Top 3 Reasons Why I Haven't Posted in Nutang For Some Time
1. Work -- bein the bitch it has always been.
2. Chillin with friends -- hei, i'm a teenager!
3. Web Design -- uber noob wanna-be wants to learn the real McCoy!

Yeah about the web design thing. I'm such a noob at it. i Just sort of figured out making div layouts yesterday. O_O Will be moving on to tables and then frames and then php... Gads!!! :-SSSS

Made my 1st test div layout hehe Kinda weird though coz i messed up in the bottom part lol Check it out: 1001 Nights. I Hope it's published already though. :-S

Special special thanxxx to Kuri who showed me the way to Celestial-Star. Aah, heaven! :D

Anybody else who wanna help me out (gimme links, one-on-one, etc.), pls comment! ♥

Much love,
Wanna-Be Web Designer

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Call me a hopeless romantic, i won't care. :P

I'm in Toronto right now. A song has been running in my head, making me go all sentimental as i ride Tdot's fire-red streetcar.

Smother Me _{The Used}

Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
Surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves you all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling that I'm on my own
(Leaves me all alone)
Hold me too tight, stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
(All the time)

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Smother me (smother me)
Smother me (smother me)

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made your heart break
Still I need you here with me
So baby I'm, baby I'm here

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me? (Let me be the one)

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and smother me (smother me)
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Smother me (smother me)
Smother me (smother me)

Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
The one who calls you baby

Ooh $18.001! :"> i'Ve noticed i'Ve been blogging about my personal life too much. Hmmm i Should go back to my hyper days with the smilies && everything. But sometimes, life has a way of getting to you. It really is a bitch, but I'm not surprised. Life still goes on. ;)

Who will be my baby tonight? ;]

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Mortality. A deep word with a deep meaning.
Ever since I was a kid, I had always been afraid of dying. I had fantasies of being able to live forever & even thought about how I might live to see the creation of some antidote to aging, postponing my fate.
I've always been afraid to know how I am going to die. Will I die in an accident? Murder? Plain old age?
All these thought about dying makes me realize that I really can't tell. Who am I anyway? I'm just one of a billion other people who don't want to die. Why should God make me live on? Do something for humanity? All the good people died [whether they're partying in heaven, I have no idea].

So, you may say, "Why is Frostie blogging about this?"

Well, my aunt just died yesterday. I'm sadder than hell. :( She was my second mom back home, and she died without even seeing us. She was the liveliest of all my mom's siblings and she made everyone laugh with her jokes and antics. She was taken by cancer, just like their dad, my grandfather.
I still can't believe it. She's part of me, you know. Always been there with the family and now she's gone. Just like that.
I hate mourning. I've always hated it because I couldn't show my real emotions in front of other people. I'm insensitive like that, but I don't want them thinking I don't care. Because I do. :(

Wherever you may be, Minim, I'll always love you no matter what. ♥ Rest in peace. ♥

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Okae, i Was just randomly browsing some random people's friendster pages when i Bumped into this one. && yea i Was curious as to what MY sexy name would be lmao Came out more like some sentence in a cheesy French porn movie.




Get Your Sexy Name

Today was fun though :D We went to the park's "Nitty Witty Brama Ching Wing Ding" thing. [Lol No idea what it means && it sure is boring but i Had fun chylling with the friendships! :D] Aah yes. Who could forget the awkward moments... i Just discovered that one of my friends likes me. And that is BAD news.
1) i Know he's a pervert, 2) Slacker, 3) Cuss-er [if there's such a word], and 4) He is physically soooo not my type! Sooo...

Call me harsh but that's life, honey.

P.S. Aahh. Been a long time since i've seen the Nutang smilies grace my page.
&& thanxxx to those -- ambyrjayde sweetpeach shashaboo alexsedotcx the-muffin-man who congratulated me on my job hehe
&& also, thanxxx to ikimashokie and praetorian for helping me out with the antipixel buttons/brilliant buttons dilemma i Had. [You can see the fruits of my labor on my *frostbitten* module on the left. :D]

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Aaah i survived 1 week of work. :) Oh yeah the reason why i hadn't been updating here coz i got a new job && the cool thing about it is, i'm working with my sister so it isn't such a pain. :) Coz we BOTH hurt together by the end of the day haha [Yea i'm sadistic like that.]

Anihoo my sister's got a crush on the son of our supervisor (who's the friend of my dad and the person responsible for letting us have the job) && this guy's SOO FRIKKEN into dancehall! See, when they bring their van, they drop us home since we're neighbors and all. [God, i feel like dying everytime he drives! Ugh, teenagers! lmao] Anihoo soo when he drives he likes to turn the music UP and shishiet, the riddim just makes my sis && me wiiiiiine lmao Ah yes ma :)~


So this long weekend's Caribana :) Aahh and i'm sooo goin! i Swear!!! :P Nuthin can stop me!!! Partaeeee Carribean style!!! Woot woot! Shishiet i'm sooo excited haha

♥
+rock+reggaeton+reggae+

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Hmm. I'm almost legal.
I wonder what would change in my life when i turn 18. That would be something.
It's supposed to be my debut, but i'm not gonna have one because i exchanged it for a laptop (if u didn't know). So today 3 of my closest friends decided that i should have a kiddie themed party...to remember the last of my childhood and all. And being the stupid lazy girl that i am, i just contacted my other friends this morning. Through MSN/YM since i was too lazy. Now i'm soooo pissed off coz the schedule keeps on changing & everything and so far only 4 of the others have replied. i Dunno anymore. i'M so pissed off. Pissed off. Pissed off!!!!!!!! Leche!!! >=[
So much for turning 18. Blah. F off. Whoever invented birthdays celebrations!?

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18. wow. i'm 18.
i'm really old then huh?

When i'm 21, i'm gonna have the formal debut thing. :) i'm doing that. for sure. back home. && gonna get wasted. with my friends. on my one & only RH (fyi: RH means Red Horse which is by the way my favorite beer). haha :)

ah. kudos to me. i've lived this long in the teenage world. even in this canadian teenage world full of the stereotypes filipinos see only on the boob tube. ah.

darn.

i'm old.




one more year.

&& i can [legally] drink.

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