all my weekly horscope did was confuse me!!

Your love life gets off to a great start at the beginning of the week, with a Solar Eclipse in Aries. Whatever happens, you need to be prepared for anything and everything. Relationships may fall apart, while others suddenly come into your life. These, though, tend to be the more light-hearted dates and affairs that you are involved with, rather than permanent partnerships. Though it is possible that you may get heavily involved with someone new, if your love life has been very disappointing lately. The trick with Eclipses is not to rush into anything, and not to start anything new if you can possibly help it. Mercury, your partnership planet, continues to be retrograde, so it wouldn't be a good idea to start fresh. But it could, however, be the perfect time to revisit an old friendship, or even love affair, to clear the air and heal any wounds that are still lingering. This might be very successful. Venus in Gemini also trines Neptune, which adds romantic fuel to the fire, so no excuses if you do want a taste of nectar. But take extra care at the weekend, when Mars opposes Pluto. If you are having problems, you will need to handle them with care, otherwise you might lose a friend or lover for good. Take it easy!

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listening to: say anything - good charlotte
mood: ouchie

the mess the maintence men made in my bathroom last week or so when they started fixing the hole in the ceiling (it looks better now)

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listening to: britney's masturbation song
mood: fine

and i'm proud of it

slobbyness!

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i just got a nestle chocolate egg with caramel creme in it.. and it was EMPTY!!! SHEESH!

but that's okay! cuz I got into EVERGREEN!! :-D
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!

Check it out!!

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i wish i knew what i wanted and i was sure about it. that would make life a lot easier for a lot of people, especially the ones i care about.
life sucks sometimes :(
maybe i'm scared.. maybe i do know what i want and i'm too scared to admit it, or maybe i just don't know.. i don't know. *shrugs* *sigh*
life.. never easy!

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i'm such a slacker. i have two important exams and a big homework assignment due this week, and what am i doing? watching Roseanne (well really i'm gonna change it cuz this is the episode that was on last night at 3 that i watched) and doing quizzes and crap and just doing nothing. i have my stuff, i should start my econ homework, but i know i'm not going to. tsk tsk. bad little me!

i'm kinda.. i dunno. i haven't been all that happy lately. *shrugs* just stuff, i don't know.. it's not like i can say, i'm not happy because of _____. I wish it were that easy. But I don't really know. I haven't really found a good way to reflect on my life lately, so I haven't really been writing anything. And what I do know, is just feelings and things that I can't put into words. That and I just haven't cared enough to write anything lately. not that i'm "unhappy" i'm just.. blah.. not happy. more mixed up and confused and unsure. and there's been a lot of stuff lately that has drawn emotions from me that i'm not fond of, and there's been a lot of stuff that makes me think about things lately. and i'm just generally unhappy with the things i've been thinking about and the ways i've been feeling. scared, paranoid, unsure, jealous, possessive, self-concious, low self-esteem, just waiting and anticipating something bad happening, confusion, confliction, untrusting, hopeless, dissapointed, thinking that i'm a bad person, or at least that i wish i were different than i am. i wish that i was the person i was a few years ago. i want to be nieve and trusting and pure. i don't want to be filled with hurt and fear and trepidation. and anger.

i dunno, i don't wanna piss anyone off, but... i'm just.. blah. and i don't know what to do about it, or how to make it better. but it's not looking good. *sigh* great, now i just wanna cry or something... i'm gonna go watch Trading Spaces Family now and try to not think about things anymore, cuz that sucks.

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