Recommend! Monday. 7.26.04 6:31 pm
umm yeah!!! ok well yeah......
that was weird
hey you know what I havent done in a long time...
write a poem or poems I guess Ive just been to preoccupied lately
I want to learn the dance to " My Goodies" by Ciara thats a tight song
.....  omg that is soo funny!!
neway I was talking to Zane[ he had a major crush on me] and he was talking to me about what him and his girlfriend was doing and in a way it seemed as if he was trying to make me jealous I dont exactly know how but it kinda seemed that way!!..oy!! speaking of boyfriends Im thinking of breaking up with mines...reasons are as follows
I dont see him enough,when we do see each other we never do anything[kinda good actually but our conversations are a snoozefest!!],sometimes I feel like there is not a good connection goin' on, and I also feel like there is aloyt of stuff he is hiding....... so is that good enough reasons? please tell me!!!argh
 or Ill do this to ya!!muahahahaha Comment! (0) | Recommend! Thursday. 7.22.04 7:26 pm wow I was angry when I wrote the one before that!
geeze I wonder if he read it ......
neways...I missed the Sugarcult concert.Yeah I was pissed off...all cuz my mom was hella late from coming over at the other house[painting and remodeling it]
and I started crying I was so sad/pissed off but yeah there will be other chances
..guess what Im listening to...MODEST MOUSE! "Float on" thats an awesome song
oh wow I drew this really cool picture of what Im guessing is a relation ship between me and a certain boy yeah I have to find a way to post it here soon its really cool if you ask me Ill explain who the boy is and why it explains our relationship!! yeah but you know what well all float on alright already we'll all float on now dont you worry we'll all float on alright even if things get heavy well all float on alright...gosh I love that song along with breaking the habit I really like that video its soo awesome!!
much love to the Asians,americans,Europeans,etc
if I forgot you tell me...umm yeah
HOLLA@YAGURL!! Comment! (1) | Recommend! and I dont think there is nothing I can do now to Friday. 7.16.04 9:33 pm Jesus walks with them......... lol
well I went over to Oliveras house and had a sleep over it was sooo funny omg me and olivera were being soo hyper it was hilarious way to much chocolate cake...and we were like having tickling fights and doing weird things like eating pai thiae [pat tie] noodles[extra spicy] at like 2 in the morning lol
it was funny oh did I tell you guys I finally saaw my boy yesterday after I came back home [and was locked out]so we hung out it was kool Im getting over leif soon he will be just a figment of my imagination...lol but yeah he for some odd reason or another was not talking to me and you know what Ive heard soo much stuff about how he is a bitchy person and how he needs to be put in his placeput Ive always stood up for him and u know what else I think Ive liked him more than anyone else ever could have well you know what...  screw that shit but yeah Im really hungry I wish I had me chicken curry satay with me....ohhhh it was soooo goood!!!!
Comment! (1) | Recommend! Tuesday. 7.13.04 10:24 pm I think I saw Leif at the bus stop today he was driving with 2 other guys....I think... neway yesterday I was out at the field and I took off my thongs[sandals you sick-minded ppl] and my two friends who I ws there with toook my shoe and decided to throw it to make my dog fetch them [byw this was really late at night] and one guy kept putting his arm around me and like flirting with me[ I think he is just a flirt] ne way and my dog took my shoe out to somewhere in a bigg ass field and left it out thurr and when it was time too go I couldnt find it and The Field is really dark and Plus there was no moon out so therefore I lost my shoe isnt that just a bunch of poo!!!! well on to more important things ......I finnally saw the Anchorman I loved it it was sooo funny a few sceens were missing from the previews but still it was funny!!! I am soo confused on what to do about my boyfriend you see my friends and his friends have told me that he movedand I still havent talked to him since the pool incedent...[nother story nother time] and I sent him an email back but he hasent responded I hope he does soon cuz I dont know what to do I miss him like Fuck!!!!  so yeah I really miss him I want to hug him and kiss him soo bad!!lol
.........for some odd reason Olivera kept telling me I look soo pretty was it bcuz Im wearing make up.....idk.... Comment! (2) | Recommend! |
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(I love you)
(maybe a little toomuch...)
"Im not okay(I promise)" by My Chemical Romance
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
(yes Im the girl that loves peanut butter..)
" iTS pEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME.."
iM A TECHNO FRUIT
do turkeys float?
"I've learned to never underestimate.. the
impossible."
.. When You Sleep At Night You Pray to me your Lucky Star Your Singing Satelite... |