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im_feelin_giddy
Age. 17
Gender. Male
Ethnicity. filipino
Location dyago, CA
School. US Naval Academy
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Friday. 9.5.03 2:13 am
tonight was an awesome night.. everyone came together like a freakin big ass group.. we were all cheering for cougars.. the eastside tigers from morse came the HOMIES it was cool.. we were all chillen together..[eastsidAhz] faye, chelle, jarreau, bryan, mark, kristyan, marky, rizzy, maria, jerk, lynn n the rest of them.. faye gathered them up just to see me again cause i havent seen them in a long ass time.. faye was like i know you're down n all cause well I KNOW WHY so i brought everyone from ph just for you hah bring your sad days to brighter days cause well WE'RE HERE n all the southsiders were gettin jealous cause i was chillen with them more but my bad what else can i say i havent seen them in so long n when i moved back to daygo they were my homies first hah.. n then alyssa n them were runnin around checkin out the skater boys.. lol dorks but yeah this night was awesome.. tomorrow my days go back to normal, gaaaaay >=/ oh well i'll get through it i guess OR WILL I?! laters

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feeling
Thursday. 9.4.03 9:44 pm
i feel my heart pounding so much faster than before. its going too fast for me and i feel myself about to pass. im trying to catch myself before i fall.. too late i've hit the ground harder then i usually do. and it hurts so much for my whole body, n im thinking this is too much pain just for falling to the ground. something must have hit me much harder then just the ground because now my heart is in pain. i feel so far away from everything and i cant even face it cause im too scared to hurt again. im waiting for reality to hit me back to the present day. i pinch myself and i realize this is reality and i thought i was living in a dream. the loneliness doesnt catch me by surprise because now i know that the story so far of my life is going to be full of loneliness. i used to think that all of my yesterdays n tomorrows for the rest of my life were going to be full of happiness but now i know the truth. its all crap to me. now i know that forever ended today and i need to find some way to get that into my head.. tears drop so fast as if rain were to drop to the ground causing puddles. its so good to hear the music of your voice cause it's been so long since i've heard it, and all of a sudden the music starts to fade away from my ears and im grippin on so hard to you for you not to slip away from me but you fade away into the darkness while im here crying out my heart for you.. and goodbye

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Thursday. 9.4.03 9:15 pm
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lets see....
Tuesday. 9.2.03 9:44 pm
geez i've been kinda fallin, a lil too much to notice the other shit.. n i just wish she knew how much i felt for her.. gees.. I CANT HAVE HER THOUGH ITS AGAINST THE LAW.. no but really iono why i cant, guess ill just live with it cause i've been living in loneliness for awhile now n im gettin pretty used to it.. GOOOOSH i miss you like whoa, i havent talked to her like TALKED TO HER FOREAL in a long time =/ gaaaaaay blah blah blah suuuucks nuts! laters

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what're you doing here?!
Sunday. 8.31.03 2:44 pm
hah hah.. no not really but i guess?! it could be possible?! but yeah i give up on a lot of crap. my life is full of bullshit lies. im afraid of everything now, i used to be so comfortable in my spot... faye, chelle thank you for being there for me lately its been great, especially when you visit me hah its like old times! kickin it with the eastsiders cause they're cooler! lol naw just kidding but yeah you guys have been awesome. especially when i've been feeling down n no matter how much bluntness i throw at you guys you guys are still kool with me. especially when i give you guys attitude n my shit. i guess whenever i needed someone there you 2 were. dont forget to come to my mom's party cause she says yeah tell faye n michelle to come over.. so dont forget! bring armon n them i havent seen them in years!!!!! "everything seems so irrelavent to the story so far.."

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jay n lyly's thoughts
Friday. 8.29.03 10:17 pm
you know what i think?! i think a lot of stuff like HOT DOGS why is it called HOT DOGS i dont get it?! why does love lure you in n then play with you n hurt you in the end?! why do u go to hell if you suicide... you know its like a good reason why they killed themselves, they should go to heaven cause what they got on earth is what they dont deserve so they should go to heaven after what they've gone through. why do people that love each other so much hurt each other? why do people NOT keep promises.. why does love hurt so much. yeah good bye

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