for many people, they start a relationship because they felt something different with that special someone...

will these feelings be true and exist throughout the life?

are these feelings a strong enough factor to start a relationship?

are these feelings a good enough reason to like someone?

why do some of us fear these tingling feelings and run away from it?

what do we do when these feelings are not returned?

what do you do when you feel something when you're in a committed relationship?

i heard it helps women stay prettier... :P

but honestly... do feelings matter so much?

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suddenly,
i miss you...
i wanna hold you...
i wanna talk to you...
i wanna share jokes with you...
i wanna whisper in your ears...
i wanna laze around with you on Sunday afternoons...

i just want you to be here now...
do you feel the same way too?

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i am back in this quaint little town.. it's been 2 months.. but things have changed.. relationships between humans have changed... it's not a big change but i felt bit weird... just wanted to stay in my cocoon and not see anyone..

first week of internship.. and it was fine.. i now firmly believe that kids are monsters.. although sometimes they are angelic, but no... they are all monsters in disguise...trust me...

looking for jobs is not easy.. should i get a break or not after my internship before plunging into the working world? i'm still putting it off...

i felt as if i have an emotion tap.. i could turn it off and on when i'm in different places.. isn't that cool?

a guy read my palms... said a few things that were quite true... i asked him to go bit more with the detail.. but i dun have any specific questions... i didn't feel like knowing.. i used to believe in fate.. or destiny or whatever u call it... but now.. i'm not really into these things.. it's somehow magical when they're able to say things that are accurate... but well...

my life is my own... if i make a decision, and it doesn't work.. then i'll call it fate or destiny or whatever they call it...

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went karaoke with a bunch of hooligans.. was the only gal there and was the target to be drunk... puked in the empty beer jug... disgusted with myself.. one of the guys kept stroking my face.. guess he thinks i'm drunk... hafta keep pushing his hands away.. damn.. i am never ever going out with them... and i had to kiss a gay when i lost in the game.. my crap even smelled like alcohol the next morning!

well.. lesson learned.. ALWAYS PRETEND TO HAVE ALCOHOL ALLERGY/ BAD ALCOHOL TOLERANCE...

and to myself... no alcohol for another 2 years... if i can avoid..

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I will be going back to US in a couple of days.. Am suppose to buy items that represent my culture in home country.. and I have not done much..

I realized that I do not understand my own country very well.. What are the different cultures? apart from the superficial and basic knowledge that i have..

And the last minute thing made me dislike myself... i'm such a bitter woman..

MOVE ON~~

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it's the time to love red... best if you wear red top, red pants or skirts and red shoes.. you'll be lucky for the whole year~~ as for me, i nearly puked shopping for red tops.. or just new clothes.. it was a torture for me this year.. couldn't find anything that suites my taste.. does that mean my fashion sense has gotten so bad or fixed at a particular fashion age? this is horrible..

apart from that, food was great.. ate all the expensive dishes.. received red packets from elders but the amount has shrunk considerably.. all the money would be gone if I buy a Levi's jeans.. used to be able to buy at least 4 pairs of jeans.. :P i'm just greedy..

festive seasons are the only times my family would gather with maternal and paternal families.. sad eh? we live on the same island, but we only meet up for occasions.. sometimes I wonder, how far does the word "family" goes?

i still love chinese new year.. there are sales everywhere.. :P and the good food.. and the good people..

I wish everyone prosperity, good fortune and good health..

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